He always went to the same spot, having discovered it not long after moving into town β going there especially on those sunny days, drawn to its ever changing buzz, something set off nicely against the underlying tranquility brought into the town by the river's full-flow, just before it swung out into the bay.
It was nothing more than a paved riverside esplanade, having a companionable strip of grass for the discerning tourists to sit along, or stroll beside whilst sharing the view β but for him, the place was where it was at. A scene of meeting, complete with mostly tranquil gulls soaring high above, there for any and all to appreciate.
He liked the spot also because you never quite knew what might happen β and the strangest things had. He thought back wistfully to a quiet and peaceful day last year, almost eleven o'clock and at least an hour or so before most of the town would surface from its Saturday night revelries.
That particular moment in his life was a clear memory, the almost deserted esplanade except for a few walkers and the pretty young lass, definitely a tourist, lain out for a while to sun herself three metres before him, and how she had surreptitiously slipped her hand inside her clothing β between her legs, maybe having forgotten his presence behind her for a moment, and stroked herself briefly before getting up and leaving, without even a backward glance.
He smiled again at that particular memory, remembering how surprised he'd been at the time, reacting only after it was too late to make a move, to say a word and find out if she'd truly forgotten that he'd been there β or if it had all been a ploy to get his attention. That thought alone had kept his fantasies fuelled for much of the ensuing year.
If that episode had been a surprise, then what greeted him upon opening his eyes from those reminiscences, was totally unexpected β what looked like the same post-teenage tourist, was walking across the sun-busy promenade to within a degree of him.
She had the same rich-dark hair, slightly wavy and past shoulder length, tied loose and looking like he remembered it. Figure just as slim, dressed in looser harem pants this time, as opposed to the elasticated ones of the time before β and what might possibly be the same small top, showing perfectly the moulding of her small breasts, in the carefree way of the young.
She sat herself during that dream-sequence, practically before him, just a little closer than she had that time before. He couldn't take his eyes off her, still not convinced that this wasn't the same girl.
In settling, she looked across and gave him a smile. He managed a nod in return, one that seemed upon quick-replay reflection, natural enough β it being a friendly kind of place. But that pause left him not knowing quite what to say next β which was okay, because she took up the slack and beat him to it.
'How are you - still sitting here after all this time?'
So she wasn't Spanish or Italian, but French.
'Absolutely β why give up such a spot with a great view.' He kept the answer open-ended, still uncertain.
'Ah, so you remember last year too then?'
He smiled to allow himself a pause of calculation: 'Mhm-um. Late last summer β a Sunday in August, but early in the day...a truly special one and well worth getting up early for, if I recall.'
Her smile spread unselfconsciously, and it warmed him β yet her eyes held a tint of uncertainty of their own, as if she were not sure that he was saying what she thought he was. His smile became a little more open to ease the moment with, and of course gain more time. 'Ah yes, I enjoyed that morning very much β but you did not stay for long, you left very quickly.'
'Mmm...' She glanced at him, eyes still gauging under her smile. 'Well, I had to go and do something, you know?'
He nodded himself, wondering if she had picked up on his inference, because hers were coming back at him just nicely β and the guessing game was proving to be fun, so he began plotting out responses.
'And you β did you stay long afterwards, doing your writing corrections?'
'Ah, no... I had something to do also. I did come back later though, but just then I was...inspired, and I needed to be alone so that I could work it all out.'
'Ah good.' Her look changed, becoming impish, 'so tell me what it was that you were inspired about?'
Caught out, he took a deep breath and held it lightly while looking down at the river's calm flow. Damn, he definitely needed some inspiration now...
He then saw that the impish glimmer had taken stronger command, and was now playing about her lips, moving them beautifully β at which point inspiration really did hit.
Blowing his breath back out he grinned off-handedly β It is now, or never! 'Well, the day seemed to be too good for wasting on just corrections β and what with me being up so early on a beautiful day an' all, I felt like writing a completely new piece β an erotic short story.'
There, it was said. He shrugged lightly, not wanting to lose the momentum. 'The sun does that to me.'
