Ok, in this chapter I am in the past again, and I think I was becoming a little more outspoken and brave. I was very devoted to Rolf and my dear friends Monika and Martin, and also trusted my other friends at the theaters, Renate and Andrea. But rather than being shy, I was trying to become their equals, even though they were so much more experienced than me. And, the thrill of being looked at was something I couldn't get enough of. It doesn't always have to be fully sexual like I did in the theaters. Even today, sometimes I'll wear a loose fitting blouse with a bra that barely comes up past my nipples, and if I'm in a place like a park or on a patio, and some poor unsuspecting guy is sitting there, I'll find a reason to lean over in front of him, like dropping my lipstick or adjusting my shoe. Even something as mild as that is enough to give myself pleasure when I get home. So, here we go!
Finally, the day arrived when I would be making my movie at Monika's house. And then, I'd still have several more days to wait until it was developed. People today are used to instant gratification, but back then these things took time!
I had been thinking of what I should wear for days, and decided that I would look like a young professional woman coming home after work. I was wearing thigh high stockings and a matching sexy bra and panties set, with a tight blouse and a nice skirt. I had practiced my routine several times, and it fit perfectly in the allotted time. Being a porn star is a lot of work!
I finally arrived at their house and walked in, and of course I was greeted with a hug from Monika.
"So you are ready to make your movie?"
"Yes! And Monika, do you think I'm crazy?? I wonder why I want to do it so much, and then I'll think it's silly, and then I imagine people looking at me on the screen and it makes me so wet!"
"No, not crazy. I want to see you on the screen too. Maybe we can make a move together sometime?"
"Oh Monika, that is very tempting. But people wouldn't even notice me!"
"Now you really are silly. You don't know how beautiful you are!"
"Whatever Monika, but maybe we really can make a movie together. I'm sure Martin would like that."
Just then, Martin walked into the living room with a bottle of wine and we sat down and chatted.
"So, can you explain what you would like the movie to be?"
I explained that I would look like a young professional that came home from work, and I would first kick off my shoes and sit on the bed. I'd pick up my picture of Rolf and look at it, and then start massaging my breasts. Then I would stand up and remove my blouse and skirt, and lay back on the bed in my stockings, panties and bra. I'd hold the picture in one hand and pull my panties to the side and start rubbing myself. After a couple minutes of that, I would take off my bra and panties and lean the picture against the lamp and look at it while my hands roam all over my body and pussy. Towards the end, I reach into the nightstand and take out my vibrator and make myself cum. I've done this several times, and the timing is perfect. Does that sound ok?"
Monika spoke first, and said, "Yes, but you should look at a picture of me instead."
I laughed and said, "Ok Monika, I'll do that. That's what I do at home sometimes anyway", and I winked at her.
Martin spoke next and asked, "So, you think you have practiced enough? We don't need a rehearsal? We just do it?"
"Yes, I've practiced enough. Let's do it."
"Ok, I'll ask you to stand by the bed and then lay on the bed so I can check the lighting, and then we'll start."
We went to their bedroom, and he really did have a very nice setup. The camera was on a tripod, and he had a couple of lights set up that he adjusted to his liking. Soon we were ready, and he also explained that there is no sound with this movie, so he will give me suggestions if he needs to, like if my hair is in my face or something like that, but that I shouldn't react to his voice. Next he said, "Start!" and the film started rolling.
I went through the steps as I described, and soon I was on my back with my legs open and my panties pulled to the side. At this point he gave me a suggestion and said my hand was covering my pussy and I should just use the tips of my fingers on my clitoris so everyone could see how wet I was. After that, I made sure to keep my hand out of the way.
The minutes ticked by and I was completely naked by now, and soon I reached into the drawer and took out the vibrator. I teased my nipples with one hand and rested the vibrator on my pussy. Martin said "One minute left!", and since I definitely didn't want to fake an orgasm on my first movie, I drew it up and down through the folds of my pussy and over my clitoris until I started convulsing. I stretched my body out with my knees spread and a smile on my face, and Martin used a little filter thing to make it look like the movie faded away.
"Jennifer, that was perfect! I am very impressed! And you were right, the timing was also perfect!"
"Thank you! I really did work on it! Monika, did you like it? I think it really helped looking at your picture!"
She put her arms around me and said she would be watching the movie every day, and that they would make a movie of her for me if I wanted one. (A quick note: Yes, I still have both movies and that will be part of what the next chapter is about, ok?)
