I hadn't seen Robbie in a couple of weeks, not since my strip tease on the balcony. I thought about what we did more and more as time passed. One thing that came from it was a sexual awakening in me. I had become a new person, albeit a more cautious one. No more deck strips for me, at least not at home.
I found myself exploring new urges that had been pent up to long. I needed a broader sense of sexuality in my life.
I think I always had the tendency to show off. That may have had something to do with why I went out for cheerleading. What better way for a girl to show the world she has grown up? At thirty-three, the schoolgirl finally began to blossom.
The problem I had now was that I didn't want to be an unfaithful wife. My husband, Jerry, and I talked about that. It became our rule that if the other partner was okay with it, it wasn't cheating. That principle became the foundation of my new morality.
Up to this point, I had only done the deck episode with Robbie. No other guys had seen me naked. That was something I wanted to change.
Thanks to Robbie I discovered having guys see me with no clothes was a big turn-on. The next logical step was to have sex with someone other than my husband. Even the thought of that clouded my mind with a sexual fog. Too bad Robbie disappeared when he did. That put all of my sexual plans on hold. Maybe it was time to move on.
Then one day while in the supermarket, I heard someone call out, "Julie."
There was Robbie, standing in the produce section. We hugged. He explained he had to leave town to help his uncle on a project. He said he would have called but didn't have my number, and yes, he wanted to see me again. I took that to mean he wanted another balcony episode. I was more interested in taking it to the next level.
Robbie stood in front of me with those soft eyes, and a smile on his face. I knew he wanted something. I leaned into him and whispered, "It's Ok, you can ask me."
He looked surprised but quickly recovered. "I was wondering Julie... can I come over?"
It was my turn to smile. "Yes, give me an hour."
I finished up in the store and hurried to my car. On the drive home, I made a plan. It was a simple one, have sex with him that didn't include intercourse. I needed more time to make that jump.
After the groceries were put away I hurried to the shower. It was exciting standing naked under the hot water, preparing myself for sex with a hard bodied man ten years younger than me. My head was full of visions of an aroused Robbie, excitedly reaching for my naked body. I imagined his hand finding its way between my legs as I opened my mouth and took his penis in.
I dried off, freshened my hair, and brushed my teeth. It was easy to decide what to wear. I slipped on a white T-top and nothing else.
It seemed like forever before the doorbell rang. I peeked through a window to be sure it was Rob. I swung the door open and said, "Hi, come on in," smiling broadly.
"What do you think of my new look?"
"That is very sexy. I want you so much."
"Do you?" I asked. "And what do you plan to do with me?"
He was uncertain what to say. then he blurted out, "I want to have sex with you."
"Do you?" I asked. "Then maybe you should show me what you've got."
Rob pushed the door closed and removed his clothing. His penis stood at full attention.
I took it into my hand and started stroking. It had been a long time since I had done that with a penis other than Jerry's. "Are you planning to put that big thing inside me?"
He kissed me and reached between my legs. "Yes."
I moved my feet apart, giving him more access to my vagina. "You're so big. Are you sure it will fit?" I asked.
"Let's find out," he said then picked me up and carried me to the sofa. He kissed me all over and his hand found my vagina once again. His fingers caressed my outer lips and clitoris, then they penetrated my wet canal. He went slow and whispered that soon it would be his cock inside me. His fingers penetrated me deeply, sliding in and out.
I found his cock and went to work stroking him. It felt good in my hands, so thick and long. I whispered in his ear, "Lick my clit while you do that."
He quickly changed position. His tongue went to work and his finger back inside me. My body was alive with sensations I had rarely felt. It was like a storm rising inside of me. I was doing it, having sex with a beautiful man. I was surprised at how quickly my climax rose in me. I called out for him to put it in my mouth. "I want you to cum with me," I pleaded.
He ignored me, his fingers fucking me faster. My heaving body began to shutter. I cried out, "Right there, oh yes, fuck me like that."
He increased the tempo until his hand became a blur. No one had ever done that to me. I responded with yelps and muffled screams. It felt wonderful to lose control and just let it happen. My screams became louder. I covered my mouth with my hand. It was as if I was in this wonderful cloud of ecstasy. Wave after wave of orgasm rose within me. I cried out, so lost in passion.
I wanted it to last forever. Too soon the storm subsided. Rob lay next to me as my body slowly quieted. I turned to him, kissing his chest and working my down below his stomach. My mouth opened as it neared his penis. I kissed the head and then tried to take it into my mouth. It was too large. Determined, I opened wider and was rewarded with his penis disappearing into my mouth.
I moved my head back and forth on his cock. He began to moan. I took the shaft into my hands and mimicked the fucking motion of my head. His moans intensified.