Cold as the night was, I didn't notice. Only that your presence was near as I walked towards the bass hard thumping sounds coming from the front of the club. A hole in the wall club it was as well, which was perfect since I didn't want to socialize anyway. My agenda, mission, goal was to break out of the cocoon I had layered around myself for the past few months and I knew you would be just what the doctor ordered.
I walked in and there was the refreshing smell of musky sweat. I liked that scent. The pheromones were flying and soon, my sweat would be added to the mixture. The dark smoky place had a bar immediately in the middle with hallways dodging around to each side, kind of like a circle. Tables against the walls lined the oval shaped path ahead. A couple of hooter wannabes with tight shirts and round trays taking drink orders. Behind the bar, steps leading to a sunken round dance floor which was busy. The club was called "The bottom level". Now I knew why. The DJ booth up to the center left was actually a great spot. Kind of concealed yet open and I couldn't see the DJ but the was curious of his looks. (DJ's intrigue me because they look like nerds a lot of the time and I identified with them. They carried a facade like myself...more than meets the eye or first impression, a bit of a dark side, and a taste for night life.) My instincts were peeked and I felt you there but wanted to see you come to me and how you approached me said volumes about your style. I knew that you would be a bit sly so I wanted to play the same and really didn't even bother looking for you. Although I couldn't wait to see you, you wouldn't know upon watching me and I was gambling that you were.
I went to the bar, popped up on the stool and smiled big to the chick pouring drinks. She asked me what I wanted and I said I would love a nice warm shot of sambuka followed by a Hienikin. The people around me were the usual bar flies. I knew their lingo, their clicky ways and moreover how to fit right in. After all, my father owned a bar before I was born even...It was in my blood and this was very comfortable for me. I have memories of setting on the same kind of bar top at 5 years old while my father ordered a Rum and coke and smoked a pipe or cigar. I was his little muse, he kept me close with him, I guess no one cared back then or maybe he knew the owners of the places we went. I made small talk with a couple to my right and lit a cigarette.
I had placed myself with my back towards the other tables on purpose...I wanted you to be at one and assumed you were but I wouldn't look. How long would you hold out I wondered. Hey, for all I know you are sizing me up as I sit comparing me to the other snatch walking and hanging around. I liked that actually since I knew that yes there is other snatch to be had, but no one would give what I knew you needed. I am not hard on the eyes either. I hate to play myself up too much but confidence is easy. Don't worry, I have an equally humble side. My philosophy is "If I want you, you are mine"...end point. So the shot goes down like butter...and warms me right up. I love a bit of sedation...makes the seduction easier if you get my drift.
I drank the beer slowly, though I could suck one up through a straw in less than a minute. Better not show you my drinking skills for fear that you may get the idea I am a lush or something (heh). I sat there thinking that within a bit of time, the game of discovering Loki was on. I liked being in this game...I couldn't loose. Either way, if I let you take me or I seduced you... I couldn't care less as long as there is passion and tension, a bit of pain, a bit of fear, and a lot of adrenaline involved.