This is a story told if for no other reason than I have never told anyone before, and would like to be able to talk about it. I'm not one to kiss (or fuck) and tell, but I would love the opportunity to follow in the footsteps of Lonely Island and declare that "I just had sex!"
Okay, so maybe I didn't "just" have sex; this happened a few years ago. But it was still pretty amazing, and served as the true beginning to me exploring my more sexual self.
Her name was Nichole. We met online, and immediately struck up a friendship. We met face-to-face a week after we started emailing. I had no idea what to expect, but it was definitely something other than what I encountered. She could read me like almost no one I had ever met, and also didn't have any problems with telling me exactly what she saw. There was an honesty that I was not expecting, and I found her completely magnetic. We talked for two hours, but I could have stayed at that restaurant all night.
She was incredibly attractive, but not the kind of woman that you would expect to turn heads. These days, if you want to make guys pop wood, you were expected to look like Barbie—stick thin, blonde hair, big boobs. Instead, she looked more like a pinup girl. Beautiful, alluring face, ample tits, emphasized hips, amazing legs. The kind of girl you'd expect to see on your grandpa's forearm, accompanied by a story of life on a battleship fighting the Japanese. Her auburn hair had just enough red to it to indicate that it couldn't be real. But damn, did it look good on her.
As a married guy, I wasn't supposed to think about her. I was supposed to be happy and content with my life. But I went home that night and crawled into bed, with my wife curled up by herself on the far side of the bed, wondering what it would be like to have Nichole next to me. I drifted off to sleep thinking about how her tits felt pressed up against me as we hugged goodbye.
Over the next few weeks we exchanged emails, meeting up when our schedules allowed. Our conversations covered the gamut, from frustrations with coworkers to favorite music, sexual preferences and experiences to "all your thoughts on God." As the chemistry became more evident, we became more intent on spending time together whenever we thought there was even a chance we could squeeze a rendezvous in—lunches together, mutual shopping trips, commuting to work together. Despite my own fantasies of fucking her, I still thought this was a fairly innocent practice, as we were just hanging out. I've always been one to show affection physically, so I ignored the fact that our hugs upon meeting were more than just a friendly arm around the shoulder in greeting.
Then one night, we agreed to meet for drinks after work. I thought, 'we're having drinks. We're in public. It's not like I'm going over to her house, or anything like that.' She was wearing black pants that accented her legs and ass in a way I still do not understand (but totally loved), and a button down dress shirt, the top four buttons undone ("have to let the girls breathe,"). The first thought I had when I saw her was, "damn, I don't think I've ever wanted to fuck someone more in my life." I seem to have forgotten about her uncanny ability to know everything I was thinking. As we sipped our first drinks, we began discussing my sex life, or more accurately, the lack thereof. At that point, it had been more than two weeks since my dick last had contact with anything other than my hand. She decided to drop a subtle reminder of her skill, and interest—"if you ever go more than 2 weeks without sex again, that is your own damn fault."
As the evening drew to a close we left the bar, walking to her car. (I had taken public transportation into work, and was using that as the excuse for getting a little extra time with Nichole.) As we left the bar and entered the parking garage, she grabbed my arm, pulled me close, and kissed me. Like, crazy kissed me. In a way that I wasn't really expecting, but that was completely reciprocal. It was a kiss that I'd never experienced before, one that said, 'I'm so hungry for you that I absolutely can't control myself.' I've NEVER been wanted like that. It was pretty awesome. And completely mutual. Except that I was afraid to admit it. I mean, I'm married. I'm not supposed to want someone else like that.