We'd been on the beach all day, my boyfriend Jack and I. We'd had a few beers and smoked a couple numbers and our brains were comfortably fried. Otherwise, I doubt any of this would have happened. But I'm glad it did.
I was watching the girls walking by in their tiny bikinis, thinking how silly it was that we had to wear these little scraps of cloth to cover our private parts. They weren't really hiding anything. My own wasn't any better, but I was just sort of struck by the absurdity of the whole thing. I guess I said something about it to Jack.
He kind of perked up. "Yeah," he agreed, "but it's a pretty strong custom. You don't see anybody breaking that one."
"No," I snorted. "People are sheep."
"Well, maybe. But we're no better. I don't see you running around in your birthday suit."
I heard the challenge in his voice and I was too loose to ignore it. "It wouldn't bother me," I said.
"Oh, right," Jack laughed. "You'd have no problem dropping your suit right here and walking along the beach with everybody looking at you."
I looked at him sourly and shrugged. "What's the big deal?"
He grinned. "I dare you."
"Yeah," I answered derisively. But I was starting to see the hole I'd argued myself into. I lay back and closed my eyes, but it was too late.
Jack wasn't going to let me off that easy. "If it's no big deal, why not? Go ahead. I dare you," he said again, malicious mischief creeping into his voice.
I kept trying to shrug it off, but Jack was like a puppy with a sock. He wouldn't let go. I tried to weasel out of it, but I couldn't back down on the main point, and I couldn't admit that I was scared, even though I was. The thought of being nude in public scared me, but what scared me more was the fact that I was beginning to consider it.
I sat up and looked around the beach. It was getting late. The crowd had thinned out and there were only about six or eight groups within thirty yards of us. They were probably the only ones that would even notice, and maybe some of them wouldn't, either. And what would they do if they did? They'd just watch and think: Hey, that's wild. There weren't any little kids close by, either. The chances that anyone would get offended and then do something about it would be very low. Jack explained the dare. I'd take off my bikini right there, walk down to the water, take a quick dip and walk back to our blanket. The whole thing would probably take about a minute. If anybody tried to hassle me, Jack would be there to back me up.
It sounded possible in a crazy sort of way. I was getting excited just thinking about it. And I couldn't back down. I couldn't let Jack get away with that smug, know-it-all attitude. I wanted to show him, put him back in his place. With my heart pounding and my stomach doing flips, I said I'd do it.
Jack's attitude changed all at once. "You're gonna?" he asked incredulously.
"Yeah," I said, trying for a casual tone that I did not feel. "Why not?"
I don't think Jack believed I'd do it. I don't think I did either, but a stubborn streak inside me took over. I felt like I was moving in a dream. It wasn't real when I reached behind my back and undid the clasp of my bikini top; and it wasn't real when I hooked my thumbs in the bottoms and slid them down my legs; and it certainly wasn't me that stood up stark naked and walked in a trance toward the water. I must have been half-way there before I heard a male voice exclaim, holy shit!
It finally woke me up, and a cold wave of panic washed through me. I couldn't be doing this. I broke stride for just a moment, fighting the urge to turn and run. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. I kept on walking toward the water, which suddenly seemed a mile away. The urge to cover my breasts and pussy with my hands was overwhelming. It took all the reserves of stubbornness I could muster to keep my arms swinging naturally at my sides, but I did it. I was careful not to glance left or right, fearing the looks I would see. The water was gently lapping at a line of stones that I had to pick my way across, and then I was in the water. I waded out quickly, desperate to get in deep enough for some measure of cover. Unfortunately, the beach sloped very gently under the water and it took forever for the water to reach my knees. Another ten yards and it was up to my thighs. That was enough. I dove under and finally hid my nudity from all the shocked and staring eyes I imagined on the beach.
I swam out a little further, until I could sort of squat in the water and keep my breasts under. Only then did I turn around to see what I would face going back. It wasn't as bad as my fears had pictured. No crowd had moved down to the water to stare and hoot at my nakedness. The blankets I had counted when I contemplated this crazy venture were still where they had been, their occupants still lying peacefully in the afternoon sun. But, before I could savor any feeling of relief, I noticed several heads turned my way. It may have just been my imagination, but I seemed to sense an intense attention focused on those private parts that the water temporarily hid.