In the preceding chapters I've described how I came to meet my boyfriend Nick, how he introduced me to pornographic movies, and how, ultimately, he persuaded me to make one of our own.
Having now performed in two such productions in barely a month, I was growing a little concerned that this might turn into an obsession for him. Fortunately, my worries dissipated when he didn't even mention the idea over the next few weeks.
Our relationship, which had moved quickly in the beginning, (i.e. I slept with him the night we met and moved in with him barely a month later) seemed to have moved to a new level of intimacy and trust. Although I didn't attribute our growing love affair to letting him film me masturbating and fucking, I was now confident that it hadn't hurt things either.
As for the sex, well it just seemed to get better and better. At least two or three nights a week Nick liked to set aside an evening for romance. I loved the fact that he always seemed to vary his approach. One night it would be a candlelit dinner, champagne, and tender sex and the next might have us watching porn and me getting my ass fucked. It was all good and I preened under his attention and affection.
About a month after the 'premier' of our second movie Nick announced that he had to make a business trip to Germany in two weeks and invited me to come along. I had been to Europe only once before and spent most of that trip in London, so I was excited at the opportunity. I'll also admit that traveling with someone wealthy sounded like even more fun than London and Spain were when I was a student.
My boss wasn't thrilled that I wanted to take nearly two weeks off after barely six months on the job; but I reminded him that I had been working six years for our company in NYC prior to my transfer and had plenty of vacation time set aside. He couldn't really object after that; but I knew that I was not making any points by demanding time off when we were fairly busy.
I gave Nick the good news that night and we began discussing our itinerary. Nick needed three days in Frankfurt and the same number in Berlin to take care of the business part. That was fine with me as there were plenty of sights to see in both cities and he would be free most evenings. Then he mentioned wanting to go to Amsterdam.
"You want to smoke good hash that much?" I asked.
"Well there is that," he said.
"You don't want to visit the Red Light district do you?"
"No, no," he interjected quickly. "There's also an amazing Van Gogh museum and then there are the
parenclubs
."
That was a new word for me and I guess I looked at him quizzically. He explained that
parenclub
is the Dutch word for swingers club and I was outraged.
"Do you really want me to have sex with other men or do you just want to fuck other women," I said, stunned by what appeared to be our beautiful relationship collapsing.
"Neither," he insisted earnestly. "I didn't mean anything like that. You don't have to fuck other people in these places. A lot of couples go just to watch each other. I thought it would be a fun adventure - what with you the exhibitionist and me the voyeur."
That calmed me considerably. As I began to envision watching couples fuck and having them watch us, I had to admit that it did sound pretty hot.
"You're not just saying that to lure me into a gangbang, are you?" I asked, making it obvious I was teasing.
More seriously, I added, "And what if someone we know sees us?"
"That's not likely in Holland," he objected. "And besides, how could they say anything, since they would be there also."
"Maybe they'd be people who are comfortable talking about what they do," I countered; but I realized my argument was sounding pretty weak.
Nick asked me to check out a website with him. Basically it seemed to be devoted to all the things you can do legally in Amsterdam that are illegal here.
Brothels, sex shows, and drugs dominated the site; but it also included a section on parenclubs and briefly described about a half dozen in or near Amsterdam.
There was one, however, named
Kasteel Waterloo
that was located an hour's train ride out in the country near the German border. Its description did indeed sound intriguing and it also seemed to be the one where we were least likely to encounter an acquaintance.
As we checked out the various clubs' individual websites I was somewhat reassured that they all seemed to share the same motto: "Everything is permitted; nothing is required."
Ultimately, of course, I agreed to a Dutch adventure but I insisted that we see the Van Gogh Museum as well. Nick happily agreed.
Two weeks isn't much time to plan for a vacation; but, fortunately, I already had my passport and before I knew it we were off to Germany. I won't bore you with the details of my visit to Frankfurt and Berlin.
Suffice it to say I had a great time doing the tourist thing by day and meeting Nick's business associates at night. The days flew by quickly and soon we were on a train bound for Amsterdam.
We spent the first day there imbibing great Dutch beer - and hash - and that amazing Van Gogh Museum while quite stoned! The second day we headed off by train for a town named
Roermond
and our adventure at
Kasteel Waterloo
. We spent the afternoon checking out the town and resting up for our evening adventure.