"Girl, you're a damn ho," Brittany said, sipping from a mimosa and laughing at her best friend.
"I'm not a ho!" Jenny protested. She and Brittany sat at their favorite brunch place the afternoon following her encounter with Dave.
"You made your roommate undress you!" Brittany said, her voice rising and drawing the attention of nearby diners. "And somehow I don't believe that's all that happened." Jenny blushed and pushed the rest of her pancakes around her plate. "I knew it!" Brittany said. "You fucked him, didn't you."
"No, I swear we didn't," Jenny said softly. "But we did kiss."
"You made out with him?" Brittany asked.
"Not made out," Jenny said. "More like friend kisses. No tongue or anything."
"While you undressed each other," Brittany said.
"Listen, I was really drunk," Jenny said.
"And clearly horny as hell," Brittany said. Jenny rolled her eyes, but knew her friend was right. She'd taken every lull in their conversation to mentally transport herself back to her and Dave embracing topless, his erect desire pressing into her. "I told you to come with us to Dimitri's last night. You woulda for sure gotten some dick."
"I know, I know," Jenny said. "But Randy is such a pig. I just couldn't do it."
"Randy's a pig, but at least he doesn't have a girlfriend and doesn't live with you," Brittany said. "How long has it been since you got laid for real?"
"A long time," Jenny said.
"Years?" Brittany asked. Jenny didn't deny it. "Jenny the ho wants out," Brittany continued. "If you don't let her have her fun with a guy like Randy, she's going to search for whoever's closest. Like your roommate. Who's spoken for."
Jenny knew she was right.
At the same time, Dave was across town having lunch with his sister Alana.
"Jesus Christ, Dave," Alana said.
"I know, I know," Dave said.
"Do you?" Alana asked. "Your girlfriend hasn't been out of the country a month and you're already..." she trailed off.
"I'm not proud of it," Dave said, though he was far from upset that it'd happened. He couldn't stop thinking about the feeling of Jenny's naked chest pressing against his.
"Have you talked to her yet?" Alana asked.
"No," Dave said. "She wasn't up by the time I left."
"I meant Beth," Alana said. Dave winced and shook his head. "You two have to learn how to cyber," she continued. Dave scoffed. "What?" she asked.
"It's not a good time," he said. He could tell Alana wouldn't accept just that so he went on. "The last month or two she was here was...fraught, as you know. The stress and fighting meant we didn't have sex. We tried a couple times but I couldn't get my head into it, which meant my body wouldn't get into it either, if you know what I mean. And if I wasn't raring to go right away, she'd get mad and leave."
Dave felt uncomfortable admitting his sex troubles to his sister but they were open with each other and he felt the need to explain his actions.
"Well you can either continue to let the problem fester or confront it and push through it," Alana said. "Cyber sex is awkward at first, but it can be fun with someone you trust. Just ask Beth, she can be reasonable."
Dave knew she was right.
*****
Dave and Jenny returned home soon after one another and both were relieved the other wanted to talk about the night before. Jenny apologized for acting inappropriately and Dave apologized for pushing it too far. They didn't say exactly what it was they did and what line they crossed, though, because their memories of the event were still too erotically charged and they were afraid of walking down the same path again. They did agree that they should probably stop kissing, though. They were also both too busy checking out each other's bodies to notice the other was too.
Dave and Beth had a standing Sunday Skype date. The time difference prevented them from being at home at the same time during the week, so they only communicated via text and email outside of these calls. Dave returned to his room after his talk with Jenny to find an email from Beth saying she had to cancel this week's call, she had plans with the professor leading the research trip. Dave wasn't sure if he was upset or relieved that he wouldn't face her that day.
Dave and Jenny barely saw each other that week, mostly because their schedules dictated it, but also because both was willing to accept any plans that came up so they wouldn't spend time together alone. By the time Friday rolled around, Dave was exhausted and decided to stay in.
Jenny, meanwhile, decided to take Brittany's advice and try to do something with Randy, even if the idea didn't excite her in the least. She knew her friend was right, though, and getting laid would keep her from being tempted by Dave. So she texted Randy and asked him out to dinner on Friday. He was naturally stoked to have such a hot woman ask him out, and he peppered her with texts the rest of the week, to her annoyance.
They met for dinner after work on Friday and Randy ordered them shots right away. Jenny planned on getting buzzed (she couldn't go through with this if she wasn't at least buzzed) but didn't want to get wasted. So she took the first shot, but she begged off when he immediately ordered a second round.
"Come on," Randy said. "It's Friday, let's celebrate."
"I know," Jenny said. "I just had too much to drink last weekend and want to stay in better control this weekend."
"Boooo," Randy said, talking more to the small amount of cleavage exposed from behind her buttoned blouse. "Live a little."
She picked up the shot and took a small sip. "Happy?" she asked.
"I'm going to order us some martinis," he said. "So you better finish that before they get here."
"Don't," she said. She made sure he couldn't mistake her tone.
"You're just making me want to more," he said, willfully mistaking it.
"Excuse me," she said, standing up and heading to the bathroom. Once there, she texted Brittany, saying she couldn't go through with this. Brittany said she understood and to let her know if she needed help getting out. Jenny finished up and touched up her makeup in the mirror. The sullen girl staring back at her made her sad. She used to love getting chased by guys, even if they were boorish morons. What happened?
She admonished herself to cheer up. She could have fun tonight if she let herself. Still, she fastened another button on her blouse so her cleavage would be fully covered. If Randy wanted inside her clothes, he'd still have to earn it. She returned to the table and was pissed to discover a large martini waiting for her.
"I said I didn't want one," she said, sitting down.
"I know you're a tease," he said. "And you secretly wanted me to."
"What?" she said. "How dare you?"
"Oh come on, don't be such a bitch," he said. "It's not a good look."
Jenny stared at him, unable to believe he'd actually said that. She grabbed the martini and threw it on him, soaking his face and shirt.
"That's not a good look, asshole," she said, grabbing her purse and storming out the door. He didn't try to come after her. She struggled to order a ride home through the tears welling in her eyes. She silently wept the whole ride home, wallowing in self-pity.