"Dear Diary... I like my picture taken. Especially naked. With the pizza boy. SAY EXTRA CHEESE!"
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Paige Turner woke up confused. Last night her father took her to bed with him and they made love for hours. Of course, he allowed her to have five beers before bed to relax her. Exhausted and drunk she never even realized that he had carried her back to her own bedroom and tucked her in with her stuffed teddy bear named Fuzzy. Warm beneath her down comforter she stretches to regain mobility. Kicking off her covers she looks at her alarm clock. It was almost 11:00 in the morning. He let her sleep in. Wait! This was Monday. Oh, right, he agreed to take Monday off of work and gave her permission to skip a day of school. Whew!
Hearing the sounds of a lawn mower outside her bedroom window she presumed her dad was mowing the yard. Squinting against the bright sunlight through her parted curtain she guessed right. Opting to take a shower she gave him time to finish his chores. Twenty minutes later she stepped from her room in a towel. Her stunning fire red hair blown dry and silky.
Going to the kitchen she pours a glass of orange juice and stands there trying to decide if she wanted breakfast or lunch. A light hangover made it indecisive. They had a few beers last night to celebrate after her fake uncles went home and before he took her to bed. The OJ killed the after taste but now she needed to brush her teeth. She never made it that far. Entering through the garage door into the laundry room Lonnie Turner kicked his shoes off and trudged tiredly into the living room. Plopping down on the sofa he expels a deafening sigh.
"Everything alright, daddy?" She shuffles to the side of the couch sipping her juice.
"Yeah! Just thinking."
"About what?"
"About last night. How stupid was I to let my buddies fuck you? I'm a piss poor Dad. Who does that shit?"
"You're... not a piss poor daddy. You're an awesome father."
"Even after they left what did I do? I made love to my daughter."
"You're really good at that daddy. I came a lot."
"Stop already. I must be insane buying all that crap to use on you."
She pouts and moves beside him sitting down leg to leg, holding her juice glass between her thighs as her hands rest in her lap.
"You don't want to do this anymore?" She gets teary eyed.
"I-I don't know Paige. Lust just consumed me. Seeing you tortured here in the living room from outside got me all worked up. My buddies are like family to you. They're probably feeling like crap just like I am right now."
"I hope not. I love all of you."
"How can you? I let them freaking rape you last night."
"Daddy?" She clamps a hand over his mouth to stop him talking. "I don't call it rape. I brought it on by teasing so heavily. You wanted me to tease them and maybe if anything I teased too hard. Once I noticed how interested they got in seeing me partially nude it made me want to tease harder. Wanting me to do that is getting me over my shyness. The fact I knew them made it easier. Even at the mall when I tried on the furs and that old guy drooled over me, I felt really wanted. If you're sick, then so am I."
"Alright." He removes her palm from his mouth, "Long talk. Let's figure this out. I know I never want to lose your respect Paige."
"Never ever. No matter what." She points with sincerity.
"Your diary. Let's clarify something... Donnie. Was Donnie modelled after me or not?"
"Yes and no. I fantasized about you alot daddy. I never imagined my fantasies might come true. Donnie is you but he's also what I hoped to meet someday if I ever got over my shyness."
"So, you want a boyfriend."
"I've never even been on a date daddy. Nobody asked me to Prom. Guys look at me like I'm a frumpy introvert with big glasses. I mean I wear contacts at home sometimes, but I prefer my glasses. The fact I'm really smart doesn't attract guys much either. Straight A's is good and all, but guys don't care about that. I envy all the girls in school. Heck, I barely have any friends."
"Why is that?"
"Because you're my best friend daddy. I like spending time with you. Taking care of you. Other girls want to chase boys. I'm too shy to do that."
"After yesterday I don't believe that for a second."
"I told you I know my uncles. Having been raised around your friends I know how to communicate with them."
"You don't want to chase boys your age?"
"I don't know. I know I want to be with you. But I also know you won't let this happen forever. I guess I just need to figure out how to chase boys. My only experience is with older men."
"You were certainly into kissing ole' Greg." He puffs his cheeks dramatically.
"Uncle Greg is a good kisser. I winged it but I guess I did it perfectly. Maybe it's because I practiced kissing a peach once. Greg seemed to like my kisses."
"All of them did."
"Daddy? Do you think they fantasized about me before last night?"
"I wouldn't go that far. I think what got them worked up was just you coming out of your shell." He knew differently, for as long as he could remember his buddies looked at her with lust, they just didn't act on it out of respect for Lonnie and Paige both. Now that she was an adult, they could speak their minds all they wanted. After last night, they would probably try harder for more. Lonnie had to decide if he should let them or not. Paige sitting here saying how much she liked it all, including their incest the thrill of it excited him as much as it felt wrong. Lonnie was weak, his own dating life was put on hold because of raising Paige. Their being inseparable all these years his own fantasies continued. Now he had her. But yes, she was right, he couldn't keep her as a lover forever. She did need social skills, to meet guys and see what else was out there. The question was, what could he do to help her achieve that?
"The fact I was seventeen the night before? I've heard guys like barely legal girls."
"That is probably true. The point is you weren't seventeen. You were eighteen."
"I would have done what you asked at fifteen daddy. Was that why you wanted me? Because I'm barely legal?"
"Partially. Sweetheart you might not see it in yourself, but you are drop dead gorgeous. Just awkward until you know better."
"So you liked me before I was eighteen?"
"Not even going to discuss your younger days, Paige. I'm no pedophile." He snaps pointing a stern finger toward her.
"I know. I'm just curious is all. Was it wrong of me to fantasize about you over the last few years?"
"I-I-I don't even know how to answer that. Kids have crushes I suppose. Yours just seems to be hanging in there."
"I do have a crush on you, daddy. I want to be with you more. Lots more."
"We'll see. Let's take things a step at a time, okay?"
"Does that mean we can't still be naked at home like you wanted to?"
"I guess that's okay but let's try not to get too comfortable having sex with one another. Maybe you should try and learn to chase boys."
"Will you show me how?"
"I can give you tips."
"I like your tip." She sticks her tongue out at him.
"Don't start." He points threateningly then chuckles.
"Daddy? What if my uncles want to be with me again?"
"I think I'll put a stop to that." He notes her fidgeting, "Are you hoping they do?"
Nibbling her lip, she shyly looks him in the eye, "They were a lot of fun. Yes!"
"You liked fucking them? Even Greg's freaking donkey dick?"
Her eyes flare as she tries not to smile too vibrantly, "They were my first sex partners. Even if Mike and Andy didn't do much. They let me do it all."
"Perfect fucking gentlemen." Lonnie rolls his eyes.
"You were the one who wanted me to be with them."