The Boy at the Beach - by Susan Selton
When I saw the boy at the beach remove the last of his clothing, a warm tingle mischievously built up in my womanly parts, slowly at first, but relentlessly, and I felt my nipples start to harden -- just as they did when I last watched the Boys Swim Meet at the Junior College. A floppy hat and oversized sunglasses go a long way toward hiding my voyeuristic tendencies. Oh, the things that I would do to that bevy of energetic lads whose skin-tight lycra suits leave little to this middle-age woman's naughty imagination.
The water playfully glides over those young bodies -- their shoulders, backs, buttocks, and legs. They kick, paddle, and flip-turn for my lascivious pleasure. Sexual arousal begins in the mind -- for women, that is.
I imagine them a pack of eager sperm cells swimming furiously toward one female egg, each hoping to be the first to pierce the alluring feminine prize. "Oh, to enter inside her," they must all be thinking. "Got to keep swimming, got to be the first."
Wankers all of them.
The lone female beckons the flagellating lads forward, ever striving, ever paddling. The lengths that boys will go through for the off chance of piercing a woman. I begin the process of uncrossing then crossing my legs while ogling the swimming pool full of wet boys -- every inch of skin a silky-smooth sexiness of boyish beauty -- young enough to be my own sons. Does any try to sneak a peek up my skirt? Do I need to raise the frilly hemline just a tad higher to capture their glances? My thighs rhythmically squeeze together as the wetness steadily builds.
Playing the public 'upskirt tease game' is empowering when the occasion strikes my fancy. 'I have it, you want it, but you can't get it.' In the meantime, I give you a momentary flash to remind you of your unmet sexual needs and my capricious decision NOT to reward them.
Colourful skirts that catch the breeze and pointy high heels draw in a young man's attention, but all they get today is a fleeting peek of my panties.
The indelible memory of a public panty peek will make these boys not only flagellate all night long but remain a treasured event for decades to come. They are young enough to be my own sons, I again reflect, which leaves me both moist and ashamed.
Perhaps that is part of the appeal. Ashamed that they are so young -- or that the unrestrained libido of my female maturity betrays me. So what if I am a middle-aged woman and that they just turned eighteen? How does the joke go: how many times does eighteen go into fifty-four?
The frilly hemline is now three-fourths the way up my thighs and it is all that I can do to keep from touching myself here in public. I take a big breath and notice my chest expanding as it rises. "Should I have worn a more risquΓ© outfit?" I wonder, "a top that displays more cleavage -- not that this one does not adequately do the trick."
I am too bashful to approach boys myself, but rather rely upon their fortitude to make my acquaintance.
'Competition male swimwear,' as far as I am concerned, means scantily clothed boys -- in the very daintiest of wet clingy clothing, teasing 'warm-blooded' mature women like myself to the point of -- the next evening -- going pantyless to a pub frequented by testosterone-filled college boys. How often do I have to cross and uncross my legs at this dive bar before boys this age recognize that they turn me on sexually, and taking me home is as easy as saying hello?
It is convenient to blame it on the alcohol, and no one suspects an older woman of such lecherous thoughts -- except of course, other older women. (Because it takes one to know one.) Our dirty little secret is how sexually charged we grown women can become over the slightest provocations: boys with tight jeans, open shirts, and inviting smiles.
Heaven help us if a sexy boy were to brush up against us and give us a flirty wink. That evening the vibrator would get the workout of its life.
This boy at the beach was beautiful, perhaps nineteen, with long legs, broad shoulders, and an oh-so kissable face. His sandy hair was a bit long, and flew about haphazardly as he turned his head left and right. Apparently, he did not want anyone to see him naked, but somehow, he felt compelled to 'bare it all' in public -- or at least on a remote stretch of beach where ostensibly he could be seen, although somewhat confident that he was quite alone.
Maybe that is part of the exhibitionist's game: a secret desire to be seen but also a commensurate fear. But he was seen, notably by a pair of female eyes who relish the sight of good-looking boys his age. Ahem, young men, but given our age gap he is just a boy to me.
And submissively naked while I remain fully clothed -- although I might slide my panties down, for obvious reasons. 'Older Woman / Younger Man Romance Novels' fill my bookcase -- and how many wet dreams have I had on behalf of helpless, naked boys.