14 - End

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Chapter 12: Family dinner and a movie

Both Josh and I ate dinner awkwardly as my parents pestered him with questions. I'd finally worked up the nerve to tell them that I'd been dating a boy.

My very religious parents were of course resistant but surprisingly, they seemed to understand that they couldn't really dictate my life anymore.

So I pretended Josh had asked me out for the first time and they insisted he come over for dinner to meet them.

Much to my relief, Josh was charming as ever. I could tell my mom really liked him. After grilling him a bit more, they seemed to relax.

Once dinner was over, we were about to head out for the movie when my dad pulled Josh aside and started talking to him privately. I nervously waited with my mom until they returned.

As we walked to Josh's truck holding hands, I asked him what that was about.

"Your dad just said that I better keep my hands to myself and to bring you back home at 10 pm sharp. Or he'll be getting his shotgun out."

I cringed from my dad's embarrassing behavior.

"I just told him he was too late and that his daughter has been swallowing my cock from both ends for a while now." Josh must have felt my hand tense up when he laughed.

"I'm just joking babe!" He chuckled at his own joke.

"That's not funny Josh!"

I had a sudden urge to kiss his goofy face right there but I knew my parents were watching from the living room window. He looked really handsome in his church clothes and I loved that he tried his best to impress my parents.

We got into the truck and headed to the drive-in movie theater. The ticket attendant used his flashlight to shine on our faces to make sure it was just the two of us. He handed the speaker to us through Josh's window.

"Enjoy the movie kids!" He said as he waved us in.

The drive-in was packed. The movie was supposed to be great but I wouldn't know since we spent most of it making out in the back. I loved french kissing Josh. His lips were so soft.

Once the movie ended, we went back to the front seats. I was still under such a high from the kissing that Josh's voice sounded distant.

"Strip."

That definitely brought me back to earth. I looked over at Josh. He had a serious look on his face. He meant it.

I swallowed and slowly took my dress off from over my head. I sat there bottomless and with my bra on.

"Everything." His voice was raspy and low.

I took my bra off with trembling hands. He leaned over and kissed me as his hands roamed over my body. I gasped as he tugged on breasts by pulling my already hard nipples. I watched him play with my chest as my eyes kept darting outside, hoping no one was looking. He was enraptured by my young breasts as he fondled them like toys.

He stopped abruptly and started the truck.

"Hands behind your head." The deep tenor of his voice was hard to disobey.

We drove towards the exit, joining the queue of cars leaving. The same man was collecting the speakers at the booth.

"Whatever happens, keep your hands there and keep looking straight." I barely managed a whimper in acknowledgement. I was terrified.

The truck slowed to a halt at the exit.

"Hope you enjoyed the movie kids." The man was not even looking at us as he held out his hand towards the truck window.

"We did sir," Josh replied cheerfully as though he was oblivious to his naked girlfriend next to him.

"Now I just need those speakers...."

The man suddenly stopped speaking. He must've seen me. I heard him clear his throat as he clicked his flashlight on.

I was momentarily blinded as the light shone on my face. I almost screamed from being startled. I was really wound up with nerves.

The light travelled from my face slowly to my heaving breasts. I heard the man click approvingly.

The light then started going lower and lower before it stopped on my bare pubic mound. I squeezed my legs tighter as if it would protect my non-existent modesty.

Josh slowly pushed his hand between my legs and grabbed my right thigh. I saw his face get overtaken with lust. He used his strong grip to gently pry my legs wide open.

The light that was previously hovering my belly button darted down. My glistening pussy lips were now under a spotlight. I turned red as I stared ahead, trying to will time to go faster. It felt like an eternity as I felt four eyes focused on my slit, which was betraying me by getting flush with excitement.

After a too long 10 seconds filled with awkward silence, the flashlight clicked off.

"You kids have a good night now!" The ticket attendant winked at Josh.

The truck peeled onto the road. Josh had the cheesiest grin on his face.

"That was fucking wild babe! You made that guy's night I bet."

He reached over and plunged two fingers into me.

"Sopping wet," he laughed. He was right, my pussy was already leaking. What had I become?

"Keep your hands where they are," he ordered when he saw me lowering my arms. I promptly put them behind my head again. He had a bizarre power over me.

