It was Monday morning and we both woke up at almost the same time. I was still held in Melanie's arms and we were both still naked. I had come to terms with sucking cocks for her. It wasn't that bad I convinced myself, even it two boys that I did not know had seen me naked and sucking their cocks. I didn't think of how boys will talk and that soon several more of them would know that I had stripped naked and sucked for Melanie's tutoring. I guess I was sort of stupid that way.
Melanie's and my relationship was mostly a secret and I didn't think of them being any different.
After breakfast, we went to our classes and on the way I ran into one of the boys with some of his friends.
"That's the girl that blew me yesterday."
I jerked in surprise and looked at him, then at the others who were with him. I suddenly realized that some of my anonymity was gone. I could deny it or ignore it. I chose to ignore it and walked on without saying anything or making too much of a reaction. I felt a sinking feeling in my stomach. I didn't realize how cruel boys could be until just then.
Classes went by in a blur and by the time I was home, Melanie was there. I burst into tears and after throwing my books on my desk and flinging myself on my bed I bawled and bawled.
"What's wrong, Sabine, tell me what's wrong?"
"One of th-them saw m-m-me. He's t-t-told his f-f-friends what I d-d-did."
"One of who?"
"One of th-the b-b-boys I s-s-sucked. Oh God, Melanie. Oh God."
"Shhhh Sabine. It's all right. Who is going to believe him?"
"I d-d-don't know, someone w-w-will."
"Just act as if he doesn't exist. It'll be forgotten. I never should have expected you to do that for me. I should have figured a way out of it. But it isn't as if you have some disease or something, Sabine. If you hold yourself above it, it will go away."
"Easy for you to say Melanie."
"I know and I feel bad for you, but it will pass. Besides, you do like doing things for me, don't you? Even if it was hard for me watch, you were sort of cute, kneeling naked and sucking cock."
I managed to look at her and wiped my eyes and nose. I guess I should expect some humiliation at times but I didn't expect having to suck cock for it. Melanie lay down next to me and held me, stroking my hair and making me feel better. I soon forgot about the hurt and surprise of what had happened and just enjoying being with my Melanie.
Eventually we got up and went to dinner. We studied when we returned and soon it was time for bed. Melanie went to her dresser and stood at it, looking thoughtfully. She finally shook herself and spoke over her shoulder to me.
"Take off your clothes, all of them."
I hurried to obey her and soon stood naked. Melanie rustled in her top drawer, the one that held all her toys. She turned to me holding the harness in which she had put a small dildo. She walked over to me and knelt.
"Lift a foot."
I did and she slipped the harness over it and then did the other. Then she pulled it up my legs and stood, fastening it around my hips. I felt and looked funny. Melanie slowly undressed until she was naked and went to her dresser again. I watched as she put lube on her fingers and rubbed it on her pussy. Then she went to her bed and pulled down the covers and laid back on it, legs open.
"Come here, Sabine."
All I could do was stare at her. This was not normal. It wasn't right. I was the one who was fucked, not Melanie.
"Sabine, come here now or I will start thinking that you don't love me anymore."
I hesitantly walked to her bed and looked down.
"You know what to do, Sabine. I've done it to you often enough."
"It isn't right, Melanie. I don't feel right."
"Sabine, you promised to obey, didn't you?"
I sighed and climbed on the bed between her legs. I looked down at her and felt funny and sort of foolish with my breasts over a cock. But, it was what she wanted I said to myself. I knelt between her legs and awkwardly lowered down until the cock was at her pussy. I gently pushed it in, knowing that she had to still be a little tender from her first fuck. I got it inside her and then awkwardly thrust back and forth, fucking her pussy. I held myself up so I wouldn't put all my weight on her.
I felt very funny, foolish and somewhat uncomfortable. It wasn't normal. Normal was me being fucked by Melanie, not me fucking Melanie. But when my darling moved her arms up and pulled me down on top of her fully, it began to feel wonderful. I loved the feeling of our breasts pressed together and the rest of our bodies touching. That was absolutely sublime! I forgot to keep thrusting and Melanie had to remind me, which made me blush for being so stupid. After a few minutes, the thrusting motion came easier to me and I was able to at least fuck her adequately if not expertly. I was in heaven when she lifted her legs and wound them around my hips so she could easily lift her hips to mine as I thrust into her.
We kissed and worked our hips together and I found out why Melanie so enjoyed fucking me. The pressure of the dildo on my clit made it feel amazing. My arms snaked under her shoulders and hers went around my back. Our hips worked in time and the only sounds were our breathing and the kisses we were giving each other. It took a while, but I felt the tingling in my belly build until I couldn't help coming, jerking my hips raggedly and panting and moaning as I did. When my spasms ceased, I slumped on Melanie, breathing hard and fast. She held me in her arms and let her legs slip down to the bed. There was no dirty talk between us; I wouldn't use it on Melanie. Eventually it had to end, though.
"Sweetie, please get off me>"
"I'm sorry Melanie, I'm sorry."
I hurriedly moved back and off her.
"Are you all right, Melanie?"
"Yes, sweetie, just felt a little squished."
I stood on trembling legs and slipped the harness off and I climbed back between her legs.
"Are you sore, Melanie?"
"A little, why?"
"Would you like me to kiss your pussy?"
"Ummmhmmm....."
So, I knelt between my darling's legs and began to give her soft kisses on her belly and then down to her thighs. They were wet kisses and left a trail of moisture on her skin. I was enjoying teasing her but soon Melanie's hands found my head and I was pulled and pushed down until my mouth was on her pussy. Then I began to kiss, suck and lick her, just as she wanted, just as I wanted.
"Oh God, suck my pussy you little slut, suck it!"
As Melanie began to talk dirty I got more into it and licked and sucked her harder, firmer.
"Stick that tongue up my pussy you little bitch! You're nothing but a dirty little cunt. But you're my cunt, aren't you?"
I got hotter and more desirous to make her happy. My own pussy was wet and leaking, just from her talk and my licking. It was so nice, so nice that most people probably wouldn't understand how I felt.