Standing there processed application in hand, I waited.
There were so many girls in the waiting room sitting in chairs and standing along the wall. As I glanced about I saw a few looking incredibly comfortable as though they had done this a thousand times, the rest of us showing signs of nervousness ranging from mild to severe. Legs were crossed and feet tapping, hangs were wringing.Β I saw lip biting and eyes focused into laps not daring to look up, while others darting about the room looking around hoping they were not alone in the way they were feeling.Β Oh how I relate to these girls. I felt excited but also unsure about what I was doing.
What am I doing?
This was all so new for me and I didn't think I would make it this far. I saw the post a while ago on Instagram.... "Looking for models for print and film, message with your photo and contact details." The post had said along with a photo of a stunning girl.
That was step one, the message.Β Step two was the phone call interview.Β Step three the in person interview.
Omg the in person interview, I was so beyond nervous for that. There were so many cameras set up in different angles. I have never had so much focus on just me before, I liked it but it scared me a little I have to admit. They had asked questions and had me do so many things. That interview alone I felt could fill a book.
Step four, I made it to step four. Looking around I saw how many others had made it too. They were all so beautiful and so sexy.Β All of us waiting, like we were a commodity, a product. Something wanted, something expensive, something to buy. We were an experience, a feeling sought after by those that want to afford it.Β We were important. I was elite, and I had made it.