Not Too Far

What is a shy girl to do for her pervert husbands' birthday?

My husband is a pervert... there's no easy way to put it, he's a pervert. We've been married 14 years, have 2 kids together, and I love Jason so much... but he's always trying to talk me into sleeping with other men in front of him, or exposing myself to his friends. He talks about going to nudist resorts and swinger clubs... but no matter how many times I tell him "No way", he just keeps trying. I have no interest in being with anyone else, and I wouldn't feel right doing it even if it was "just for him". Just the idea of anyone else seeing me like that, especially someone we know, bothers me to no end.

We have a fairly normal sex life, outside of his dirty talk while fucking me. I'll often play along, but I always make sure to tell him afterwards that it's just fantasy talk, and I wouldn't actually do it... he always looks a bit disappointed, but nods as he tells me he knows. I'm not a prude, I just can't do the kind of things he wants... it's one thing to talk about his friends taking turns fucking me, and it's another thing to actually do it! But talking about it during sex really gets him off, so I'm happy to play along. I do often feel guilty that I can't be the lover he lusts for, despite him never complaining.

His birthday was coming up, and I had been racking my brain to think of something special for him... I wasn't going to do anything extreme, but I considered maybe doing a boudoir photo shoot... not getting naked, but I figured me posing seductively and in lingerie for a photographer might turn him on without having to go too far. I didn't know where to look for a photographer, and I wanted to keep it a secret so I could surprise him with the pictures, so I couldn't ask him if he knew anybody (I'm sure he would have). I searched around a bit online and found boudoir photographers, but they were WAY more expensive than I was willing to pay... but the more I looked into it, the more I really wanted to do it!

I talked to one photographer named Robert Helm, who was interested based on what I told him and seemed willing to work with me price wise, but said he was already booked up and wouldn't be available... but he did tell me that he knew of a photographer who was just getting started and would be willing to do it for a substantially lower price. I was hesitant to agree to work with someone with little experience, but Robert assured me his friend was more than capable and I would be happy with the results. I agreed to have the photographer contact me via email so we could potentially set something up.

The photographer sent me an email about 20 minutes later. It stated: "Hi, my name is Rodney Perkins and I'm an aspiring photographer. My colleague has told me you are interested in a Boudoir shoot and having difficulty finding the right photographer. Could you tell me what kind of photos you're interested in taking? I'm open to anything, but would like to have an idea of what to expect in advance. Look forward to hearing from you". I was hesitant to reply... my heart raced as I thought to myself 'am I really doing this?'... but I replied back, telling him about my husband's fetish and how I wanted to do it for him. I told him that I was OK with lingerie and implied nudity, but didn't feel comfortable with actual nudity. I asked him if he had any photos of his work, he could share so I could get an idea of what to expect.

Rodney replied back with some sample photos, both boudoir and nude, which looked really impressive! He told me that the male in a few of his pictures is a friend of his that would be happy to model with me if I thought my husband would like that. My heart raced again... of course my husband would like that!... but could I do that? Posing seductively with another man?... I knew my husband would be ecstatic to see that, but could I actually do it? I explained to Rodney that I liked the idea because I knew my husband would love it... but I was extremely nervous and unsure. He assured me that I would be in control of what happens and how exposed I'd be, and had nothing to be nervous about. I sent him a picture of myself at his request, and we set a date for the shoot.

My stomach was in knots as I walked away from the computer... I was really going to do this! Pose seductively for another man in lingerie... possibly with another man as well... I immediately felt like I was in over my head, but I was determined to do this. I love Jason so much, and I knew he would appreciate that I did it for him, despite my reluctance. I went to try on some of my lingerie outfits to pick out what I should wear during the shoot, proud of myself for finding the courage to actually go through with this! I had been telling myself I wasn't going to do any nudity, but each outfit I had tried on revealed more than I had thought they would... nipples were often visible through the fabric, or barely covered my breasts which made accidental slips happen easily! Would I be prepared if I'm unwillingly exposed to these guys? I told myself I was over thinking it, and just set the outfits aside until the day of the shoot... I didn't want to talk myself out of it!

