I open the drapes, knowing I'm shielded from the street by the lattice, blushing as I think of the open invitation I put online for anyone to be in my yard tonight. I'm glad I turned the light on first, I cannot see who might be outside on my patio. I know I've cleaned it recently as part of my usual routine each week, but I intend to do so again tonight, partially because I feel the need to cool my forehead against it. Breathing deep as I do so, feeling my heat radiating into the cool night. If anyone is out there, it's probably clear to them that I'm nervous as hell right now. I think about reaching for the glass cleaner...then think again, I know the other panel is still squeaky clean, and my bed is right in front of it...I might as well have fun streaking this side up.
Not even opening my eyes as I turn to press my cheek to the glass, my hands dropping to my thighs, then brushing up over my stomach slowly, by the time they reach the bottom of my breasts, the tops of them are pressed firmly against the glass, yet another portion of my body radiating heat much more efficiently. I know I'm not fully visible to the outside when pressed against the glass like this, it's something like a dark silhouette where I press, lit up at the edges and visible where arched away to where the light can reflect off the glass onto my skin. My fingers massage the soft flesh through the fabric, bringing my nipples to peaks that are visible even through my clothes. I begin to pluck at the buttons that run down my lavender blouse, letting it drop open an inch at a time, revealing the white lace of my bra that stands out against my skin, only a few shades of difference except where my nipples peek out, a dusky rose color. My hands peel the blouse off my shoulders and drop it to the floor, then land on my hips. I roll to press my back to the glass now, my fingers following the waistband of my dark knee length skirt, searching out the zipper at my hip, glancing at the darkness beyond the glass before I pull it down and let the fabric slide down my thighs to reveal the equally black panties.
Was that movement? I thought it was...just at the edge of the pool of light falling out of my room. I shake my head, clearing the thought out of my mind. It doesn't matter, just because I put out an ad that said when I put on a show to my yard each night doesn't mean that there's an audience this time...it's only been a few hours since I put it up. I breath again, turning my gaze toward my room, the cold glass against my back helping me anchor my senses as they try to swim. I drop my head back against it to press another point of skin against it before I undulate my body away, then toward the glass. Pressing my arms back against the glass again cools me, my heated sweaty palms sliding against it, leaving smears. The thought that the movement might really have been there gives me trepidation, and yet thrills through me, giving me reason to step away from the glass, padding bare foot across to the bed, crawling onto it, my hips swaying the entire way.