Martin put the film back in the container, and said it will be ready in about a week. I asked if the people developing the films look at them.
"They say they don't, but I am sure the do sometimes. But they would not copy them or something like that. They would soon go out of business."
Wow, the thought that some stranger would be looking at images of me masturbating on a bed got me excited again! Monika removed her clothes and brought each of us a glass of wine and climbed onto the bed with me.
"Jennifer, that was so exciting to watch you. Martin is also very excited."
I looked at Martin and his cock was very hard in anticipation of their lovemaking and of me watching. What a very unusual relationship!
He climbed into bed with us, and we chatted and sipped our wine while Monika held his cock in her hand. I even placed my hand on her thigh, and she smiled in appreciation. So sweet!
But, the excitement got too much, and Martin then moved above Monika and let his cock slip inside her. She was so wet and ready for him, and she just groaned. I moved my hand over her stomach, which made her squirm, and I watched Martin's cock slide deep inside her. I love how lovemaking varies so much depending on the mood and excitement, and this time they got right into it, all because they watched me!
My hand was back between my legs of course, and Monika had by now moved above over me while Martin took her from behind. I wasn't holding back either, and my fingers were drenched from seeing Monika's breasts hanging down above my face, and the intense look of desire in her eyes. Then, I had another idea from something I saw in a movie.
I whispered, "Monika, can we try something?"
She looked at me quizzingly and nodded.
"I saw this in a movie once. I want Martin to cum in you, and then I want you to move above me so I can watch his cum drip out and fall onto my face and lips. Is that terrible of me? I just feel so close to both of you right now."
She smiled and said, "Not terrible", and she must have told Martin what I said.
Martin responded by increasing his thrusts inside her, and Monika's breathing responded in kind. Soon, Martin was obviously cumming hard and he held his cock deep inside her.
After he stopped cumming, he let his cock slide out, and Monika moved above me. I thought his cum would just drip, but I was immediately greeted with a stream that coated my lips and chin.
Monika moved her fingers to her clitoris and started rubbing, and I saw the cum continue to seep out. So, this is what I will look like when Rolf cums in me, I thought? Her pussy lips were swollen from excitement, and it wasn't long before she was enjoying her own orgasm. She ran her fingers through her pussy one more time and placed them on my lips so I could savor the taste of them both. I had never been so aggressive in what I wanted before, and I think it was from the excitement of making the movie. It was like I was a porn star for the night!
We all cuddled up in the bed and talked and caressed each other, and then I thought of something that I just had to ask.
"Why do you like me?"
"What do you mean? Why do you ask that?"
"I mean, there are so many other sexy women and couples you could play with. I am nothing compared to them. Why do you like me?"
Martin responded, "Jennifer, it is complicated. We both think you are very attractive, even if you don't think so yourself. You become more lovely every day. And, you are so polite and very nice to Monika, and she likes it that you even brought us to meet your family. Yes, we have a sexual relationship, but you are also a good friend. And, you are much more mature than your twenty years. And, we like it that you aren't afraid to say what you want, like you did tonight."
I must have blushed, because then he said, "Jennifer, it is ok. That was very exciting. If Rolf joins our bed someday, perhaps you can return the favor to Monika, ok?"
I couldn't imagine my life without them. I'd just be another boring schoolgirl, masturbating her life away. But with them, I learned about fashion, food, wine, and how you can be classy and sexy at the same time!
We drifted off to sleep, and later the next morning Martin snuck out of bed early because he had to go to work, leaving us behind. We woke at about the same time and talked.
"Next week Rolf and I are going to have sex for the first time. I wish it could be more spontaneous, but it's better than risking getting pregnant."
"You will both have a lot of fun, I am sure. You really like him, don't you."
"Oh yes! And he loves me too! He tolerates my craziness, and he doesn't mind that I spend nights here, although I don't tell him everything that we do. And that's why I wanted to surprise him with the movie. He always says all the men are so jealous of him, and then he will be able to see me on the movie screen and know that I am all his. But Monika, I wanted to surprise him with one more thing. We are going to meet later, and I wanted you to do something."
"I will try, what do you wish?"
"Well, it's embarrassing, but when Rolf and I were in the theater last time and watching the movie, there was a scene where the woman was completely shaved, you know, down there. I was holding Rolf of course, and I swear he became even harder when he saw her. Could you do that to me? Maybe he'd like it."