What desire requires of me, is a state of no desire. Desire always requires completion, or it will fuck you up. Our bodies are the cry of vendors, calling out to each other. I am skin hungry for another. I hunger to be touched, to be smelt in every orifice. My body cries out, take me, taste me!, bite me!, eat me!, fuck me!!!.
At least my body felt this way when I was horny teenager, spending right into my early twenties. I was lead by my cock. I was always seeking an orgasm. Sex drove me crazy. Sex lead me to do some foolish things back then. I was full of liquor, piss, and getting my end into as many chicks as I could. Unfortunately for me, I missed many opportunities for some quality sexual adventures. After I orgasmed, I immediately dropped into a big black hole. It was like a death, and hung around with me for a day. Fuck I hated that. It left me in a gory hole of depression.
But that is all behind me. Today I am sexually well rounded. I am in no hurry. I am here to savor every morsel of sex. My favorite woman isn't the one that brings me love. She is the one with a delicious rounded bottom. She has a toned body that Vs down into a tight pussy. She has breasts the size of oranges, and has pretty lips, and an interesting face. She doesn't have to be pretty. She just has to look interesting.
I like a woman who doesn't want to get involved with all the bullshit that follows, a good fucking. Most women can't manage that. They want to own the guy. They want his generous cock all to themselves. When I say a 'good fucking', fucking is a term I often use meaning, less the orgasm, which is the penultimate sexual turn off, but rather every fucking thing in the sexual playground. Real sex begins in the imagination, it is what turns on all the sexual organs, till the body is lit up like a Christmas tree. My imagination when it comes to sex is FUCKULICIOUS!.
Now don't get me wrong, I love a good orgasm, but then its over. I need the chemical rush surging through my body to stay. I am a sexual human being. The emphasis is on the 'being'. The 'doing'. I have got to fuck. I am a tentful of cock.
So many people are incurious to sex. To the sex going on around them. Well I am not. I am a voyeur to watching others having sex. That means I can hide, and watch them doing it, or I can sit on a chair in a corner of the room, and get my jollies from that. We all do it. Men look at women. Women watch themselves being looked at, and also discreetly watch other women, being looked at by men. Sex is happening through our eyes. Our eyes set off our imagination. Also I get an arousing thrill watching porn on the screen. I love watching slow, closeup sex.