He toyed with my pussy the whole way home as my naked breasts jiggled with every bump on the road. Several cars drove past. Josh laughed and commented how my pussy tightened up as each one drove by.

We finally made it to my street. I reached for my bra when Josh stopped me.

"Not so fast baby.."

He took my dress and bra and stepped out of the truck. He came over to my side and opened the door.

"Here you go my lady." He held out his hand to help me out.

It was like a prince helping his princess out of a carriage. Except my pussy was dripping and I was nude save for my three inch heels.

This was insanity. This was preposterous. This was...something I knew I didn't have a choice in.

I got out nimbly. I nervously looked across the street at my neighbor's house. Their lights were on.

Josh took my hand and led me towards my house. My clothes were tucked under his other arm as we walked in silence. The light outside my front door was on. My mom probably left it on for me.

Josh pretended to ring the bell which caused me to almost yell out in fear. That seemed to amuse him a lot.

He suddenly hugged me close, pressing my entire naked body against his clothed one. He reached down and squeezed my ass cheeks.

"Josh, please, give me my dress...," I pleaded desperately.

"Only after my good night kiss baby."

I sighed exasperatedly. I pursed my lips and leaned forward hurriedly only to be stopped by Josh.

"Not that kind of kiss silly," Josh chuckled.

My eyes bugged wildly as he pushed me down. Because of my heels I had to squat in an obscenely whore-like position. My legs were spread wide, exposing my pussy completely.

He pulled his zipper down and struggled to pull his rock hard cock and balls out. It always looked threateningly big in this angle.

"Ok, ready for my goodnight kiss now!" He whispered almost too loudly.

I knew my only way to safety was to end this as quickly as possible. I lunged forward and took his cock as deep as I could. He moaned gently.

"God damn, you are so hungry for cock I fucking love it."

I used every trick I'd learnt in the past few months. I got his cock sloppy and wet. I tried to take it deeper and deeper each time. I bobbed on his cock like I was desperate for it. Like those sluts in the porn tape we watched together. I even licked and sucked his balls while looking up at him, just like he taught me.

"Oh fuck baby. That's it. Show everyone what you can do. Show all your neighbors how much you love sucking cock. Show them how good you are at making me cum. Come on baby. Show them why you're the best girlfriend in the world."

His dirty talk was getting to me. I involuntarily reached down between my spread legs and started playing with my pussy. I started sucking him nastier than before. His cock head was breaching past my tonsils repeatedly.

"Oh fuck.." he whispered appreciatively.

I felt Josh gather up my hair in his hand. I held on to his muscular thighs and braced myself.

I wonder if any of my neighbors saw me that night. If they had, they would've been truly shocked. The girl they'd seen grow up, shy and demure, with overly strict parents. A girl who had always been impossibly polite.

That same girl was nude and fingering her pussy like a slut in heat, all while getting face fucked by her hung, athletic boyfriend. That too out in the open.

How surprised would they have been to see that same girl having her throat pounded like it was a pussy. They would've never guessed I'd turn out like this. Hell, I didn't expect to become this way.

Josh shoved all the way in, his trimmed pubes were touching my nose. I held on tight, desperately trying to ignore my gag reflex. He moaned much too loudly for comfort.

That's when I felt his thick cock pulsating. I felt hot, thick cum being shot straight down my throat into my stomach. It was one of his larger loads.

He was covering his mouth to be quiet as he came. He slowly pulled out the cock lodged in my throat. There was a flicker of pride inside me for being able to satiate that demanding penis.

I got up and started putting on the bra and dress Josh handed me. Once I was done, Josh used his shirt to clean up my face. He was so gentle now.

Once it wasn't obvious that I'd been recently choking on cock, Josh kissed me deep. His tongue danced with mine.

"That was the actual goodnight kiss."

I melted into a puddle. I watched Josh ring the bell for real this time. My father answered.

"Hi Mr. Myers, I got her home exactly at 10, just as I promised!"

"Good lad Josh. I appreciate that. The movie was good I hope?"

"Oh it was amazing," came the cheeky reply.

I cringed as my father shook the same hand that had been inside my pussy.

"Good night Susan."

"Good night Josh."

