I had given this a lot of thought and decided it was time to bring it up with Natasha. We had talked briefly over the last year about it, but never serious enough to put it into play.
I sat Natasha down in the living room, looked at her and smiled, "Nat, I think it's time to take this thing with Tom to the next level. I want to try a 3some."
"We've talked about this before Boris and for as comfortable as Tom is knowing you're watching, I really doubt he will be okay with you joining in."
"Well it's not really up to him, is it Nat. I've allowed you to have your private affair for more than a year now and as much fun as it is to watch, I want to participate now. Do you not remember your promise to me all those months ago; anything I want. Remember?"
"Yes, I remember. I just don't think Tom will go for it. What if he just refuses, like he did with the spanking thing. Remember that Boris? I mean, he could just pack it in and say thank you and leave."
"So let's say he does, which I doubt very much."
"I lose a lover and you lose your live sex shows. That's what happens." Nat was pretty adamant about not losing a sex partner.
"I can live with that, can you Nat?"
That said, silence filled the room. Nat had fallen in love with Tom, or at least with the idea of love. Nat finally spoke, "You know I love you Boris. Why else would I have agreed to everything I have to stay with you, so please don't question my love for you, just as I know you love me. Here's the thing though, I love what we've been doing with Tom. We've tried so many things that I would never have thought to try in the past and I've found out that I love being your little porn queen and Tom's little princess as he calls me. I don't want to lose any of that. I love knowing you're watching me getting screwed by Tom and how horny that gets you."
I countered, "I get that Nat. I really do. And I love coming up with new things for you to try and that doesn't have to change. With or without Tom we can still do all the fun things we can come up with."
"See, that's just it though, without Tom it won't be the same."
"Well, maybe we can find out if Tom will do it without actually doing it, and I don't mean by asking him."
"Interesting, tell me more."
"Okay, so I'm just spit-balling here. So let's say you come downstairs when Tom and I are playing video games and you sit between us like normal, only this time you undo your robe."
"Am I wearing panties?"
"Probably best not to. So when Tom is playing I can slide my hand under your robe and play with you a little and we can see how he reacts. Then, when it's my turn to use the joystick we can see if he will take the bait and chance putting one of his hands under your robe."
"I don't really care for that idea all that much. Any other ideas? I hope!"
"Well, there is another I can think of."
"Does it involve me getting naked?"