My fists were so tightly balled up that my fingernails were digging into my palms. I had to bite my bottom lip to keep from crying out.
No, I wasn't in pain, yet it's funny how similar the body's reaction to pain and pleasure can be. Both can be torturous.
My heart was racing. My breathing was ragged. Blood was pulsing through my veins, feeding my muscles adrenaline. A guttural groan was trapped in the back of my throat, threatening to escape my quivering lips.
Do you want to know what was wrong with me? I'll tell you. It was the small, pink sex toy inside my pussy. It was vibrating like a fucking earthquake. The stimulation against my clit was unrelenting, and I was on the cusp of a massive orgasm.
Sounds like heaven, right? Wrong. It was torture. I had to suppress all this because my boss was standing at my desk, looming over me.
He had clients that were being difficult, and he needed me to gather all the paperwork we'd spent last week preparing. There were also a few calls I had to make to set up an important meeting, emails that needed to be sent, etc. So, while I sat there at my desk fighting tears and using every ounce of willpower to NOT look like I was about to cum right then and there, he droned on and on with his insipid list of demands.
I could barely hear him. All my mind could focus on was my thundering pussy. I was so wet that my juices were dripping down my thighs. Since my panties were balled up in my purse, I had nothing to keep me from leaving a big wet spot on my chair.
I was afraid Mr. Stone would be able to smell my arousal. I could. It was a strong, musky aroma filled with my pheromones. Luckily for me though, he appeared completely oblivious to the silent agony his assistant was suffering through.
"You get all that?" he asked, his voice gruff with annoyance. No doubt he noticed I was a bit distracted.
I was barely able to answer with, "Mmm Hmm."
He made a huff of disapproval before asking, "When will you have it done?"
I had to gather my wits. Pulling every ounce of resolve I had, I sat up straight and replied, "I'll have the paperwork on your desk by 9:30. I've already gotten in touch with Sharon about your meeting with Phil. She has to get back to me on that. I'll reach out again to nail down a time."
His disapproving frown turned into a surprised smile. With a nod, he said. "Good."
"I'm on top of it, Mr. Stone."
"I see. Thanks, Steph."
He lightly rapped on my desk with his knuckle before walking away towards his office. I watched as he went inside and closed the door behind him. Only then did I let out an exhale of relief.
That was so close.
My eyes fell onto my laptop, which was in front of me on my desk. Looking directly into the camera, I smirked knowingly.
"Are you guys trying to get me caught?" I asked.
A sudden increase in the tremors of my sex toy answered my question, making my cocky grin quickly disappear. Another loud cry had to be suppressed in the back of my throat. I squeezed my thighs together like that would grant me a reprieve.
I put my pointer finger to my lips in a shushing motion. The distressed expression on my face was pleading for mercy. But there was no mercy to be had. My overlords were relentless. I was being punished for mocking them.
I had to put my hand beneath my desk, between my thighs, and hold the vibrator still. That provided a little relief, but it also made things more stimulating. I couldn't help allowing my middle finger to slip between the folds of my lips and slide across my clit.
I knew they could see that. After all, I had a camera down there, watching everything that happened. The pulsations increased, but now that I was somewhat alone, I was able to lean into the sensations. I began rubbing my clit in circular motions, following the beat made by the vibrator.
I nervously looked around to see if anyone was watching. There were other people in the large office area, but luckily they seemed engrossed in their own worlds.
Things started getting intense down below. I was close. I'd been getting edged all morning, and now that I'd joined in on my own torture, it was no longer an option to hold off.
Faster and faster my fingers moved. My breaths were coming out in quiet, ragged huffs as I tried to stifle my moans. I had to lay my head down on my free arm while I jilled myself mercilessly.
Then, I heard my name being called.
"Stephanie?"
"NOOOOOOO!"
I thought frantically.
"Stephanie, you okay?"
I heard footsteps approaching. No, it wasn't Mr. Stone again. This time it was Gloria, the other assistant. I guess she wasn't as busy as I thought.
My orgasm slipped away, literally right through my fingers. I have never wanted to murder someone more than I wanted to murder her right then.
"I'm fine." I said as I lifted my head, trying hard to not look like I felt. "I'm just having some - ya know - issues."
"Ah." she said, thinking I was talking about my period. She didn't have a fucking clue that my issues were a little further south. With an understanding nod, she said, "If you need to go home for the day, you can go."
I shook my head. "I can't. Mr. Stone gave me that whole list of chores to do."
She chuckled. "Don't worry about that. I'll take care of it. You just go home and put a heating pad on your stomach."
"You sure?"
By now my pussy was screaming at me.
"What the hell are you doing, Stephanie?! Get out of here!"
I was half scared I screwed myself with my faux benevolence giving Gloria a chance to recant her generous offer. Luckily for me, she just gave me a nod.
"No worries, dear. I've got it."
I could've kissed this woman. "Thanks, Gloria. You're the best."
As she walked off, I gathered up my things slowly. I was waiting for her to be out of ear shot.
"You guys are so bad!" I said, chastising the laptop camera with a whisper. "You know what, though? Ya'll owe me. You got me all worked up, and now you have to finish me off. Can you do that?"
I giggled, knowing what their answers would be. With a sultry smile, I said, "Good. I'm going offline for a bit to find somewhere we can play. I'll be back, though. Don't you go nowhere."
With that I killed the connection, folded up my laptop, and headed out of the office.
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In case you hadn't guessed it yet, here it is. I'm a cam girl. I've been doing it for about 2 years now. I'm insanely popular, I make a lot of money, and my husband (Steve) has no idea what I do.
To answer some of the usual questions, here goes:
No, I was not abused growing up. My daddy didn't touch me. I wasn't raped. I just have this kink inside of me. I love being watched. It turns me on.
No, we haven't fallen on hard times, but admittedly, we do tend to live beyond our means. Our house is in an affluent part of town and was about $10,000 out of our budget. Our cars are only a couple years old. He has a truck, I have a Lexus Coupe.
No, we don't have kids yet. That hasn't happened for us yet. There was a time when we were trying, but now we just figure it will happen when it does. Secretly, I sometimes worry that our inability to have kids is karma for my "hobby".
Yes, I have a "real job". I work part time as a secretary at a real estate firm. The funny thing about my job is, the line between fantasy and reality is nonexistent. My "real job" is a part of the fantasy vixen I created. But I'm getting ahead of myself. More on that later.
No, my husband isn't a bad lover. His dick isn't small. He doesn't have an issue with premature ejaculation. He is perfectly adequate at getting me off, especially with his tongue. The only issue we have is finding time to actually do the do, if you know what I mean.
Steve is a hard worker. He's not college educated, and I think that makes him a little self-conscious. He puts so much pressure on himself to be a "good provider" that I feel like he overdoes things. He works at a trucking company organizing routes and handling the drivers. It's a decent paying job, especially because of the unlimited overtime they allow him to have. He works at least 50 hours every week. Sometimes more.
And finally, yes, I am a slut. More accurately, I'm an exhibitionist. Like I said before, I love being watched. I love being masturbated to. I love being lusted after. And I really love being paid for it.