The thick carpet felt rough under my newly pedicured feet. I looked down at themâŠred nails, blood red. He likes them that way. I stood in front of the door that would open any minute, shivering in my nudity - partially because of the chill in the air, and partially because I knew He was coming. After hours of preparation, I was ready. Scrubbed until my skin glowed, hair brushed until it shone long down my back, manicure, pedicure, gold body dust applied, and body jewelry adorned â I looked precisely as He would want. God, I hoped it was what He wantedâŠ
Hearing His footsteps, I dropped to my knees, spreading them wide, toes touching. I clasped each hand around each wrist behind my back, straightened my posture, and tilted my head to the floor at the precise angle. My heart raced with the adrenaline boost I always get when He is near. The doorknob clicked and I heard his soft footsteps in the carpet. He walked directly in front of me and stopped. I felt His hand on the top of my head and it slowly caressed my hair, following the stream it created down my back. Knowing that I was allowed, I leaned in toward his legs slowly rubbing my head against them like some stray cat finally shown affection. I was HisâŠand I knew it only because of the feeling in my heart and the wetness between my legsâ not because he ever told me.
âEnough,â he said in the usually, dry tone, âStand up.â I quickly rose to my feet, straightening even more for my inspection. He walked around me, slowly, eyeing me up and down. He cupped my breast in His hand and gently thumbed the rosy, hard nub that peaked from the smooth skin. âVery niceâŠkeep them this way tonightâ He stated. His hands felt like those of the artist when He examines the smoothness of His own sculpture. He stopped behind me and slid one hand between my legs, burying His fingers in the heat that lied there. I could hear the sound of the slippery wetness as He dug His fingers deeper. I gasped and steadied myself. His voice was calm and warm in my ear when He said, âvery good, slut. You do please me today.â
ElationâŠnothing but pure joy radiated from me as I stood still in front of Him, never averting my eyes from the ground. âThank You, Sirâ is all I managed to whisper in all of my breath. He took His hand from between my legs, slid it around my waist, and kissed the back of my right shoulder softly. He then patted me on the ass and said, âCome on, we will be late.â
I walked in front of Him as always, leading the way and showing Him that this was where I wanted to be. He didnât like submissives that hid behind their Masters, cowering from what they might have to do next. I was to walk proud in who I was, His property, His whore. The hardwood floors were cold in my long walk to the party room. The house had been scrubbed clean â like me - for this party, Masterâs annual bash for all of His friends. He always enjoyed Himself so much, and had agreed to allow me to attend, but only as His slave. I really didnât mind, since I had almost forgotten what it was like to play the âhostessâ of a party, to be normal, to have the stress of this huge responsibility. I get to be myself here. Besides, He said He had a surprise for me if I did as I was told.
He was comfortable and confident in His wealth, not showy or pretentious. He knew exactly what He wanted and got itâŠ.that was all. I was a part of all that, really. Not something he cherished- I was more of something he possessed. He did love all of the things that were difficult for Him to acquire, but not in a conventional way. I was a living, breathing object that He treasured, as a man would prize artwork, or an expensive sportscar. Each thing means much more that just the amount paid for them, for they are all a part of who He isâŠwhat He represents.
We stopped outside the closed door to His private entertaining room. He told me to close my eyes before entering; of course I did as I was told. I heard the doors open wide and the soft sound of Miles Davis being piped into the party area. He took my elbow and guided me forward. The hardwood floor turned to marble and then to carpet as He led me across the room. The music grew slightly louder as we moved deeper within. He stopped near what should be the center of the room. âOpenâ, he said.