'Ah yes, I know this feeling.' She nodded, putting a sage look on for a few seconds. 'It sounds interesting, this erotic story β what was it about, what inspired you? I am interested in how such a thing occurs.'
She had him once more, and even though an easy way out occurred to him, he felt himself cushioned by a building excitement that egged him on into the difficult direction instead β a recklessness that was all too familiar.
'Um, well β as I said, the warmth and sunshine started this, and as I was becoming excited myself, I began thinking that it would be good to describe how a woman feels during the same build up of feelings, how her sexual excitement would develop β including her actually touching herself, exploring her thoughts and actions as she does the same with her body βdescribing what she would feel as she does this.'
'Difficult for a man, no?' Her eyes still twinkled light and playfully with amusement.
'Difficult to keep the concentration, yes β but I was lucky enough to see it all happen, umm, once. The rest was down to my imagination.'
'Only once you have seen a woman touch herself intimately?' The way she said it excited him incredibly.
'Yes β it was very beautiful.'
'And did you show this woman how you touch yourself, in return. Did she like it?'
He gave a small lop-sided smile: 'Well, no - she didn't know that I was there.' Her expression made him realise what this must be sounding like. 'I don't think she knew that anyone was nearby.' He added quickly.
'Or maybe she did know β and enjoyed your spying on her β was she in her garden, or the living room maybe, possibly out in the forest, or in her car? Tell me, I must know.' Her keenness was plain.
'Well, it did happen in public, and the spot wasn't busy, all the same it was surprising to see her touching herself, ehm...intimately.'
'Where then, on a bus, a plane β in the park?' She moved position to sit attentively before him, posture cross-legged and eyes keenly wide in her eagerness to hear all. 'Describe it all for me β I want to hear it all.'
'Well...' he lowered his voice, wanting to keep the others nearby from hearing what he was about to describe, feeling his excitement build further at this illicit conversation, with all its promises hovering in waiting.
He focused on the telling, adding a tone of conspiracy to draw her closer inwards. 'The place was actually, here. It was a quiet and sunny morning β too early for it to be busy yet, when a beautiful young woman came to pass a short while away in the sun nearby. In fact, she sat to read just there,' he pointed to a spot three metres away, 'I'm not sure how long she had been sat there, as I was working away β I often come her to do my corrections.
'Anyway, a bit later on when I chanced to look up again, she was lain out to get some of the early sun. No one else was sat nearby, only a few other early risers down by the grass there, and the occasional walking couple on the promenade. She had some small headphones on and was moving her drawn up legs in time to the music.
'I was drawn to look at her, as she already had her top rolled up quite some way, to expose her smooth young belly to the sun β besides, the way she was lain at the top of those stairs there, she could not see me looking down along her body, especially as she was looking away from me with her head propped up on a thick book. It looked like Ulysses to me, but everyone seems to read that when visiting here.
'The whole was a pleasant distraction, and I thought nothing more of it β occasionally looking up to admire her fine young body between bouts of correction. In any case, with my attention partly on her, I saw her roll the waistband of her stretch trousers down to just below the hip bones, and it was about then that I started imagining where her thoughts might be going.'
He looked up and saw her nod encouragingly.
'The crazy thing about it, was that as I watched her do this, imagining the thoughts and hoping that they were going along the lines led by my own hopes, she seemed to do just that.'
'How so?' She looked if possible, even more attentive.
'Her hands began stroking lightly at her belly β just the fingertips. Now, I know that this means nothing really β but it did get my full attention, especially as I had been thinking how good it would be if she would get turned on by what she was doing. She probably wasn't, but her actions just then at that particular moment, gave me a strange hope that something definitely sexual was about to happen β other than in my mind, I mean.'
'Yes you are right that this does not really mean anything in itself β I stroke my stomach too, it is very comforting β but it does not mean that I intend to masturbate.' She spoke in that matter of fact way that people from sexually enlightened countries have. 'At least, not every time.' She gave an off-hand shrug and another smile.