When I was about 18 I discovered how obsessed I was with exhibitionism. Not just the fact of showing off my body but also the thrill I got out of exposing myself in ways so that other people felt as though they were getting a sneak peek and getting away with seeing something they should not have.
It started with simply leaving a bathroom door open when I was showering at home. I believe my brother Tim had the opportunity to peek in on me more than one time during those years. Just the thought of him seeing me nude still turns me on to this day as though it had just happened. After the experience where I had the chance to see his dick while he used the bathroom I knew I was hooked forever.
One thing I learned early on is that I wanted to make sure that when I exposed myself to someone I knew such as family or a close friend is that I did it in a context where it could be dismissed as a lucky sighting or that I did not realize that something showed as much as it did. This was key with people very close to me so that I did not put myself in a situation where I would be confronted for my actions. So my early years were spent exploring and learning what and how to get away with my love for exposing myself without going too far.
Once I went to college I began to find the freedom I had yearned for to continue to explore my exhibitionism in earnest. I was lucky enough in my first year of college to be roomed with 2 of the coolest chics on the planet. I was a very cute girl at the time and I still am. I am confident in saying that and hope people can accept that I am just confident. I am not a bitch in any way. I don't wear a ton of makeup and the funny thing is I don't dress slutty most of the time. I basically have a tom boy appearance. I am pretty but simple.
At 19-20 I still had the same body I did in high school. 5'5-5'6" (somewhere between high school and now I grew an inch as I am 5'6" now. Don't know when that happened but it did). I weighed around 110 in college to start and ended college around 130. After I graduated I had the wake up call that if I wanted to keep the body that men and boys would die to see I needed to work for it. But that is for later stories to bring us to present times.
I had nice B cup boobs. They were very perky and high with a nice downward slope and slightly upturned nipples. My nipples are medium sized I come to find out after a long night of drinking games with my roommates when we decided to compare boobs. As I said I had the best roommates I could have ever asked for. Becky was a lot like me. We had so many common interests it was like having a friend I grew up with right there. She was more full figured then I was. She had very big boobs and a nice round ass. She was not fat at all. Just real curvy and a great contrast to me. My other roommate Joy was Asian and 3 years older than us. How cool was that we had someone to buy alcohol for us those first few years!!! She was stereotypical Asian in her looks. Petite body. Around 5'1" tall. Small cute boobs and a small butt. On the surface we literally were the odd couple . . um . . .threesome.
When I first got there I was not sure how I was going to indulge my obsession with 2 other women around me. What would they think of me if they caught me in the act?? Would they throw me out of the room? Would they hate me? I was uncertain on how I was going to approach this but at the same time I knew this was a part of me and I had to let it evolve or I would never be happy. I was not about to spend 4 years unhappy because I let 2 bitches intimidate me. So I began to slowly start to ease into my exhibitionist ways.
The first and easiest way to ease into this was to just stop wearing bra's all together. My boobs were perky enough and not too big so I did not really need the support to make them look nice. My nipples though were the kind that stayed semi erect all the time. So if I had a thin top on they definitely would show through my shirt no problem. Sounds like a good starting point to me I thought so one day I was in the bathroom and I just ditched my bra. Looking in the mirror I could clearly see my nipples poking through my shirt. I was a bit cold so they were a bit harder than normal and very prominent. But I said fuck it. This is where I live and I am going to be me.
I was so nervous coming out of the bathroom. I did not know what they would think but it was just the 3 of us studying so what the hell. I came out and just plopped back down on the couch. So for the first half hour I swear neither of them even noticed. WTF. This is no fun. I want someone to notice or it won't be any fun. So I did what all girls do when they want their boobs to be noticed . . .I stretched. That did it. Becky looked up and locked right in on them. She did not say a word she just stared at them with a little smirk on her face. We went back to studying and she kept checking them out every few minutes.
One of the guys down the hall came down and knocked on the door. He needed a blank DVD and asked if he could have one. I said sure and got up and went into the room. He was in there joking around with them while I went to get one in my room. Now if you don't know what freshman dorm rooms are like at most campuses they are small. My room was right off to the left. So I could hear them laughing in there. I heard John say, "is it cold in here or is it just me?" they all laughed. I had a huge grin on my face when I came walking back in.
"What's so funny John?"
"Nothing I was just asking Becky if it were cold in here." John said as he held his arms with his hands and made the shivering move like he was trying to stay cold. John was staring at my tits the whole time.