When the actual day of the photo shoot arrived, I almost chickened out... my nerves were going crazy, and I could feel my heart in my stomach. I had told my husband I was going to do some shopping (heavily implying it was for his birthday), and headed toward the address provided by Rodney. I was confused when I arrived, because the address provided took me to the studio of Robert Helm... the photographer who had suggested Rodney to do my shoot. As I walked up to the door I saw a man inside unlock it and open the door for me, and with a smile asked if I was 'Luna'... which is the fake name I had given him. I nervously smiled and told him I was, and he greeted me and introduced himself as Rodney, my photographer for the day. Instantly my heart jumped and I almost turned around and ran... just thinking about posing in vulnerable and risqué scenarios in front of him scared me... I now had a face to the person, and it just made it that much more real and scary.

Rodney must have seen it on my face, as he told me "Please, don't be nervous... I assure you everything will be great, and you have nothing to worry about". I mustered a smile while trying to keep a brave face, and Rodney showed me around. "Robert is doing work outside of the studio today, so he was gracious enough to allow me to use his studio today" he told me as he poured a couple glasses of champagne and handed one to me. "We can do this at your own pace, I'm in no hurry and I want to make sure you're comfortable" he told me as I took a sip. I was starting to feel much better... Rodney was very polite and charming, and looked very professional as well. We walked around the studio as he suggested different back grounds for the pictures, pointing out that the heart shaped bed would be great based on what he had heard about my husband... he was telling me that I should wear as much or as little as I want for the photos as he understood they were for my husband, and didn't want me to feel embarrassed or judged... that he didn't mind if I wanted to do sexier or raunchy poses.

I told him "This is very unorthodox for me, and I appreciate your professionalism, but i wasn't planning on doing anything too risqué" when someone knocked on the door... it startled me, but Rodney just chuckled and told me it was his lighting assistant and model Joshua, as he unlocked the door and let him in. Joshua looked like he was in his early to mid-20's, and clearly had the model looks. Rodney introduced him to me and said "at any point you would like to have Joshua join you for pictures, he'll be more than happy to oblige". Once again, I could feel the butterflies in my stomach as I started to grow nervous again. Rodney put his hand on my shoulder and said "don't worry, it's going to be fun" with a reassuring smile as Joshua started turning on some lights. I thanked him before he suggested I go change into my first outfit. I quickly grabbed my bag holding my outfits and went into the dressing room to change before I could think twice, as Rodney played some music.

Once the door was closed behind me, I sat down and took a deep breath as I started to undress... I had done enough research to know I shouldn't wear anything tight that would cause lines on my skin, so I stood there nude and looked at myself in the full-length mirror. I knew that's how Jason would love me to pose, but I just couldn't muster up that much courage... I was already pushing my boundaries. As I put on the first outfit, I started to get self-conscious... no one other than my husband had seen me like this since long before I was married. It was a white bikini lingerie, where the top rides low in the front so that it barely covers my nipples, a matching g string bottom with a garter belt. I felt sexy... my breasts are on the bigger side, so they jiggled and looked barely contained... my butt was practically fully exposed outside of the one-inch string running up my cheeks. I took a deep breath as I slowly opened the door... there was no turning back now.

I heard music playing as I walked out, and nervously stood on the stage. I notice both of them smile as they looked at me up and down. Rodney told me I looked "incredible" which caused me to blush as I thanked him. Joshua directed the lights toward me as Rodney had me sit on the bed and hold a few poses as he started clicking the camera... I was doing it! It might not seem like a big deal to most, but it felt like a huge accomplishment and I was proud of myself. It didn't take long for it to not seem like a big deal, and I started having fun with it... they remained professional and made me feel sexy. As a mother of two boys, I don't often feel sexy... and they were doing a great job of reassuring me that I looked great as they playfully told me how sexy I was. Rodney started to direct me more on how to pose, which made it easier as well... although I worried that sometimes I might have been showing more skin than I wanted from certain positions. Rodney suggested I change into a different outfit, but I requested to see the pics he had taken so far... the curiosity was killing me!

Rodney walked over and turned his camera around to show me what he had taken, while saying "keep in mind, I'll be touching up the colours and contrast" as I scrolled through the pics... I was really impressed by how beautiful the pics were, but it didn't take long for me to notice he had zoomed in between my legs a few times. I turned toward him, and he had a somewhat embarrassed look as he mumbled "I was trying to get shots that your husband would like". He had a point, I was sure Jason would love them... it just caught me off guard and was unexpected, but not as much as what I saw next... "is that my nipple?" I asked, as I looked at a picture my me laying on my back while pushing my chest up... it was clear that my nipple had escaped from my top without me realizing it, and he had captured it. I slid to the next picture which showed a closer view of my right nipple standing out as I looked at the camera, oblivious to my exposure. Joshua was now standing on the other side of me looking at the pics with me, and telling me how sexy I looked. I was unsure how to react, as I said "thank you" while continuing to scroll through the pictures.

