ROLE PLAYING THERAPY
I sat back on the couch of the therapist's office. The therapist, a nice-looking woman in her 40's came into the office. She was a very attractive woman and I enjoyed talking to her. Actually, she was my wife, role-playing as a therapist.
"How are you Mr. Jackson?" She asked.
"I'm much better, thank you, doctor. You've helped me work through a number of issues relating to my childhood and it has helped me cope with the daily stresses of life."
"Are you still having panic attacks at work?"
"Yes, but not as frequently."
"And have your fears of rejection lessened?"
"Somewhat, but in certain situations, I freeze up and want to just run away."
She asked, "What type of situations cause you to act that way?"
I said, "Well, it's a little embarrassing to talk about."
She persisted. "Mr. Jackson, you have told me how you go into the fetal position and curl into a ball when you have your panic attacks at work, what could be more difficult to talk about?"
"Well." I reluctantly answered. "It has to do with sex."
She asked, "What is it? Do you have a limp dick; can't get it up?"
I said, "No, it's not that. If anything, I'm a little quick on the trigger."
"Hmm. Is that all?"
"Well, no. I haven't been able to stimulate my wife during sex."
"Oh, my! Has she told you that?"
"Well, she has let me know. After I finish, she usually rolls away from me and uses one of her vibrators to bring herself to orgasm."
"Some women are just harder to stimulate. It's common."
"Well, no. She slept with a few guys before I met her and she said she had fantastic sex and had multiple orgasms with them."
"How does that make you feel?"
"I'm embarrassed to say that it excites me. I get aroused."
"So, you get an erection when your wife tells you about having sex with other men."
"That's right." I meekly said.
"Have you ever watched her have sex with other men or have you done any swapping?" she asked.
"I think she has fooled around with other men, but I've never watched her or anything."
"Would you like to?"
"Boy, I don't know."
She went on, "Think about it. How would you feel watching another man put his penis in your wife's vagina."
I didn't respond so she went on. "Would you like to watch some other man fuck your wife? Would you like to see his dick sliding into her cunt? Would you like to see her come with another man's cock in her?" She paused and apologized for the language. "Pardon the language, but it's the type of vulgar language that comes to mind with many men when they think about such things.
I said, "I don't think I could handle the humiliation if my wife had an orgasm with another guy."
"How do you know she's not doing it? Maybe she's getting a little action while you are in your therapy sessions."
I was stunned and it added to my feeling of inadequacy.
Then she asked, "Do you prefer men?"
I immediately said "No."
"Your quick answer indicates some fear of being a homosexual. Tell me, do you get excited when you see another man's penis? Have you ever thought about giving another man fellatio or having someone put his penis in your anus?"
It was fancy, professional-like talk about some dirty things, cock-sucking and ass-fucking. Truthfully, neither was of interest to me and I told her so.
She steered the conversation in another direction. "There is no reason in the world why you shouldn't be able to satisfy your wife. Maybe you just need to learn a few things and approach her with more confidence. Women aren't turned-on by men with a quick trigger and who are wimps."
I nodded, but in a meek way.
She said, "Let's talk about some of the things you can do. First of all, is there anything defective with your equipment?"
"My equipment?" I asked.
"Does your penis work?" She clarified. "Get it out an let me examine it to see if there is anything wrong with it."
I was embarrassed, but I opened my fly and pulled out my little penis.
She said, "Take your pants off. I need to be able to see all of your sex organs."
I stood and removed my pants, then my shoes and finally my underwear. I was still wearing my shirt and my tie.
She pulled her chair closer to me and looked at my penis. She took it in her hand and turned it over, examining it. I was starting to get a little erect and I apologized.
She said, "Don't apologize. It's the natural reaction for a man to get an erection when a woman holds his penis in her hand. It would be abnormal if you didn't react." She rubbed my dick back and forth and said, "Get an erection for me. I want to see its expanded condition."
I shyly started to rub my hand on my dick. It was getting a little harder, but only a little.
She said, "Maybe you need to stimulation. Would you like to see my breasts?"
I nodded yes and she proceeded to remove her blouse then her bra. She had a really nice set of tits, with dimpled areolas and tight nipples topping them. My dick quickly got hard and she continued to examine my penis.
She had it in her hand and was holding it firmly, "This is a nice penis. I think any woman would enjoy having this inside her." She kept rubbing it. "Does this feel good?"
"Of course."
"Tell me, does your wife perform oral sex on you?"
I said, "Yes, but not often enough."
She laughed at my answer and then reverted to her counselor language.
"Do you perform oral sex on your wife?"
"Yes, on occasion."
She said, "I'll bet she would like it much more frequently."
"Noted." I said.
She said, "Do you know how to stimulate a woman? Do you know what your wife likes?"
I said, "Well, sure I do."