What I'm writing here really happened. I don't know if it counts as erotica, but I wanted to share it anyway. It still has the power to turn me on whenever I think about it.
It happened when I was in my second year of college. I was dating a guy named Dan back then. We'd been together for a few months. Nothing too serious, just two people having fun, hanging out. He was intelligent, handsome, and very good in bed. He was only the second man I'd slept with, but he really opened me up sexually.
At the time, I was living off-campus with a girl called Fiona. She was due to move out in two weeks, and I still didn't know much about her. She was the quiet type, stayed in her room studying a lot, so we barely saw each other. She was very pretty – tall, brunette, quite chesty – but I never saw her bring any guys home. I couldn't understand why, and that made me curious.
One day, I did something I know I shouldn't have done. Fiona was out at class, and I came home to change for work. Her door was open, which was very unusual, and I couldn't help but go over and have a quick peek inside. Apart from some clothes on the floor by her bed, Fiona was incredibly tidy. I felt almost ashamed when I compared it with the state of my own room.
After a minute or so of peering round the door, I convinced myself it was perfectly okay to go inside. I mean, she was leaving in a coupe of weeks, so where was the harm in a little snooping? I looked at her CDs, bookcase, the posters on her walls. We didn't have that much in common, surprisingly. Then I saw a notebook lying on her desk. When I looked closer, I saw it was a diary. I know I really should have just left and never looked back, but I guess I'm a voyeur at heart. I really wanted to poke around further. So I picked up the diary and started flicking through.
I have to admit, the guilt kicked in when I read a couple of paragraphs about Fiona's family, and it struck me that this was really none of my business; which, of course, is what made it so interesting. I swear, I was about to put the book down that instant, when I suddenly caught sight of Dan's name in the middle of one page. Not *
my
* Dan. Couldn't be. I read a little:
*"Dan was here again last night – visiting Sara, of course. Every time I hear him come through the door I make an excuse to see him. I pretend I'm going to the kitchen or something, and I get a quick glance at his handsome face, his wide chest, his amazingly cute butt! God, I would give anything for a boyfriend like that. Or even just a one-time fling. He's so hot."*
I couldn't believe what I was reading. Then I thought about it for a second. Every time Dan came over, she emerged from her room for something. I'd never noticed it before but it was true. I skipped a few pages until his name came up again:
*"Last night, I heard Dan and Sara making love. It was like torture, being here on my bed, alone, wishing I was on the other side of that wall. From the noise Sara makes, he must have a pretty big one! I lay here and touched myself while I listened, imagining that his cock was inside me. It wasn't the same, but it was as close as I'll ever get to having him."
*
I was blushing. I had no idea we were so loud! I guess because I never heard any noise coming from her room, I assumed she couldn't hear any noise coming from mine. I put the diary back and went to get changed, but I couldn't stop thinking about what I'd read. I suppose I should have been a little jealous, knowing that my roommate was fantasising about my boyfriend every time he came over. But I was surprised to find that the idea actually excited me; in fact, it got me really wet.
A coupe of nights later, Dan was staying over. As soon as he came through the front door, Fiona came out of her room and said hi on her way to the bathroom. I hadn't said anything to Dan. I was enjoying this little piece of gossip all by myself. Later, I started coming on to Dan, stripping off slowly and really making a bid deal of seducing him. He didn't take a lot of persuading, of course; he was pretty much always in the mood.
As I straddled him, I made as much noise as possible. I kept telling him, 'Oh, baby, you're cock is so big! God, I love it when you're fucking me.' Things like that. Dan was getting way into it. He held my hips and slammed himself into me, and all the time I was picturing Fiona in the next room, her nightie pulled up and her hand between her legs. I was so turned on that I came much quicker than usual, and Dan followed almost immediately.
When I was lying in his arms afterward, he said, 'That was incredible! You were really noisy tonight.'
I couldn't help it. I burst out into fits of giggles. He looked at me like I was nuts. Eventually, when I'd calmed down, I told him the whole thing.
'Shit,' he said, a cheeky grin on his face.
I slapped his arm. 'Listen, I know you guys have egos bigger than your IQs, but don't look *
too
* pleased with yourself.'
'Sorry,' he said, kissing my cheek. 'I'm flattered, but I'm not interested in her. I'm with you, if that's what you're worried about.'
'So, you don't find her attractive at all?' I asked.
I did take a little pleasure in asking him a question I knew he couldn't possibly answer. I watched him fumble his words long enough before I let him off the hook.
'Listen, it's okay if you do find her attractive. In fact,' and I wasn't sure how he'd react to this, 'I kinda like the idea.'
He looked really shocked for a moment, then that smile found its way back onto his face. 'Really?'
'Yeah. In fact, I have a suggestion, if you want to hear it.'
The next day was Saturday, and I knew Fiona didn't go anywhere at weekends. I'd never known anyone hit the books as much as her. I also knew that she was a creature of habit, and got up every morning at the same time.
I got up a little earlier and dressed. When Fiona came out of her room, I told her I was going out for the day and I'd see her later. Then I left. Well, I pretended to leave. I stood outside the back and waited until I heard the shower start through the bathroom window. Then I went back into the house and snuck in my room, where Dan was still waiting in just his shorts.
'Are you sure about this?' he asked me.
'Only if you are, baby.'
He kissed me, and I couldn't help grabbing his cock through his shorts and giving it a quick squeeze. I was so hot I wanted to fuck him right then, but I made myself resist. It wasn't long before Fiona was done with her shower. Dan stood up and waited by the door. I sat on the bed out of sight.
We heard Fiona come out of the bathroom and through the kitchen. She was just coming past my door when Dan walked casually out. I heard her yelp, and Dan did an excellent job of acting surprised too.
'I didn't know you were still here,' said Fiona. Her voice sounded shaky. I imagined she was probably holding her towel pretty tightly around herself. But maybe her eyes still strayed over Dan's half-naked body.
'Sorry,' said Dan. 'I didn't mean to scare you.'
'That's okay.' She was already moving away.
'Er, Fiona?' said Dan. 'Would you like to have breakfast with me? I was just about to make scrambled eggs.'
'Oh . . .'
I could hear the delight in her voice.
'Well, I'll have to dress.'
'Oh, don't bother with that,' said Dan, and I had to cover my mouth to stop myself laughing. 'Just grab a robe or something. Dress is informal.'
There was a big pause before she said, 'Okay.'
I couldn't believe it! She dried her hair and came out of her room ten minutes later in just a satin robe. I was almost pissed off with how easy she had relented, but then I realized how much she wanted him, and that made me hot all over again. Lending out my sexy boyfriend was a lot of fun.