Context to this story...
i was 'encouraging' one subbie girl to give up cigarettes and she was doing really well. Except it was her birthday and she was going out for the evening with her friends and was worried about falling her promises.
The Last Cigarette
'Please!'
For fuck's sake, 'why?'
Her befuddled state at that time of the morning, compromised her faculties and she was dimly aware that the man in the room was not answering her protestations. Could he hear her? Was she actually speaking aloud? Were her words only in her head?
Her arms wouldn't move.
They couldn't move.
Why wouldn't her arms move?
She took a deep breath and desperately tried to think where she was. If ever there was a time that required it, rational thought was paramount right now. Come on girl. What was the last thing you remember?
Was this her bedroom?
Eyelids fluttering open, she picked out the definitive decor of her room and the confidence of her location soothed her briefly. This was definitely her bedroom! She must have got home safely. Had she come home alone?
It had been her party last night. That's right. She had met her friends in the local. There had been drinks. Too many drinks. There was dawning realisation that her current stupor was down to too much alcohol; far too many vodka and tonics... lots of single shots too, and, had there been a bottle of wine? It had been her birthday get together. Many of her friends had each bought her a drink. Always a good idea at the time with remorse only during the following morning.
'Just one more.'
'Go on, its your birthday.'
'You only live once.'
Fucking reduced inhibitions with each measure of spirits.
Her brain at that moment clicked slowly into gear and started making their synaptic connections.
A cable tie! She felt superfluous cable beyond the threaded clip tickling over her bottom. That was why she couldn't move her arms. She felt the thick plastic strap restraining her wrists behind her back. Efficient. Debilitating. Why could she feel it on her bottom though? That didn't make sense.
She could hear tearing now and struggled to open her eyes. Her admittedly thin and low cut blouse was being torn off.
Her blouse!
That's right, she had ripped it last night after catching it on the hand rail at the bar. She had spent the rest of the night giggling with her friend about the fact that it then showed much too much bra. Flashing her bra had, however, got her a drink from a lad and a wolf whistle from his mates at his bravery for talking to her. Had she made out with him? Was this that lad now? She struggled to recall more.
Eyes slitting open and trying to focus, she now realised that with his one last tug, her blouse was now totally off her body. She was lying mostly naked on the bed, still wearing her stiletto heels and the matching pale-pink lace thong and bra set from the night before. There was dawning realisation that that was why she could feel the cable tie on her bottom.
The moving blob of unfocused darkness causing her the consternation, slowly took the shape of a figure. A tall powerful looking man. His face looked impassive; emotionless.
The shape wasn't the lad. He had been much more diminutive with no chin and bad teeth.
This man appeared resolute. Unsmiling. Brutal almost.
Suddenly she was lifted bodily from the bed and after momentarily finding her feet on the duvet, she was pulled over his one broad shoulder; her feet leaving safety and her legs dangling now helplessly over his chest.
She tried to complain, but the remnant alcohol in her system caused a belch instead. The words she was trying to say remained in her head and the only thing to emit out loud was a groan.
His hand now on the waistband of her thong, she felt it unceremoniously pulled down from around her bottom, down her subdued legs and then disentangled from her stiletto heels.
She saw it tossed to the floor at his feet. It was a cute thong and she remembered having a nice dark satin skirt on last night over the top of it. Where the fuck had that gone?
They started to move.
She tried to speak again, but no words left her mouth with the sudden realisation of her predicament in this fireman's hold. With her hands helplessly behind her back, she was thankful that her bra currently stopped her breasts swinging on his back or smacking her gently on her chin. Her long hair swirled loosely below her, the style from the previous night gone now.