I saw it as soon as my eyes focused. It was beautiful! An iron birdcage, seven feet high and six feet wide hung a foot off of the ground. It was large and strikingly elegant. The bottom was covered in beautiful fabrics, all in rich jewel tones. Tears creeped into my eyes as I looked at Him. He smirked and walked around to the other side, watching me through the bars. I could barely make out His expression through the lights that shone down through the cage, but His eyes gleamed â like a child. He inhaled deep, blinked the gleam away, and began to explain, âThis is where you will enjoy the party. It raises, â he pointed, indicating the chains above that disappeared into the ceiling, âand you will be lifted up for everyone to admire, like the rest of the artwork in this room.â I had seen the room before. Sand colored marble tile outlining burgundy carpet. Paintings hung evenly on the walls under track lighting, their warm colors glowing in the soft light. It always looked more inviting when He entertained. Candles glowed in large candelabras in each dark corner of the roomâŠ.it smelled of amber, though I am not sure where the scent was coming fromâŠ.probably my imagination.
He walked back around the cage, stunned; I looked directly into His eyes. He allowed it this time, and I suddenly realised I had not looked at Him yet. He was even more beautiful than usual. His hair was pulled tightly back in a low ponytail. His clothes were all black, expensive, he looked rested, His eyes gleaming. âYou may speakâ he said seeing that I had something on my mind. âI feel honouredâŠYou did this for me?â I asked.
âyou are entertainmentâ he replied, then He opened the door to the cage.
âCome here.â I walked slowly toward Him, shakingâŠlooking down at the carpet. He stood still. What is He thinking? He just stared at me. I was scared, and it was showing. âYou wanted this, too, remember, girl?â He said reading my mind. I nodded. Immediately his hand smacked the outside of my thigh.
âYesâŠyes, Sirâ I cringed without looking up. He smirked again â I could hear it. He put one hand on the back of my neck and smoothed my forehead back so that my eyes looked up at Him. He gave me a look of reassurance before He closed in on me, kissing me hard. I melted into Him, letting my body fall limp into stillness. The handprint on my thigh blazed, as did the rest of me. He gently pushed me away, and I was left looking at the carpetâŠfeeling the flush that came over my whole body. He pulled something out of His pocket.
âTurn aroundâ, he said. He placed a mask â a blindfold over my eyes. He remembered! Blindfolds always made me feel safer to be what was on the inside. He wanted me to be â me. Not worrying about the leering, lustful eyes of the men, and sometimes jealous or scornful looks given to me by the women. He wanted me to enjoy it as much as He would. And I would â for Him.
He helped me step into the cage, and of course I fell. He chuckledâŠGod I love His laugh, I never hear it enough. Red with embarrassment, I pulled myself up into the kneeling position as the cage door clinked shut. A wave of panic came over me and I crawled to where I heard the door close, wrapping my hands around the bars. He was still there, and He touched my hand briefly before kissing my quivering lips. âBe good and I will help you through this,â he said. I inhaled deeply and let it out. The doorbell rang.
I heard Him walk out of the room, a click, and the grind of the mechanism that lifted my cage higher off of the floor. He was off to greet His guests, and I was alone to ready myselfâŠ.i kneeled, as I always do when I know not what to do. Voices were carrying down the hallway, barely audible against my racing pulse. I fluffed my hair around my shoulders, pinched my nipples to keep them hard, and tilted my head to the floor again. âOkay, here goesâ, I told myself.
Shoes and chatting and laughter were coming closer. Of course it stopped the minute they reached the room. A woman gasped, and a man cleared his throat. I froze.
âIt is okay, that is what you all think it is,â He said, as He strode across the room, âCome inside, have a drink!â He was magnificent. That is all that had to be said about me. No one asked, He didnât have to explain. He walked over to the side door and snapped. Someone, probably Greta, was told to get moving. She was serving tonight. Heh - SHE was serving tonight!
More people entered and conversations of âlong time no seeâ and âyou look stunningâ were heard across the now slightly louder music. I felt a hand touch my knee, it was Him. He took my hands and placed a wineglass in them. âThis will get you going,â he said. I never drank red wine so fast in my life! But He was right â as usual- it helped. âNow donât spend all your time kneeling in there, you are supposed to be showing off my property, alright, girl?â He pinched my nipple sending waves of pain through me.