{This is a multi-part story. I am finding it harder to post chapters one at a time and get them in a timely, consistent fashion so I'm posting them all at once. It's a whole story. You might want to "rest" between chapters. This is a fantasy world, no one uses the bathroom, no one gets a disease, no one gets hurt in any way they don't enjoy. It's also fiction. However, many of the elements are fully true and actually happened. You might consider this one of those docudramas, "based on fact. "}
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Hi, I'm Taylor and I love to suck cock. That's how I'd have to introduce myself to the group if there was a, "Cocksucker's Anonymous." It's most certainly an addiction, but I don't actually consider it to be a problem. Unless, of course, the problem is not being able to get it when I want. I love the taste of it, the smell, the sounds, the way I can make guys react. I love the submissive nature of being on my knees, having to please someone who is there only for HIS pleasure. There's also the element of embarrassment, the fact that I love and need it so much that I pretty much want....well crave, to blow just about anyone to satisfy that need. This is coupled with the humiliation of having to do what it takes to get it. There's also a bit more to it, as we'll find out.
I'm 19 years old. I have long light brown hair. I'm short, I say 5 foot, three inches, but doctors keep telling me I'm shorter!! I have a curvy body. By curvy I do NOT mean "BBW" or something. I have a thin waist, I have rounded hips and ass, and I have big tits for my frame. It's like an hourglass but without the fat! I work hard at staying in shape. I'd compare myself to an Ariel Winter when she's at her best, busty, curvy, shapely. Guys seem to love my body anyways, as well as some women, apparently.
I'll have to spare you some of the potential reasons for how I got to have the particular oral fetish that I have, per Literotica rules on mentioning anyone having sex before the age of 18. So, I'll start at 18, yes, I already knew what I wanted by then. I'm sure I was pretty well known my senior year in high school (when I was 18). I think I even got the nickname, "bleacher girl" for my exploits during games. I didn't have a boyfriend. I really don't want one or see the need for it. I'm definitely not a "one man woman." That's not to say some guys don't get repeat performances. I have guys I service regularly and some of my male friends are well aware of my desires and are willing participants.
I'll begin with the summer before college, the time it turned from "dating blowjobs," to something else. Luckily, I got a summer job as a waitress in a famous chicken wing joint. I definitely met the requirements: at the time I was 18 years old, tight body, nice big, pert tits. Being a waitress in a place like that gives girls opportunity for all sorts of things. Still, at that point, I'd never given anyone a blowjob that I didn't already know or date, first. I'd already discovered that I wasn't like my girlfriends. I wasn't looking for "Mr. Right," or angling for a picket fence/three perfect children, life. At that time I was just discovering my desires and it was becoming clearer to me with each passing day.
Sure, I'd gotten laid and I liked it. Getting fucked is a good thing. However, I had tied that in my mind to a relationship, to being committed to....whoever. I don't have that problem in my mind with blowjobs. I need no connection whatsoever to get off on those.
Suddenly, I was flooded with offers daily. "Hey hon, what time do you get off work?" "I'd love to see those things out in the open." "Can I get your number?" "Me and the guys are having a bachelor party, any chance we can get something special?" I would smile and ignore the obvious references, yet would still manage to get good tips because I wasn't afraid to show off my goods. My top was especially tight and revealing, compared to some of the other girls. Still, I would get a jolt of excitement with each offer. I wasn't a prude by any means, I just didn't realize how easy and quick it would be to let it happen.
I discovered that two weeks into the job. One customer in particular was really persistent. He reminded me of a low rent Zac Ephron. He was cute, he was funny. He was also totally full of himself. He was a cocky jock, an athlete at the school I was headed to in the fall. He came in a half dozen times, always picking my section. He was consistent in his banter. He loved my top, he loved my shorts, he loved my smile etc etc. With each passing day his comments became more sexual. It eventually turned into, "God you have a great ass, you don't mind me saying that, do you?" "Man, those titties are fucking spectacular!" I think he just loved seeing my reactions, especially since his milder ones hadn't been successful.
At this point it had been a couple months since I'd had any cock. I was looking for it, but I was still under the dated assumption I needed a relationship to get it. The opportunity was right under my nose. One night "Zac" came in and was drinking with his friends. They were quite handsy and their comments were lewd. Honestly, I don't mind that stuff at all, and in fact I often get a kick out of it. Sometimes it makes me wet, which is why I don't discourage it, and often want it. Zac was particularly forward. He was the leader of his group, I could tell. He introduced me to his friends, called me his "future wife," in front of them, to which they all laughed. I was particularly horny at this point and the constant attention was giving me ideas and thoughts. Zac cornered me by the bathrooms and said, "let's cut to the chase, Taylor. I think you are hotter than the sun. I think you like me, too. Let me have your number. I promise , you won't be disappointed."
He had his thumb tucked inside his belt line. It was obvious he was referring to his cock, and by the bulge that was evident I was pretty sure I wouldn't be.
"Listen, I'm not into dating," I said honestly, to get his reaction. "I've had relationships, they are just not for me." He looked defeated. "So that's what you want? You want a girlfriend?" I asked
"Well yes, no...." he said hesitantly. I think he was searching for the answer I wanted.
"I mean, if that's what you want, you aren't going to get it from me," I said firmly. "If you want something else....," I hinted.
His eyes lit up. "Hell yeah I want...that," he said. He pushed me up against the wall and kissed me deeply, his hands found my ass and he groped and kneaded my cheeks at the same time.
"Whoa, whoa," I said, sputtering. "Slow down."
"I thought you said you wanted....something else," he said in confusion.
"I do. I just want...this," I said, gently grabbing his crotch through his jeans. He just stood there and bucked against my hand as I caressed his bulge through his pants. "Listen, we're not going to fuck. Not here, not now. I'm not going to be your girlfriend or your future wife," I joked. "But I AM interested in this," I said, giving his cock a squeeze. "If you are okay with me just pleasing this, then we might be getting somewhere."
"What? You want to suck me?" he panted with obvious lust rising.
"Yes. I want to suck your cock."
"Hell yeah, where? When?"
"I have a break in 15 minutes. Meet me in the back. Do NOT tell or bring any of your friends or you'll miss something special," I warned.
"Ok, I can get away from them," he said conspiratorially. "See you then!"
I went back and finished my orders with a familiar flush in my cheeks...and elsewhere. It was going to happen! Finally. He was waiting like an excited puppy when I came through the back door. I motioned for him to follow and he did without a word. We were in a dark corner in the alley behind the bar. I'd brought my coat. I folded it up and laid it on the ground. I guided him up against the wall and I knelt in front of him. I wanted to enjoy this. I wanted it to last. I wanted to feel all those feelings again but I knew it needed to be quick. Still, there was an excitement in that as well.
He groaned when I unzipped him and took out his dick. "Damn!" I thought, when I took it in my hand. It was the most impressive one I'd seen, and it was growing...quickly. I licked the tip while I held his balls in my hand. He was nearly fully erect by then. I slid my tongue up his imposing shaft. I could taste the sweat, the manly musk on him. It's like a natural pheromone for me. I get turned on something fierce by the taste and smell of it.
"God," he panted, "what made you want to do this?" he asked, eyes closed and focused as I took his head in my mouth.
"Shhh," I said. "We don't have much time. I just want to suck your cock, let's leave it at that."
"Mmm, I'm ok with that," he laughed nervously as I went to work on his beautiful dick. "Can I ....at least see some of what you've got up there," he groaned, motioning at my top. Like I've said, I get off on the embarrassment. I pulled the tube top down, exposing my tits to him.