This story is set in 1980 in Birmingham (UK). There was no social media, no mobile phones which take photographs, and no internet porn. Also, asking for specific consent was less of a given then as opposed to being ready to hear the answer no. The two main characters are over 18.
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It was mid-afternoon in Birmingham Central Library, and Rebecca believed she was done for the day. She returned the library books critiquing GR Elton's thesis on the Tudor Revolution in Government to the shelves. She checked that her notes were legible and made sense, folded them, and slipped them into her bag. She smiled to herself. She had now looked at all the secondary sources she could and believed she had an argument she could back up convincingly.
Mr Hampton had explained to all the Oxbridge candidates doing arts papers that what tutors were looking for was a hint of originality as well as knowledge. The danger with knowing too many facts was that an essay could become a recital of them. She needed to be able to use the facts to razzle-dazzle the examiners. She translated that as meaning as knowing enough facts to bullshit convincingly.
For once, being poor and not understanding the rules of polite society gave her an advantage. She naturally looked at things in a way her teachers wouldn't think of, and they construed this as originality.
This term was for proving her father and all those who despised her wrong. She was going to get into Oxford on her own merits and give herself the chance to have a brilliant career. This meant as few distractions as possible. Definitely no unhappy love affairs.
She had cleared the decks for the next few months. She had given up the bar job and the Saturday job. Money would be tight by Christmas, but she had a buffer until then. She had even given up being dungeon mistress for her D&D group, although they understood why. Three of them were also applying to either Oxford or Cambridge, admittedly to do physics with a view to colliding atoms in Switzerland. They knew she wouldn't have time to prep for their sessions.
She had even provisionally decided to give up sex. She had early on decided that she did not want a lovey-dovey boyfriend while she was at school. She was honest enough to know that no relationship would last after the end of school. Besides, she could do without the emotional hassle of balancing being honest and giving any boyfriend the emotional reassurance they needed. If she was really honest with herself, she was frightened of a relationship turning out like her parents.
Sex was a different matter, but last year had taught her that people thought she was a whore if she gave men hand jobs and allowed them to get her tits out on a date. She had simply followed the advice of her mother's best friend, who said that if an impoverished young woman went on a date where the man paid for the drinks, meal and tickets, she was expected to reciprocate. This seemed logical to her, as did actually watching the film you had gone to see. She'd also expected that men would be happy that she wasn't interested in going out with them.
She now knew that even if that was how things ended up, the man was supposed to make the move, and the woman was meant to resist up to a point and then become a girlfriend. Getting the hand job and snogging out of the way before the film started and resuming afterwards was seen as being tarty and scared men her own age.
It didn't help that she was a year older than the rest of her year at school, having had a breakdown after her mother had died in a car crash while cheating on her father with his best friend in the back seat. It was clear that everyone at school knew the salacious details of the crash and that her father had thrown her out because he thought she was a whore like her mother and wasn't his child.
In the end, she simply made her own arrangements and, once a month or so, would travel out of town and have a one-night stand. She was probably giving that up this term. There were too many ways that could go wrong; she had had a near miss last month while on holiday. The threat had been nearer a Straw Dogs gangbang than a Waiting for Mr Goodbar murder, but still a shock to the system. If only she could find a man who was looking for amusement without complications or a need to control her - affectionate sex would suit her.
Perhaps a version of Roy. He had been the one member of last year's upper sixth who hadn't been upset when she had laid down her rules, and she was almost certain that he hadn't slagged her off to his mates. They went out once every three weeks or so to films, theatre and meals. They'd both enjoyed themselves and dealt fairly with each other. He paid for everything, and she taught him how to kiss, cuddle, undo bras and foreplay. They'd only ever gone to what the Americans called third base, but he accepted that she had reasons for not having sex with anyone at school.
Eventually, Roy got himself a permanent girlfriend, and understandably, the woman did not want her boyfriend consorting with Rebecca. She could respect that, especially after he had told her after the first date that the woman had seemed surprised that Roy knew what he was doing. Roy had been a good pupil. A bit like her with English Literature. Not a natural, but when he was told or worked out what he was meant to be doing, he did it.
Perhaps that was why Mark liked her, and George hated her. She was good enough at English to make Mark refine his arguments without making him feel inferior. She was better than George and wasn't afraid to show it. Actually, there was more to it. She'd never got the sense that Mark wanted to have sex with her while George wanted to fuck her and humiliate her. The trick she'd pulled on George at the prizegiving would never have worked with Mark. He'd have laughed and played up to it instead of fuming and going beetroot red.
She was wearing a button-down summer dress she had bought from a charity shop. It was comfortable and showed off her figure well. It was one of those she had bought when she had started at St Tom's. The fact that the sixth form could dress smartly but not wear a uniform had been bad news for her. She could not afford to compete with the others in her class on clothes. Well, that had been one of her experiments at fitting in which had gone badly.
Still, she liked the dress. The buttons allowed her to choose between being demure and sexy. As a five foot-seven brunette with long legs and good, but not outstanding, breasts, she could easily switch between them. Even in the library with all the buttons done up (and wearing her national heath glasses), at least six men had mentally undressed her. It was good to know that she was sexually attractive to strangers even when she wasn't trying to be.
One of the men who had looked at her this afternoon was the sort that, if she had seen him on holiday, she would have flirted with him, given him a false name, and fucked his brains out on the final night of the holiday. She had smiled at him and gently shook her head. He smiled back and shrugged. Perhaps if she met him at the library later this term after the entrance exams, she would allow him to buy her a coffee at Birmingham Art Gallery and flirt with him. He'd looked like either a university student or a young professional.