Disclaimer: all characters can be assumed as being over 18 years old. This story is part fiction, part self-reflection. I hope you enjoy it!
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Chapter 1: How it started
Josh was my first boyfriend. He was everything I dreamed of in a guy. He was strong, handsome and funny. I did my best to make him happy.
We were both in highschool. I met him at the football pre-season party. I was a cheerleader who totally fell for him. My friends got really jealous when they found out I was dating him.
After a few weeks of dating, both of us lost our virginities together. And after that, we fucked like rabbits. I was already on birth control for my skin so Josh was able to fuck me whenever he wanted. And I enjoyed giving him pleasure. In our small town, it's not like we had much else to do.
It was a weekday night and I'd just been fucked silly by Josh after school. As I put on my clothes, I couldn't find my panties. We looked all over with no success.
"It's ok babe, I'll bring them once I find them," Josh assured me.
I was wearing a sundress that day so I had no issues going without my panties. Josh walked me home and we decided to take a shortcut through the woods.
While walking through the trail, I tripped. Like a massive fall.
I was on my back with my dress pulled up to my belly, pussy completely exposed. And to make matters worse, an older man walked by us. He got a full view of my shaved pussy.
The man laughed.
"Uh oh, better cover yourself up!"
I turned as red as a tomato. I scrambled to get up and be decent. Josh pulled me up and there was a strange look in his eye. He looked extremely excited. He hugged me close.
His heart was going a mile a minute. And I felt his big bulge against my stomach. He was horny beyond anything I'd seen.
Without any words, he took my hand and pulled me off the trail and into the trees.
"Josh what are you doing .."
My voice trailed off as Josh pushed me onto the ground that was relatively soft.
He hiked my dress up roughly, exposing me from the neck down. He yanked my bra down, my 32C breasts plopped out.
I heard him unzip his pants as he simultaneously put my legs on his shoulders.
I bit my lip as his large cock entered my pussy for the second time that day. Normally Josh was a gentle lover. But in that moment, he was ravishing me.
I came hard on his cock just as he unloaded another thick load into my hole.
He collapsed next to me. Little did I know that one innocuous fall would shape my sex life going forward.
Chapter 2: Forest fuckings
For the next few weeks, it was clear something had changed in Josh. It was like his fetish was realized. Almost all of our fucking occurred in the park. At first, we would go deep in the woods and I'd just have my dress pulled up and rammed.
But slowly I found myself getting more and more naked. I would protest but Josh would always convince me. I'm not sure why he had the power over me that he did.
And I also noticed that the distance from the trail was getting shorter and shorter. It scared the hell out of me but all it took was a "Please baby, for me?" and I was putty in his hands.
So that was how I ended up totally naked, riding Josh's cock on the actual trail in broad daylight. And it should be noted that Josh was fully dressed, he enjoyed it when it was just me being naked.
I was terrified someone would see us. Josh on the other hand, seemed very nonchalant about it.
I still remember that fuck. I was sweaty, terrified and incredibly aroused that I had done so much to please Josh. I still remember the look of pure pleasure in his face as I impaled myself on his cock over and over.
But I realize now that I was complicit in increasing Josh's appetite for risky behavior.
Chapter 3: A new wardrobe
Josh embraced our new dynamic of him pleading and me acquiescing to his demands.
It was a Saturday right after my public trail fuck. Josh picked me up in his father's old pickup. I asked him where we were going but he was acting coy.
We drove over to the next town and went to a department store. I was thrilled, I had some shopping to do. But once inside, Josh took out nearly $250 and said he was going to buy me new clothes.
"Oh Josh, you spoil me," I remember naively telling him.
"But I get to pick them out, ok babe?"
I agreed of course, not knowing his real intention. I did my own shopping and met him at the fitting rooms where he had a small pile of clothes.
We went to the attendant, a young man, so he could count the items before we got a fitting room.
I could feel the heat radiating off my face as I saw what Josh had picked out. The attendant gave a knowing smirk as he counted 4 outfits skimpier than the last. I couldn't even look at the man.
"Nice choice," the man remarked as he handed me the last item, a bikini.
I rushed inside. Josh followed me into the fitting room. I wanted to object to all of the clothes but he gave his signature puppy dog pout and I couldn't say no.