We spoke with a formality to ensure my father didn't suspect how intimate we'd actually gotten.

He gave me a wink as my father turned to go back inside. I have no idea how he was so confident and fearless. But it turned me on extremely. I ran upstairs, took off my dress once more and fingered my horny pussy until I made a damn mess.

Chapter 13: Advice from wiser men

I was tanning myself regularly at Josh's place now. I would go twice a week to maintain the light golden hue he adored. And I was doing it nude like he wanted me too.

Fortunately, Josh's mom worked the afternoon shift and was never home or she'd have told my parents immediately. Unfortunately, Josh's stepfather Mr. Daniels was always around. He understood though and kept my presence secret.

But he had no qualms ogling my body in the skimpy bikini. And he was always there waiting for me as I either left or entered the house.

I would grimace as he'd say "looking good Susan!"

I'd complained about it to Josh once. I told him how the bikini was too revealing to wear around other people.

"Come on Susan. He's seen you cum on my fingers with your legs spread wide open. You really think he cares about seeing you in a swimsuit?"

I turned bright red from embarrassment when Josh had said that. I remembered that day. I couldn't even get out my retort about him calling glorified lingerie a swimsuit.

"You have a beautiful fucking body babe. Of course guys are going to look. We can't help it. Especially when it's someone as gorgeous as you." His flattery somewhat placated me. But deep inside, I knew I didn't really have any say in the matter.

On that particular afternoon, I had just reached Josh's place and changed into the bikini. Josh got called down and came back with an annoyed look on his face.

"Mom forgot her purse. I need to get it to her. Wait for me ok?"

He gave me a peck on the lips and left. That was an hour drive each way so he'd be gone a while.

I resolved to get the tan over with and headed out back. I must've turned white as a sheet as I saw Mr. Daniels and the same two friends from last time having beers on the patio.

They erupted in cheers as they saw me. I wanted to run back inside but I didn't want to embarrass myself further. So I decided to pretend like it didn't bother me and walked past them briskly.

I went to the very back of the yard, hid myself properly behind a tree and proceeded to tan myself nude as usual.

Once I was done, I got dressed, wrapped my towel around myself, and tried to scurry past the men back into the house. Unfortunately, Mr. Daniels chose that moment to start a conversation.

"Where are you running off to, young lady?"

I wanted to ignore him but the manners indoctrinated in me prevented me from doing so.

"Just looking to rinse off inside and wait for Josh, Mr Daniels." The impatient tone in my voice was blatant.

"Wait for his cock you mean", one of the men retorted crudely, causing all three of them to laugh.

I was beyond embarrassed. I wanted to run inside but Mr. Daniels piped up again.

"Why don't you make our day and grace us with your company for a while Susan?"

He pulled a fourth chair over and patted it expectantly. I looked around nervously, wishing Josh was here to save me.

"Come on, we don't bite." But judging from the looks on their faces, I was not too sure about that.

I didn't want to be rude, so I sat down and covered myself with the towel as best I could. I felt myself blushing as I saw all three men eyeing me.

"So how's it going with your first boyfriend Susan? I feel like it was only yesterday that we were seeing you ride your bikes around town with your little friends."

"It's going good Mr Daniels, Josh is really sweet"

"I bet he is. He's always raving about what an amazing girlfriend you are "

My stomach fluttered knowing Josh was saying such nice things about me. I smiled without realizing it.

"Oh yeah, he says you've become an expert at making him cum. I still can't believe a girl who looks as innocent as you has done even half the stuff he's told me."

My smile instantly vanished.

"He tells you about what we do?" I asked in disbelief.

"Of course! My son, like all other growing boys, sought advice from his father."

The other men smirked and nodded in agreement. I was naive enough to be satisfied by that explanation.

"Although...Josh has mentioned a few things that maybe I should tell you. You know, so you can be a better girlfriend."

That certainly got my interest. I leaned in and spoke in a whisper.

"What did he say?"

"Now now Dave, it seems very unfair that she get this invaluable information for free," one of Mr. Daniel's friends quipped.

"Oh yes, very true. What do we think Miss Susan should pay us with boys?"

"I think she should lose the towel so we have a reason to stick around and help her with her boy troubles."

"Oh yes! That would do the trick."

