"I've got a new one for ya Lilikins." The message popped up on Lily's screen to her great delight. She was at her favourite kind of temp job: the kind where they put you at the reception desk and let you play on the internet between calls. The computer even had an instant message program on it; all she had to do was log in, which she did as soon as she got in every morning. Her last contract was at a law firm, and not nearly as much fun as this laid back digital media collective, where everyone was under 30 and dressed the same way her artsy friends would if they had real jobs to provide clothing money.
But even whiling away hours with messaging and message boards and satire articles about the poor state of politics south of the border could get boring after a while, and Lily had only been there for 4 days of her 2 week contract. What the message from Laurel indicated was some good reading to take her from call to call today. Lily was tactful enough not to look at explicit pictures on her screen while on a job, but no one looked askance at a Word document, and for an imaginative female mind a good erotica story was just as titillating, if not more so, than visual porn. For that was what Laurel wrote: fiction exclusively in the realm of the sexually graphic.
At least, ostensibly fiction: Lily could always see shades and figments of people in their actual social circle in Laurel's stories. She assumed all their other friends did as well, that it was just natural for a writer to draw from her surroundings, and that they all tacitly accepted it as such. Besides, it wouldn't be diplomatic to mention any similarities to real life, what with the ever shifting couplings and volatile emotions in their social strata.
But somehow the danger of reading real life into the stories made reading the stories more exciting for Lily. There was one once with two female characters named Tulip and Daisy. The flower names could not be a coincidence, and Lily didn't mind Laurel imagining them in a lesbian situation; in fact, she quite enjoyed imagining it herself. She suspected their friends did as well, particularly the men.
The phone rang. Damn. It's funny how with minimal work to do you can still resent its intrusion. "Good afternoon, DigiCool Corp, how may I help you?" She willed her eyes to stay away from the screen until she had transferred the call. She wanted to give her illicit work time turn on her full attention.
The story was about a peeping tom, or rather a peeping tomasina. Lily was still waiting, without much hope, for the day Laurel would write a story from a male perspective. The female protagonist haunts dark alleys looking for strangers in windows⦠haunting dark alleys is a dangerous thing for a woman alone, and Lily felt a soft surge of adrenalin. A couple is found and there is a descriptive passage, hands kneading breasts, hair pulled back, the sheen of a surface of skin covered with sweat, and Lily felt the prickling of her own sweat breaking from its sheath of flesh.
A tattoo of heels; someone was walking by. She resisted the urge to minimize her screen. No one would pay attention to a document, no one could take the time to read it without her noticing. She must act cool, as hot as she felt. The unnamed protagonist continues her search for flashes of other people's intimacy, and succeeds only to find the couple she is watching are people she knows. She knows she shouldn't watch her friends fucking, that that is an invasion of privacy worse that what she has committed before, but she can't resist the allure. Her female friend's hair is long and that occidental shiny black that leaves a lovely trail of motion as she heaves herself up and down on the lap of her lover. Her lover is of a wiry build, tattooed on the chest and upper arms, hair once producted in place now tousled from carnal activity. The fictional spy is drawn closer, hides her face behind the outline of the blue drapes on the inside of the blue room where a blue scene is being enacted.
Lily looked up and away from the screen and tried to keep her face from betraying the turmoil of emotion and lust in her heart and loins. She smoothed her shiny black occidental hair behind her ear, and conjured up an image of her boyfriend, Marcus, of wiry build, tattooed and generally seen sporting a carefully producted faux hawk. Her bedroom was blue, in the back of her house, with a window to the alley behind where domestic refuse was picked up once a week. Laurel had been there before, of course. This could all be Laurel's imagination setting itself in Lily's life. But it could be more than that. She could see Laurel viewing peeping as some sort of creative imperative, fully justified by her art. She read on, but the characters were firmly in place as they people they obviously were.