Author's note: I've gone back and edited this story to correct several punctuation, spelling, and grammar issues that have haunted me since I first published it.
ALL CHARACTERS ARE 18 YEARS OF AGE OR OLDER.
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I'm not rich, by any stretch, just a regular Working Joe like most guys. But I have needs, and I have fantasies...like most guys.
So occasionally I save up some cash, and find ways to make these fantasies happen.
At 53, I'm not deluded enough to think that much younger women would really be into me. When you hit a certain age, you become invisible to the younger generation, even though I was still in pretty good shape for my age.
I'd paid a few prostitutes here, a few massage parlors there, but found pretty quickly that paying for sex really didn't do all that much for me. I mean ok, yeah, I got off, and some of them were pretty fucking hot. But afterwards, there just wasn't much satisfaction.
I decided I wanted to try something different, and indulge two particular fantasies of mine: smelling a young woman's panties in front of her, and masturbating while she watched.
I suppose I could have gone the usual route and found a woman in the escort ads you can find online, but I was hoping to find someone more innocent, someone who wasn't an established sex worker, but maybe needed the money and would be willing to do something a little kinky for it.
I decided to place my own ad on some local college sites as well as a few of the other personal ads sites. I had to word it carefully, I didn't want it to be a solicitation for prostitution, but also wanted to make clear at least some of my intent.
My ad, after much editing and rewriting, read as follows:
"Older man seeking younger college girl to share an erotic fantasy with. No physical contact would be required on your part, nor any nudity. I am NOT looking for a prostitute. You would be compensated financially for your time of course. Willing to pay $200 cash for no longer than an hour's time. Willing to meet in public beforehand to discuss full details and make sure you are comfortable with the situation. I'll even buy lunch. Worst thing that can happen is you get a free meal and we go our separate ways if you decide my offer isn't for you. Contact me at the info listed below, we can discuss more details there as well."
I placed the ads, then waited.
A few days went by and nothing happened. Then I started getting responses. Most were exactly what I didn't want, "escorts" making all kinds of offers. I ignored them.
I'd all but given up when suddenly a response came in that caught my eye.
Her screen name read "Jenna62402," and the picture she used for her avatar looked promising. Young, red hair, short stylish cut that fell across her face beautifully, not quite shoulder length. Lovely green eyes, and a beautiful, very girl next door face. Not a supermodel, not exactly a Plain Jane either. Just a natural young, beautiful woman.
Her response read:
"Hi, I'm Jenna. I'm 19 and currently attending college, and could certainly use a few extra bucks. I can't believe I'm responding to this, so please don't make me regret it. I'm not a prostitute and certainly have no interest in becoming one. I'm not sure why I'm doing this. Like I said I could use the cash, and something about your ad piqued my interest. I'd at least be curious to hear what this 'erotic fantasy' involves."
I couldn't believe it. She seemed perfect. Almost too perfect. I was hoping I wasn't getting played, but it was the best response I'd gotten so far.
I took my time crafting my reply:
"HI Jenna, I'm Tom. Thank you for your response, I was beginning to think I'd never get one. I understand your reservations. I'm certainly nervous as well. So let me describe what I'm looking for."
I paused for a moment, debating. I decided to leave the panties aspect out of it for the time being, fearing that might frighten her off, having to offer up something so intimate to a stranger.
So I kept it to just the other fantasy:
"I have a fantasy of masturbating in front of a young woman in a casual setting. Let me stress, I would not require you to get naked, nor touch me in any way. I will not be touching you. I won't ask for anything such as dirty talk or whatever. You wouldn't have to do much at all actually. All I'd really want is for you to watch me as I do it. We could talk as you feel comfortable, nothing more.
"For the amount of cash I'm offering, I'd hope for it not to be a rushed experience. I'd like to relax, enjoy myself, take my time. But it would certainly take no longer than an hour, probably less depending.
"I'd be willing to meet face to face in a public place of your choosing so that we could both get to know each other a little better and ease any fears or concerns you might have. As my add said I'd at least buy you lunch if nothing else.
Hoping to hear back from you.
Tom
PS I'm attaching a picture of myself, fully clothed I assure you, just so you can see I'm a real person. "
I nervously hit send, then waited.
Two days went by, and I figured this was just never gonna happen. Then, finally, a notification came in. A reply from Jenna!
"I'm sorry for the delay in replying. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't still nervous about this, but something has come up and I really could use the cash, so I'm at least willing to meet with you. I know it's last second, but could we meet tomorrow, around 4pm? I'll include the address of a little coffee shop that's near my campus.
Jenna.
PS thanks for including the pic and for it not being a nude lol. I'm attaching another pic of me, just my face, sorry, but so you know I'm real too."
The picture she attached was different from the one she used as her avatar, just a selfie really, but she certainly looked like the same girl, and just as cute.
I replied back immediately:
"Tomorrow would be perfect actually. I very much look forward to meeting you. Attaching another pic of my face so you'll be able to recognize me.
See you soon,
Tom."
I actually had to hastily snap a few selfies then sort through them. I picked the one I thought was the least terrible and attached it.
I lay awake that night, my mind racing. Would she even show up? Would she decide, after our time together, to opt out, take her free meal and run?
If she agreed to it, when could we make it happen? Tomorrow night? Another day?
I pulled up her last message on my phone and enlarged her picture.
It was just her face, not much hint of her body at all, but she looked like the type that was pretty petite. Her eyes were bright green. She looked happy enough in it with a pleasant smile, and I could even make out some very faint freckles on her cheeks and nose. Perfectly adorable, I thought.
I debated on masturbating. I hadn't jerked off in a few days; now I was wondering if I should wait til our meeting and see what happened, or ease some pressure now.
I decided to wait. If things went the way I'd hoped, it would only make that eventual release even sweeter.