I opened my mouth in protest only to be cut-off.

"Unless of course, you don't want to know what your boyfriend had to say..."

I shut up immediately. My foolish curiosity had gotten the better of me. I hung my head and slowly pulled the towel off me. One of the men all too eagerly snatched it away, as though they were afraid I would change my mind.

"Fuck me look at that beautiful body."

"Perfect jugs. That bikini sure makes them pop."

"Yea, the nips poke right through."

"I can't believe Brian Meyers has been hiding that at home."

"Clearly not hiding her well enough."

The men laughed at their vulgar jokes as I sat blushing head to toe. I cleared my throat gently.

'Umm...Mr Daniels, about what Josh said?"

"Oh yes my dear girl. Don't be too worried. You've been doing marvelously so far. Your holes have made Josh very happy. Not many boys can say they have lost their virginity without wearing a condom."

"They've been rawdogging it this whole time? That boy is a lucky bastard."

"Oh yes, that pussy has been taking load after load. She's been swallowing too. Just like a good girlfriend should."

My blush refused to subside as the three men discussed my sex life.

"Brian has been so annoying with his church bullshit. But his own little girl has become the perfect little sex kitten."

My ears pricked slightly as they mentioned my father.

"Much more than a sex kitten. She's been deepthroating and letting that little hole between her legs get totally beat up. I've heard the pounding all the way downstairs. Her pussy is being put through the ringer. And that's not even to mention the thick dildo she's been riding regularly. She's learnt to fuck like a total pro."

"You know about the dildo?" I asked in shock.

"Who do you think got it for Josh?"

I was stunned. This was incredibly humiliating. Mr. Daniels was privy to the most intimate of details.

"But it's not wrong Susan. In fact, you are doing something incredible. As Josh's first girlfriend, it's your duty to help him mature healthily."

"How so?" I inquired with curiosity.

"Well, Josh is at an age where holding his cum inside can be dangerous. As his girlfriend, you need to help him release it so he doesn't get sick. You're basically saving his life."

A sense of pride swelled in me while the men chuckled at my ignorance.

"You're even teaching him to fuck like a man. It's your responsibility to let him use your cunt for practise."

"That's good I suppose...,' I quietly replied.

"That's more than good. That's amazing. As soon as Josh pops a boner, you should always make your mouth or cunt available to him. Slobber on that cock and keep him drained."

I nodded shyly.

"Ok..but what else did Josh say?"

I needed to know what I had to improve on.

"Well, I don't know how to say it without getting Josh in trouble with you." Mr. Daniels winked at me slyly.

"No I promise I won't tell him you told me."

"So it'll be our secret?"

"Yes, definitely."

"Well, he thinks you're still too shy. I think he is getting frustrated that you resist so often."

"Really? He said that?"

"Yes he did. And you know what? I actually agree with him. What do you have to be embarrassed for? You are stunningly gorgeous. and you have a body that's just amazing. If your boyfriend wants to show you off, you should totally let him."

"I suppose I could try harder to be more comfortable with it."

"That's the spirit! If your boyfriend enjoys showing off his sexy girlfriend, who are you to say no?"

The other men murmured in agreement.

"You just need to practice."

I nodded silently.

"In fact, why don't we try now?" The grin on Mr.Daniel's face was growing wide.

"What do you mean?"

"Well, you're sitting here with your tits practically hanging out in front of three guys. Why don't you just lose the top completely? It's not like we have seen it all already."

I felt my face turning red again. The words stung. Everything about the situation felt wrong. But it appeared that my upbringing and my recent experiences with Josh had left me increasingly compliant.

When they didn't see me disagree, one of the men casually reached behind me and undid my top.

The scraps of fabric fell onto my lap. I felt three pairs of eyes zero in on my heaving chest. I instinctively wanted to cover myself up. but I knew that would defeat the purpose of this exercise.

"Jesus Christ! look at those perfect tits. Makes you just want to motorboat them all day."

"Pink perfect nips too. Just right for sucking."

"That's it Susan. Be proud of your body. There's nothing to be ashamed of. Breasts like that need to be on display at all times."

I was dying inside. I don't know what possessed me to agree to this. I was just about to run back into the house when Mr. Daniels interjected again.