She would sunbathe on her porch next to mine. We lived in the same apartment complex and I would fantasize about the graceful nape of her neck. The sweat collecting on her belly often winked provocatively at me as she sizzled in the sun so nearby. I wondered what it might be like to sweep her to me with manly confidence, yet every time I thought about approaching her I would turn to stone--a bumbling golem of raging emotions. Periodically I would summon enough courage to nod a shy hello, but oftentimes she was with friends or a guy laughing at something. I was struck by how at ease she was with everyone. It was not as if she was dismissive towards me, but I always seemed to turn invisible around her.
Walking past her unit I would sometimes glimpse her through a half shuttered window, dancing wildly to some beat. I would pause and then reluctantly tear myself away out of some sense of Victorian guilt. One day I slowed to admire her lithe form backlit by the light and her dress curling about her legs. Just as I moved to walk past she turned and caught my eye. I felt the heat rise in my face and I quickly continued on, but out of the corner of my eye I thought I saw a small smile. Confused, excited, and ashamed I hurried back to my unit and collapsed on the couch. I could not fumble my cock out of my pants fast enough as I masturbated to quick orgasm sending semen spraying all over my shirt and cascading down my handβthe image of her searing into my fantasy.
The next day she was dancing again as I slowed in front of her window. This time she was wearing a long dress that was slit up the side. I saw a toned thigh and as she spun I stood transfixed. Her blonde hair wrapped her face, veiling it, but then revealing a broad smile as she sinuously writhed in front of me. She had a short shift on that hinted at perky breasts unfettered by the constraints of a bra, as well as a tattoo that wound around her navel and down her thigh. Her hips swayed invitingly as I looked for underwear beneath. I didn't see any and I thought I saw a flash of gold as she languidly slid her hands down her thighs almost to her Delta of Venus. My breath got shorter as I choked with excitement, the blood surging in my cock. She, too, looked a little flushed and her gaze became unfocussed as she caressed herself. Suddenly she seemed to snap into the present, her smile collapsed and she fled. Trembling I hoped for an invitation into this Garden of Eden, but was disappointed when she didn't reappear. Feeling stupid and dejected I stumbled back to my apartment and again sought refuge in my couch. This time I got hard as her image continued to haunt me, but I didn't want to masturbate--I just wanted to enfold her in my arms.
I fell asleep later that night with visions of wood nymphs peeking out from behind the trees as they flitted about, teasing me with an exposed body part, but never quite giving me satisfaction. It was a turbulent night and I awoke sweaty with the sheets wrapped around me. As I headed into the living room I was startled to see her outside my window. I had a tremendous erection which I first attempted to hide, but then felt a little bolder as I framed it in silhouette for her. She looked at me for a moment, the tip of her tongue panting slightly. As I moved to talk to her she darted away and was gone when I stuck my head out the door.