It was very late; after midnight easily. I showered, washed my hair, and lingered a little bit longer on my belly, on my legs, and on my pussy. I was preparing for a night of a fantasy and I needed to get my mind and my body in the right state. The warm water felt soothing and made my skin feel touchable.
This was different than preparing for a date with a man. This was preparing for the unknown feeling of being seduced by a beautiful woman; one much more beautiful than me. This was anticipating her seeing me for the first time. Her eyes on me; studying me.
Women know a woman's body. We know where her insecurities are. We know what we'd like to hide about ourselves and what we most want to see on another woman.
I toweled my hair and dried off with a soft towel. I looked in the mirror one last time before I entered my bedroom and decided I was as ready as I would ever be. Tonight, I didn't even bother with a robe. I simply wanted to put myself in the best position mentally to allow myself to be taken. Taken by another woman. Not yet sure of the things that my mind would create for me, but I was ready.
My sheets are silky and smooth. A steel gray color. I pushed away the top sheet and the cotton blanket, then I lay down, propped up my bottom on a firm pillow and closed my eyes, with a smile ...
I imagined a theater, dark and quiet.
I was given the address while at the talent agency's office for an audition. My role was to be an executive assistant for a major healthcare company. I wore a simple navy suit, elegant but plain. Pearl earrings, matching necklace. My hair loose but styled. Underneath my suit, I chose a navy and white push up bra -- not too racy, but elegant. The matching panties were the high cut variety. Covering my tummy but I felt sexy in them. I wore nude thigh highs and simple pump heels. I hoped my attempt at appearing elegant, capable and efficient would impress the director, the talent agent, and my male boss in his role.
I found the heavy dark door to the theater. One last deep breath for good luck and I pulled it open. It was very dark, save for the tiny lights along the aisle. I followed the aisle, trying to walk confidently and trying to ignore the butterflies in my tummy.
As I approached the stage, I noticed the table where the director and talent agent sat. Two middle-aged men, neither especially good-looking, and I smiled and
introduced myself. "Hi, I'm Juliet and I'm here for the executive assistant role?"
Dang it, I thought. Be confident, I told myself. You got this, I thought, trying to will my mind and body into the confident professional I knew I could be. But my dry mouth and question in my voice betrayed me.
I tried again. "Shall I sit, or are you ready for my audition?"
The director barked at me to get on stage and get on with it. He thrust the script into my hand and sat back down.
As I walked on stage, my heels clicked loudly on the floor. I walked to the desk, and sat in the chair. I automatically began to fuss with the props on the desk; the phone, the notepad, the pencil cup. I was already distracted when I heard someone approach. In a split second, I looked up to find the most sensual and stunning woman I have ever seen in my life.
She was just about everything I was not -- physically tall, striking blonde hair, bright and beautiful eyes glaring into mine, and wearing a silky red dress that was molded to her figure like it was made for her and her alone. My mind went numb as I stared at her with my mouth open.
I was speechless.
"Well, I don't have all day," she spat. "Do you have the presentation ready for me or not?"
In an instant, I forgot who I was. Where I was. Why I was there. Why this creature was speaking to me in such a tone. I never anticipated she was the boss I was to be serving. All I could think of was how incredibly sensual she was and how much I wanted to touch her.
Never, ever did I have such a reaction to anyone else -- not a man, certainly. I was struck with a swell of desire to be with this woman. It not only surprised me, but it terrified me.
The audition was forgotten. Who she was -- that was meaningless to me. I stood up and without breaking eye contact, started to walk towards her.
"CUT!!!!"
I snapped out of my trance, and whipped my head to the sound of the shout I just heard.
"It's called a script! That's why you're here, idiot! Now sit back down, get your head out of your ass and FOLLOW THE SCRIPT!!!"
My face turned two shades of red. The forgotten script lay on the desk 10 feet away. Humiliated, I turned back toward the desk and sat down. Willing my brain into composure, I tried again.
"Well, I don't have all day," she spat. "Do you have the presentation ready for me or not?"
This time, I managed to react, but it was to fumble with a stack of papers on the desk, and to my horror, they began to slide off the desk onto the floor.
"Jesus! What the hell is going on here?" My heart sank as I looked up at my Queen, my Fantasy, the woman who just stolen my breath. "I thought you said you had a professional coming in today!!"
I was almost in tears as I rose to my feet. "Please," I begged. "Please let me have another chance. I assure you I am ready for this part and I need just another minute."
I felt the tears sting my face and I wanted to curl up in a ball and just disappear. I was humiliated and embarrassed to be stumbling in front of this gorgeous creature, but somehow I managed to find the strength to say again, "Please. Just one more chance. I can DO this."