Why she had asked me to come to her home I was not certain. But the invitation was unmistakable.
It wasn't as if I had never been there before, it was that she had recently broken off our relationship. I was hurting a lot from that experience and had no idea what she had in mind. I suppose that in the back of my mind I was hoping the she would want to rekindle our former relationship, but she hadn't suggested that at all. We were still good friends, very good friends and confidants, so talking with her was not out of the ordinary, but for her to ask me to come to her house again was unusual.
I still wanted her very much and thought of her and what we had felt and experienced together a lot. She had told me that I could not come by because she didn't want to expose herself to temptation, which I fully understood and respected. So, why the invitation? OK, don't worry about it, just go and see what she has in mind.
I arrived at her door at the time she requested that I be there, right on time!
Rang the bell and she answered the door, "Come in, come in, I am glad that you could make it. Come in and sit, here on the couch. I have something that I want to show you and do for you, but you must promise that you will remain seated and do nothing. I will accept your word if you say yes."
OK, I'm even more bewildered. Still not sure what is coming down I say "Yes, I can do as you ask, it may be difficult depending on what you are going to do, but I can do it."
"Good," she begins, "We had a wonderful relationship and I still cherish the friendship that we now have, you are a wonderful man and I love you dearly , but I want and need more than what you can give me. We had such fun together making love and I have the most wonderful memories of it. The sex was fabulous! There is one thing that I would like to do for you that I had not done in the past when we were intimate, but had wanted to do and knew that you would appreciate. I decided to do this before I told you that I had found someone else, but It didn't seem right to do it then and I didn'think that I could handle the temptation that it would present at that time. I was also not sure just how you would react to it. Having thought it over I decided that first, I could handle it and second that I could trust you to do as I ask."
Talk about confused, now I really was. What on earth could she be thinking of? I clearly had no clue.