Disclaimer: all characters can be assumed as being over 18 years old. This story is part fiction, part self-reflection. I hope you enjoy it!
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I apologize for the delay. I had to deal with some personal issues. But I have finished all the chapters. I'll submit them for publishing as I edit them.
Chapter 7: Fucking hard
Lewd sounds of my wet pussy squelching on Josh's cock filled his room on a lazy afternoon. The smell of sex was strong and unmistakeable. I looked down at him as I rode him, appreciating his handsome face filled with erotic pleasure. He smacked my ass with some aggression. I quickened my pace, determined to fuck with the vigor he desired.
It seemed yet another level of sex had been reached since our tryst with the dildo a few days earlier. Josh had seemingly decided that the days of treating my pussy with some semblance of care were over. He told me how excited it made him to be the one who was helping me reach my full "fucking potential", as he so eloquently put it.
He handed me yet another polaroid. My pussy leaked seeing my body immortalized on film. I hadn't seen many pornographic images but of the ones I'd seen, mine would have taken the cake. There was something exceedingly obscene about my pose. The intense lighting from the headlights had apparently allowed the camera to capture every lurid detail.
The look of lust and pain on my face, my sweat slick body, my pussy straining to fit the hard dildo. I was mid squat with my hands behind my head, and my glistening breasts on full display.
"Babe, I want to give your pussy all I got." Josh looked at me expectantly as he grabbed my waist firmly. He'd told me earlier that this was going to happen so I knew that saying no wasn't an option.
Josh pushed his briefs into my mouth so I wouldn't be too loud. I bit down and braced myself as he lifted me up like he did the other night and slammed me down with thunderous force. I screamed into my makeshift gag and felt light headed. Before I could recover, I felt his strong arms pull my hips up again, followed by a similarly forceful slam. I felt my throat ache from yet another suppressed scream. This was going to be a long afternoon.
20 minutes later, I lay on Josh's bed, unable to move. He was gently scooping up his cum from my gaping pussy and pushed it into my open mouth.
"Swallow, " I remembered him commanding with each scoop, finally ending with me licking his fingers clean. I felt so nasty. He shuffled down and laid between my legs. He massaged my extending pussy lips, looking proud of his handiwork. He gave me gentle kisses on my swollen pussy as I whimpered. That had been yet another intense orgasm for me.
"Thank you so much for agreeing to all this babe. You have no idea how happy this makes me. I know this hurts now but we just have to practise until your pussy can handle it." My heart beat faster realizing that this kind of fucking was the new norm. Sure I did cum but damn if I wasn't sore.
Before I could feel sorry for myself any longer, Josh's tongue slid deep inside my open pussy, offering an odd comfort. I moaned and reached down to play with his hair as he tried to soothe my aches for the rest of the afternoon.
Chapter 8: Sunning by the pool
I was invited to swim in Josh's pool on a Tuesday afternoon. I knew it was only a reason for him to see me in the tiny bikini he bought but I went anyway because I really enjoyed spending time with him.
Once I got to his house, we made out furiously for a few minutes in his room before he sat on his bed to watch me undress. Even though he had literally seen me at my most vulnerable, it still felt really embarrassing being the only one naked. It was likely the psychological remnants of my conservative upbringing. If only my parents knew how far their daughter had strayed from the path.
I shuddered as Josh ran his fingers appreciatively over my naked body and stood awkwardly as he handed me the bikini. After putting it on, I found that it felt strange for some reason. When I looked closer, I saw that the inner lining had been removed for both the top and bottoms. I saw Josh give me a guilty smile -- It was another one of his tricks.
I sighed and resigned myself to my fate as I pulled on the bottoms. Without the liner, my camel toe was on full display, clearly showing my teenage slit. The back rode into my ass crack completely and the front was so low that if I hadn't shaved, my entire bush would've been on display. It was a glorified thong. If it was any lower my clit would have been out. Josh whistled appreciatively while I blushed in response.
I then tried to put the top on. It was held together with strings, which Josh generously offered to help with. I looked down in dismay as the tiny triangles of white fabric barely covered my breasts. They only covered my areola, leaving the rest of my breasts exposed. And Josh had tied the top so tight that the fabric bulged against my breasts, ensuring my nipples were as clear as day.
I wanted to say something but found myself wrapped in a hug.
"I'm the luckiest fucking guy to have the world's most beautiful woman as his girlfriend." I became putty in his hands and agreeable once more. He had found a way to completely catch me off guard and used it to his full advantage.
We headed downstairs towards the pool when we were greeted by Josh's stepfather. I was horrified to be seen by someone else in my current state. I raised my hands to cover my breasts but Josh held them down.
"Well if it isn't little Miss Susan. Not so little anymore," the older man said with a wink. He looked me over head to toe, lingering too long at my breasts.
"Hi Mr. Daniels," I replied softly. I had no idea someone was home that day as I put my hand out to return his handshake.
"No misters here, call me Dave." Mr. Daniels proceeded to give me a vigorous handshake. My breasts started wobbling dangerously against the bikini top, threatening to spill out. Fortunately, it held together. I saw his eyes focus on my breasts without even caring if I noticed.
"Good fucking choice Josh", he said and gave Josh a slap on his back. Josh beamed with pride while I turned red, realizing he was referring to me. We started heading out the side door into the backyard.
"Go have fun in the pool kids, the water is great." I could feel Mr. Daniels' eyes boring into my exposed ass as we walked out the door.
"You didn't tell me anyone would be home..." I started to whine. My indignation was silenced by a long kiss.
"Babe, I'm so fucking happy to be your boyfriend." Josh looked genuinely proud. My heart fluttered and I gave him a kiss back, my anger seemingly forgotten.
The rest of the afternoon was glorious. We played around in the pool and relaxed. Josh kept pushing his fingers into my pussy under the water, making me shudder with pleasure. I, in turn, teased him by rubbing my ass against his hard bulge.
During this, Josh's stepdad and his two friends had settled on the patio behind the pool drinking beers. Fortunately, the fact that the pool was above ground meant that they couldn't see our scandalous behavior or my now translucent attire.
"Hey, let's suntan a bit," Josh suggested. I agreed readily when the horrifying realization hit me.
"I can't step out like this Josh. They'll see everything..'
"Nonsense babe, we can't see anything. You look fine. Besides, it's more embarrassing for me with my boner sticking out. "
Josh ignored my pleas and got out of the pool.
"Are you coming or should I carry you out?" Josh had a sheepish smile on his face. I hesitated. But I knew I couldn't be in the pool forever and something told me Josh's threat was a very real possibility. I made my way to the ladder. The three men on the patio had stopped talking. They were all looking at me, leaning in. Waiting.
Josh gave me a reassuring smile and held out his hand. I took a deep breath, grabbed his hand and stepped out. There were cheers and wolf whistles as I felt multiple eyes watching me. I was beyond embarrassed as I looked down and saw my entire body exposed through the wet translucent bikini. My breasts, nipples, and even my slit were visible clear as day.
I hurriedly walked down the ladder, giving the men a view of my ass next. More whistles followed. One of the men yelled out "Nice ass!"
