It's an eye-opener I have to confess...
You'd like to be watched having sex. Um, ok, I say, thinking you mean you want me to watch you wank or something but no, it's really you'd like
us
to be watched having sex. I stop swirling my morning tea in mid-stir over the breakfast table, eyes slightly
more
open now. Um...
okaaaaaaay
... my response is slowly slurred as my thoughts struggle for clarity after the cosy glow, post-shagged-raw of a night I just shared with you. Have you got a camera hidden in there somewhere? Is that what you're saying?
It's a fantasy of yours... the idea of another woman watching us fucking.
Woooaahhhh
... my thoughts start ringing alarm bells...
another
woman? Aren't I enough? Am I doing something wrong? OK, who is she? Why didn't I see the warning signs...
You hand closes over mine, reassuringly. There is no
other
... yet. My eyes burn into yours, searching for a trace of a lie. There is none. You're being as open and honest in this as you are about sex... after all we've hidden nothing from each other so far.
So I shrug... okay... why not. It might spice things up further. I remember the rough raw wild shag I got at that adult shop... a spontaneous hot fuck that really got me going. I suppose I can see it working but would I get all het up, green-eyed jealous at you oggling another woman and while it's
me
you're pounding you wish it were
her
?
Time passes. The discussion hasn't gone any further and it drops from my mind. You suggest an evening winter walk but as I choose some warm thick clothing you whisper in my ear, 'No, something shorter... sexier... daring.' At my smile and raised eyebrow, you add, 'I may have a surprise... '
Hmmmm, well when I mentioned my fantasy about sex outside I was thinking more a sunny deserted beach or private courtyard in the Med, not a cold shuddery shag in an English forest in January. A very cold January. A January where you should be snuggling in bed under a thick duvet, or embraced naked on a fluffy rug in front of a burning fire.
So despite my bum going cold cos my thong doesn't cover it, and very sheer black hold-ups instead of my comfy opaques, the tops of which are barely covered by my denim mini but which - I demand - is covered by a long coat you don't seem to mind, we brave out into the wintery wind. It's okay for you in your comfy cords but the breeze brrrrs up my skirt and while roused to wetness I fear I'm going to get icicles tween my thighs instead of you.
But our path doesn't take us to the country. Instead you lead me to the outskirts of town and horrified familiarity creeps up me like your hand on my thighs. We go past the adult shop... no, not past... you stop and nod to the door. Yep, a surprise alright. What have you got in mind? It's open late like always but only 10 mins to closing. Well mebbe you've found something naughty I like after all so this is a quick retail commando raid before something better, indoors and warmer. I shrug again and follow you in.
At the till, the stick boob woman is there, and her face lights up but not in the usual practiced-to-customers way. 'John!' she greets you as if an old friend, 'And Sandra! I'm so glad you could make it!' I feel like I've been put in a spotlight, as if some surprise party has been planned and suddenly I'm gonna be surrounded by old friends and given a shock re-run of my life so far - I'm so giddy with dismay it flashes before my eyes. If she knows your name what else have you been up to with her? And
my
name too. What
else
have you told her about me?
As my eyes lock on yours and silently demand an explanation, stick woman slips from behind the till and swiftly locks up. She doesn't seem so young and is dressed fashionably and maturely sexily. Her work finished and lights off, she ushers us like old friends thru the back and into a room. I expect a lounge but it turns out to be a picturesque girly bedroom, done out in pinks and purples - my fave colours. It has a warmth and familiarity I can't immediately put my finger on... then I realise someone has tried to make it like my old bedroom at my parents' home, years ago when I was a teen.
You sit me on the bed, a nice soft but firm bed that smells of roses and lemons - my fave scents - mixed with the more immediate
Excite
perfume I wear. And as the warm of the covers thaws my bum back to feeling, you remind me of your fantasy of wanting to be watched... by her. Her of all people. But then she was responsible for one of the horniest impromptu fucks ever. Mixed sensation of appeal and being appalled. Not
her
again. How? Why? When...?
'You're probably wondering how I know John,' Stick woman starts once she feels I'm sitting as comfortably as I'm going to be without an explanation.
Well gosh no I just thought I'd sit here like a ninny while you two bemuse me
... 'Well he had been popping in here to try and find things for you... undies, toys... and we got chatting.'
So
that's
where my vibe had come from?