Mom looked sad as she came into the kitchen with two plates, setting one in front of me and then at her place before she sat down.
"Isn't dad joining us?" I asked.
Mom just shook her head. "That was him who just called. He's working late... again."
On one hand, I could sympathize with her. He had said he'd be home at 5:30 this evening and was looking forward to the chicken parm that mom had promised -- his favorite dish and with good reason. On the other hand, though, dad was an accountant, and it was tax prep season.
"Mom," I said hoping to console her. "It is tax season you know."
"I know," she said. "And I understand. Your father works hard, and this is his busiest time of the year."
She smiled at me, and I think she was actually o.k.
The chicken parm was incredible along with the home-made garlic bread she'd made. I could have eaten dad's portion too, but I did have to end promptly at 6:30 so I could get ready for, my umm, homework.
Did that sound like complete B.S.? Well, it was. Truth be told, I had a very un-healthy porn addiction and at 7:00, my favorite show was going to start. Mom and dad had no idea and really thought that I was shut away in my room every night studying away so I could graduate with honors from high school. I didn't worry too much about what they'd do when the grades came in, showing that I had dropped from an A-level student to a C-level. After all, I had already been accepted to the University of Maryland.
"Don't you want dessert?" Mom asked as I got up from the table.
"Dessert?" I inquired.
"Now Ken, I admire your good habit of starting your homework promptly after dinner, but I also know you love my tiramisu and I just happened to make one while you were at school today. Interested?" she asked.
Well, I did have a few more minutes and I could tell she wanted some company just a little longer so how could I have said no.
Being a good Italian American family, espresso after dinner was the norm and I took one with me upstairs. The extra shot of caffeine always got me a little more excited as I looked forward with anticipation to whatever Xandrina had in store for me tonight.
Xandrina. Oh Xandrina.
I had no idea what her real name was, but I had become obsessed with Xandrina's show on my favorite triple-X site. Xandrina is a beauty but not in the traditional sense: She's not some slutty looking, stereotypical porn star with fake breasts, fake blonde hair and too much make-up. No, Xandrina is a petite young woman with pale skin, a slender body and very, very tiny breasts. Maybe I've seen too much porn in the run-up to my 18 years but with all the big, fake breasts on the porn channels, I've started to take a liking to the smaller things in life. Then there is her face, that sweet-looking face adorned with sapphire blue eyes, full but natural lips, high cheekbones and all adorned with her naturally red hair presented in a pixie-style which makes her sweet face stand out more.
Xandrina may look sweet but she's a very naughty girl. Her show consists of her travels to un-named destinations where she teases the audience before inviting into her hotel room, her unsuspecting conquest of the night. How Xandrina pulls off the hidden camera from being noticed, I never could figure out, but she was no doubt a pro. The guys she had over were not porn stars faking to be amateurs and they seemed to have no idea they were being filmed for the whole world to see. Who knows how many relationships she had broken up after the girlfriends/wives found out about the videos? Who knows if she had ever been sued and arrested? All I knew was that I was in love with her and myself fantasized about being in a hotel room some day with her (but on a night when her hidden camera failed).
Up the stairs I went and into my room, closing the door tightly behind. Seven minutes to go. I sat down at my desk, put in the earphones, and clicked over to my naughty website and into the waiting room for Xandrina.
Xandrina was already there, looking as lovely as ever. She was using this time to engage in the chat room which had already filled up. Xandrina had a big audience for the evening.
Chat 1: "Hey baby, what's gonna happen tonight?"
Xandrina: "Hey baby, Xandrina is going to have a LOT of fun tonight."
Chat 2: "Who's the guy going to be?"
Xandrina: "Oh you'll see. Let's just say that he's hung. Really, really hung."
Chat 3: "What are you going to do with him?"
Rather than type back, Xandrina opened her mouth to the camera making an O with her beautiful lips. She then moved her head forward and backward, simulating fellatio.
Chat 3: "Hot! I can't wait to see your mouth in action."
I decided to give it a go and put in my chat.
Me: "Are you getting horny?"
Xandrina: "Yes honey, Xandrina is very horny tonight."
Me: "What turns you on more? Us watching you or what you're doing with your guests."
Xandrina laughed and didn't respond.
Chat 4: "Are you wet?"
Xandrina: "Very moist, warm and ready."
Chat 4: "Oh you bad girl you."
Like she did with me, Xandrina laughed again.
So many women in porn it seems, are just acting and acting badly. The orgasms are all fake and over the top and its obvious they're just doing what they're doing to get paid and probably aren't really enjoying it. I got the feeling by Xandrina's demeanor in her chats with us though that she was different. She was her own woman and wasn't some pawn being used by shady characters behind the scenes.
Xandrina sat back and looked at us seductively as she slowly raised her hands to her chest. She gently massaged her left breast through her low-cut, loose-fitting linen shirt. She wasn't wearing a bra and I immediately sprang to full attention in my pants with this very sexy method of tease and seduction.
Chat 5: "Show us your titties."
Chat 6: "Take it off."
Me: "No. Keep doing what you're doing."
Xandrina looked a little closer and smiled. I think it was in response to my note.
She made a heart shape with her hands around her breasts and then as she brought her hands together and downward, they slipped below the view of the camera. She looked directly at us for a minute and then her head started to roll back. Her long neck was on full display as she looked toward the ceiling. She was now masturbating, and I was tempted to join her, but I didn't want to get too worked up and release before the main event. The chat room was going crazy.
I neglected to say that Xandrina never had the sound on in any of her shows. While she was clearing enjoying her solo show, she stopped abruptly and looked directly at us, then started to type into the chat.
Xandrina: "My phone is ringing. I wonder who that could be?"
Xandrina reached out off-screen and picked up her smart phone. She wasn't on the phone long at all before she hung up and started to type.
Xandrina: "O.K. my sweet little audience. Xandrina is about to have company, so I want all of you to kick back and enjoy the show."
She stood up and did whatever she does to conceal the hidden camera. Then, she got up from the desk in front of the bed and moved beside the bed, into the light shone by the two lamps on both sides of the bed. She had a very short white skirt on that blended in nicely with her alabaster, smooth, long legs.
While she waited, she got down on the bed on her hands and knees and simulated getting fucked from behind while we awaited her stud for the evening.
She stopped, looked away off-screen, then back at us and smiled with a look of mischief. He had arrived we knew as she got up and exited off-screen.