Here's a short chapter to keep you
Devil
fans happy while I work on some more.
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So let's see. If I went to a Sexaholics Anonymous meeting, what would I say when I stood up to speak for the first time...
"My name's Margaret, and I love sex. I know I'm supposed to say 'I'm a sexaholic', but lets just stick with 'I love sex,' at least for now. I met a few of you earlier, but for the ones who don't know, I'm a church secretary at a fundamentalist Christian church, and my husband and I have joined the swinging lifestyle. We enjoy Bible readings, and Sunday service, and naked summer days on our friends' boat, and orgies with our biker friends. I'm fond of big cock, and I love the taste and soft slippery feel of pussy on my tongue. I've recently started experimenting with anal sex, after watching one of my best girlfriends do it for the first time, on the bed my husband and I sleep on. Sometimes at night, when I'm on the verge of sleep, I can hear her animal-like noises echoing, like a friendly ghost.
"I won't tell you folks her name, but she's your average Christian girl. Woman, I should say. In her thirties, still single. My other friend's husband says she looks like that swimsuit model Kate Upton. There's some similarities, for sure, mostly from the shoulders down, if you know what I mean. She's got a bigger ass than Kate Upton, but it's nice and round, and...sort of like those Kardashian girls everyone's so crazy about. A while back I found out it's called badonkadonk, that kind of ass, and those kind of tits, and that sort of hourglass waist tying it all together. Have you ever heard that word? Badonkadonk? Oh, some of you have? Yeah, it's fun, isn't it? She's definitely one of those girls, and all the men in my life are kind of crazy about her. Anyway, she's the one that likes anal now, and with an ass like that what guy wouldn't want to do her that way?
"So maybe this isn't the kind of stuff we're supposed to talk about at these meetings. Sexaholic. That means we kind of crave it, right? Can't get enough, wanna fuck all the time, dream about sucking the cock of a married neighbor? Yeah, I see the women here nodding, so that's what it is. Can't get enough. My pussy just tingles, even doing something as simple as standing here talking about it in front of all of you. My pussy's wet, right now, because I'm wondering what all you men's cocks look like, wondering how hard they get, wondering how long you could fuck me before you cum.
"I see some red faces out there. Are you boys shy? If you're shy maybe you won't answer this, but I'm wondering...how many of you men have had anal sex? With a woman, I mean. Your hard cock inside a horny woman's little asshole. Okay, I see a couple hands raised. How many of the rest of you would want to if you had the chance? Wow, that's...a lot of you. How many of you women like it that way, a nice hard cock in your ass? Okay, well that's a few. So like I said, I'm just starting to experiment with it myself. So far it's just my sweet husband I've let in there, and my dildo Mr. Dicky. I can't cum from just anal so far, but maybe I'll get there. My friend who I told you about, Ms. Badonkadonk, she can. She cums like crazy with a big cock in her ass. It's the most beautiful thing to watch, and she loves being watched. Do you all like it, too? Being watched? And the watching? I'm absolutely an exhibitionist, and a voyeur, too. I see lots of you nodding.
"I talked to one of you at the coffee table earlier, and she told me that confessing something is good to do here, so I guess I'll do that. This also fits in with what I was just saying, about me being an exhibitionist. It really gives me such a thrill, I'm not sure what to compare it to. It's so interesting how the brain works; the imagination. So, here's my confession: I showed my neighbor my pussy, and when I did it I imagined him fucking me. I Guess I should explain the whole thing so you can picture it better.
"I exercise out on my back lawn, on a nice big yoga mat. I do it because I think the hot sun beating down on me helps with my weight loss, and also because my nice retired neighbor is often outside doing his yard work. Of course I wear a bikini while I exercise, and over the past month or two I've gotten more and more...um...sexual, I guess you could say, with my movements and my...actions. One day I found myself masturbating, face down on the mat, with my hand under me. My neighbor saw it. I liked it, and I'm a hundred percent certain he liked it, too. It was all sort of hush hush, and he and I were very polite about it, never saying anything directly. I did it, and he watched me do it, and that was that. Until, of course, it happened again.
"So I should tell you this part, too, because it's a big chunk of the story. Or maybe...am I taking too much time? Should I sit and let the rest of you talk? No? Okay, I'll keep going. Lord knows I like to talk.
"So. My neighbor. When all of this masturbating was happening outdoors, in the daytime, he was also listening at night, to me and my husband having swinger sex with various other couples. I knew he was listening, and I wanted him to, and all those feelings just overwhelmed me one day when I was exercising in the yard with him watching, and...my ass was facing him...and I was on my elbows and my knees, very fuckable, and...I reached back and...do you know what a gusset is? It's the skinny part of a bikini bottom that goes down underneath, between your legs, and covers your pussy and asshole. So I was in doggy style position, and I was sweaty and hot from the sun and I was so horny, and...I reached back and my fingers pulled that damp gusset aside and Martin...sorry, I shouldn't use his name...my nice neighbor got an eyeful. He saw my pussy, all wet, and my fingers in it and on my clit, making me cum. I even tickled my asshole a little. I came so nice, it made my whole body twitchy, and my thighs trembled, and a lot of it was because I was imagining his cock in there, fucking me slow and deep. I stayed there, sort of out of it, daydreaming, I guess you could say, with my fingers playing, all slippery and wet, letting the nice orgasm smolder and fade, letting my sweet neighbor have a nice long look at my pussy, the way he'd see it if he was right there ready to lick it.
"So that's my confession for this first meeting, here with all you sexaholics. I'm anxious to hear your stories. It's fun to be here with other people who love sex."
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"Oh my God!" Jeana said, chuckling, when I showed her what I'd written. "It's hilarious, but...you shouldn't make fun of those people. They have serious problems and it messes up their lives."
"I know," I said. "I just started thinking about it and writing it, and that's what came out."
"Well, there's definitely some reality in it. Especially confessing about doing all that in front of Martin. The poor guy. You're such a tease."
"I'm hoping it's jumpstarting his sexlife with Ellen."
"But what if it's not? What if she's just not interested anymore?"
"Well, then...at least he's got a solid fantasy life these days. There's something to be said for that."
"Yeah, there is. You're right. Just don't be surprised if he sneaks up behind you someday with his hard cock in his hand. I think I know what you'd do with it."
"You think so, huh? What would I do?"
"You'd go down on your knees and you'd suck it, and you'd swallow, and you'd tuck it back in his pants and give him the shush sigh with your finger to your lips. Did I mention that I'm jealous that you've got a cute older guy next door to tease? My neighbors don't turn me on at all."
"I just had a wonderful idea," I said. "Let's exercise together Thursday morning. He loved flirting with you and Cynthia and Nikki the other night. Want to do a workout with me in the yard so he can see you in your bikini?"
"Yes! Ooo, I just got a lady boner. Whew, hot flash, hot flash..."
"Ha ha!" I laughed, smiling at the way Jeana fanned her face with her hand. "Oh, we're terrible. We really are teases, aren't we."
"But he's such a nice guy," Jeana said. "We have an obligation to make him happy, right?"