The story is not realistic and is not intended to be. All the characters and the plot are fictitious and the names were invented by a random generator.
Read the previous chapters to understand the full context.
Enjoy.
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There I was, fingering my cunt in front of a total stranger who knew my address. I was horny, but that still required a lot of guts, and the delivery guy the pizzeria sent, a teenager about my age but with a nerdish look, freckled face, skinny type and big nose, seemed to be more ashamed than me. It was almost wrong, you would think the girl whose pink pussy is wet and exposed is the one who should be embarrassed, not the fully dressed weirdo watching as she risks her reputation and future.
From all I knew, the worst that could happen to him was being recorded by someone passing while he watched me, and let's be honest, anyone videotaping it wouldn't focus on his face. I don't know if I got used to a new level of obscenity, but to me, even if people ended up knowing about what was happening, he probably would become more popular, something very different from what would happen to me. I wish I could go back in time and say "for fucks sake, enjoy the show, insult me, or touch me," I was committing public indecency in my front yard and he was avoiding to look at my naked body. Am I a bad person for thinking that he should at least show some interest about my fully exposed cunt?
Worse than that, I knew myself, and that means that I knew I was getting in the level of arousal where I start to lose control. Sure, fingering my pink soaked hole in public because of a dare made by my blackmailer and her friends is a weird concept of "staying in control", but I knew that, the worst that Amanda demanded from me could be very tame next to what I would willingly do to degrade myself if I reached the right mood, and by that point I was craving for the boy attention.
Sure, I was a little relieved. I knew that not doing any obscenities in public is a good thing once in a while... well, I mean, not doing any obscenities in public besides the ones I had to... but, holy fuck. Part of some weird slutty pride I had was really hurt by that stranger indifference. For fucks sake, I even had to beg him to stay and watch me.
"Please, sir. I must complete this dare for a game of dares I'm playing with a friend" I told him as he refused to watch me when he first appeared. He answered me saying that he needed to make more deliveries and I begged saying "Please, stay, I'm so horny right now. I promise it will be fast, I just need you to watch me cumming and I'm soaking wet."
And he stood in my front gate to watch, always complaining and never taking action on his own hands. I also didn't gave him the pizza money he was waiting (yeah, I've been bad), but I think I'm justified.
After a time I was really eager for attention, but I wouldn't command him. In fact I wanted to show him, through my actions, that he had a free pass to do anything to me. My kinkiest side wanted so much to see everything escalating to insane levels. I wished so hard that he would just forget his religion, girlfriend or whatever was holding him and start skull fucking me without even asking. I would gladly take his cock in my needy slutty mouth and suck it until the moment when all the cum it once had would be resting in my stomach. If he wanted me to eat his ass it would be ok, if he wanted to take my cell phone in which I was recording my public masturbation and send the video to everyone in my contacts I would even tell him who were the people that would make me more ashamed if they received it... at that moment I would be totally cooperate with anything, all I needed was some new level of degradation.
He wasn't even recording me. Did he consider me unworthy of being shown to his friends in the pizzeria? I was putting so much effort in looking hot.
When he arrived I was already naked and dropped to my knees right in front of him to rub my clit, but seeing his lack of interest I changed my position twice, once lying on my back with my legs lifted and spread to let him see my pink pussy better while I fingered myself and later putting my face on the floor and lifting my ass in his direction while my hand stuck three fingers in my totally exposed cunt. I didn't even tried to hide my moans just because I wanted to sound hotter for him, and believe me, I was loud to the point that I now consider a miracle that none of my neighbors appeared to check what was happening. Even a gay guy would get a hard on with that.
I was degrading myself, okay, but I like when there's someone else disgracing me too. Yet I was so turned on by the feeling of his rejection. Not a truly one, since I didn't asked him for anything else than what he was already doing. That black old priest or some of the people from the avenue would at least be recording my performance while I would hear some nice insults.
Part of me was also annoyed with my own lack of attitude, but I think I just wanted to have no control of my humiliation. I wanted it to be imposed to me, and my role on it being just to help to collaborate and obey, but never control... oh, and obviously I wanted to be the target of the humiliation too. My life should be like a boat adrift in a raging sea of sexual degradation that would eventually throw me in the rocks of the society moral judgements and make everyone know how fucked up I am.
And yet he was complaining about the time he had to deliver the other pizzas. That's the bad part of dealing with an audience, right. People are unpredictable. Sometimes they wanna expose you to everyone you know, and sometimes they just don't care at all.
On the bright side, I was masturbating, and masturbating with a stranger watching me and my most intimate places (if I can still call them that). It had been three days without an orgasm and I was allowed to have one in that dare. Three days where I managed to control myself as a good girl (or a obedient pet).
If you think I want to complain about that, I don't... the exposure and the tension that boiled my blood during those days of denial also resulted in a wonderful and intense climax, the kind you don't get masturbating in the privacy of the bathroom, and soon I was resting on the floor with my ass pointing at him... and my pussy glowing with my juices reflecting the street lights.
After seeing that he just hurried me, "Sorry, miss... I really need this job."
I had the money with me. It was in my hand all along, but instead of giving it to him I made my last scandalous act by shoving it in my exposed and lifted pussy. "Grab it, and keep the change" I said, smiling with my idea.