After all the amoral sex I have been having, it was time I confessed my many sins, clearing my guilty conscience, needing to start anew. I went to church one afternoon, the building empty, dark as if denying evil spirits tempted to flow through the stained glass windows. I slipped into a confession booth, preparing mentally how to tell a man who was forbidden to have sexual intercourse.
"How may I help you, my child of God?"
"Father, I ask for forgiveness for I have sinned, repeatedly, and I was wicked and wanton, a total slut. There have been many men and a few women the past year, and I am sure there are more to come...I am addicted to sex."
"Come now, child, it cannot be that bad. I am here, please, go on. Let me cleanse your soul, and help make you pure."
"I just can't help it, my body gets this intense yearning, the blood in my veins race at top speed, my pussy beginning to seep, panties catching the droplets, savoring the essence of a female body. My tits swell, nipples hard as I close my eyes caressing the tips of my fingers, nails raking, tantalizing as my head falls back in ecstasy. I adore men savoring my body, watching them fall at my feet with primitive desires that reach beyond human imagination, a dark evil rush, one you cannot begin to picture."
The priest gruff breath drifted in the silence, desire evident with each puff, the shifting on the bench as his robes rustled. I could see the shadow of his face, his piercing eyes glowing with interest, pure male fascination of an attractive woman in her prime; a lone man, unable to attain the ultimate goal. "Tell me," he spoke softly, urging me on, "what happens when you find that special lover for the night? Who was the last person you possessed, who claimed you?"
I laid my head back against the wall, closing my eyes, trying to picture; remembering, who was the last lover I had, the recent tryst I was involved in, the magic that was created. Taking a deep breath, I began," It was a couple nights ago, I went to a ball, representing my company for the night, many prestigious people showed up, a big hit. I dressed in black chiffon, very feminine, showing off all my curves, so sleek and sheer I was unable to wear my matching black silk panty set. I slipped into a pair of stilettos, accenting my legs; my best feature I think, and had my make done, not much but enough to show my natural beauty too, the pout of my lips. I felt like Cinderella."
Sighing gently, memories flashing like a movie within my head, I continued, "The banquet hall was equally amazing, a snowy festival of lights, and the music from the eighteen hundreds, waltz, Beethoven and whatnot, a little girls dream come true. Men and women dressed extravagantly, laughing and dancing among their peers; waiters and servers floating throughout, passing out champagne and appetizers. For hours, I enjoyed myself, dancing and flirting, admiring gazes from the men and jealous glances from the women. With every passing minute, my body was steaming, nipples puckering, and my cream sifting through my lower curls. Just thinking about this makes me hot; I want to touch myself, my buds peaking, and so painful and erect."
I heard a small grunt through the barrier, smiling wistfully as I started to ease the pleasure-pain in my throbbing chest, my mounds clearly remembering how it felt that night, each pluck, pinch racing through my trembling form." It was during one of the dances that I met him, my mystery man, spinning my around the dance floor with practiced ease, arrogance, that I admired, arching my brow in defiance. There were no words, our eyes betraying our thoughts, our secret desires, movements a tease; bodies chasing, breasts brushing chest, thighs rubbing, thin material a slight barrier and our scent drifting, heightening our passion, knowing we could not hold back any longer."
"What did you do next?" Barked a rough voice, no longer inquiring but commanding, wanting to things he denied himself through worshipping the church, his God. He was panting as he shifted more in his seat, easing the ached between his thighs; his breath was pelting into my small space, telling me that he was as excited as I was.