"I hadn't planned on showing so much" I told them as I continued to look through the pics, feeling both uneasy and sexy... Rodney chimed in "from what I understand, your husband would want you to go even further right?". I nodded as I handed back his camera, and Joshua added "I'd love to see you go further as well... your husband is a lucky guy". I nervously responded "I'm sure he'd love to see me go a lot further... it just makes me feel uncomfortable". Rodney didn't miss a beat when he smiled as said "don't be afraid to push your limits a little bit, you're doing it for your husband". Honestly, the fact these two guys were trying to coerce me into doing more did turn me on a bit... knowing they weren't judging me and were eager to help, regardless if they were just hoping to see more of me... but they were right, it was what Jason would want to see... and this was for him... besides they already had some pics of my nipples showing when I didn't realize it. I told them "I realized I'm not the youngest and hottest girl, but Jason makes me feel like I am... I'm willing to maybe push things a little bit, if you guys are cool with it". I wasn't even sure what those words meant as I said them, but I figured I had gone this far, I shouldn't be afraid to push it a little more.

Rodney smiled and said "I don't want you to hold back at all... feel free to push things as far as you want, I think Joshua and I hope you do anyway" with a wink. I got a bit embarrassed, but was also extremely flattered as I shyly asked "so what should I do?". Rodney looked over at Joshua and said "I think you should join her for the next round of pics", but I quickly added "I'm not going to have sex with anyone... I'm not willing to go that far". I watched Joshua remove his shirt, revealing a very fit and sexy body, as Rodney said "understood... let's just focus on getting pics for your husband that will help fulfill his fantasies... we can take suggestive pics, or pics that look a bit naughtier than they really are... don't worry, you're still the one in control" as he brought his camera up to take more pictures. Joshua stood behind me and asked me "what should I do?". I looked toward Rodney for assistance due to not really knowing what to say.

Rodney said "put your hands on her waist while looking her in the eyes". I felt OK with that as I nodded and looked back toward Joshua. I felt my heart start to pick up pace as he placed his hands firmly on my lower waist while he looked at me seductively... I knew it was just for the pictures, but it was still erotic. I felt Joshua's hands slowly run up and down my waist as Rodney continued to take pictures, instructing me to lean back into him as I close my eyes. I knew my husband's fantasy was to see me intimate with another guy, so he would no doubt love seeing these pics! I heard Rodney using his camera as he said "great job, you guys look great... keep thinking about what Jason wants to see... remember, we're just acting, so there's no need to worry". He was right of course... I had been so nervous, and I had two professionals that were willing to work with me... and they understood that this was just a show and things wouldn't go too far... but I was enjoying safely pushing my boundaries a bit... for Jason, of course...

Rodney asked me, "what's the most erotic things that would please your husband? What could we possibly act out for him?". I blushed as he continued to take pics while Joshua hugged me from behind, his arms just under my breasts... "You know... he likes the idea of other guys being attracted to me... he fantasizes about seeing other guys being intimate with me... I just don't feel comfortable with actually doing anything". Rodney smiled at me and said "well it's easy to find you attractive.... especially when you look like that". I thanked him, but started to feel Joshua undoing my bra from the back as Rodney said "Joshua seems to really find you attractive as well". I started to feel nervous again as I felt the latch unhook, and quickly put my arm up to keep the top from falling and exposing my breasts. Rodney kept taking pics as I said "I'm not comfortable showing my breasts"... Rodney just shrugged and said "we've already got a few pics with your nipples showing... don't think of it as showing us your breasts, think of it as showing your husband... this camera lens is your husband's eyes... maybe just start with lowering your top slightly to tease him... he'll love it". He was right of course but I still felt reluctant... they had already had a peek, which I admit was a bit of a turn on... but it still felt wrong to expose myself to them. "I'll lower it a little bit, but I'm not comfortable just going topless", I said as I slowly lowered the top in front of me, just barely above my nipples.

Rodney took a few pics, and said "don't be afraid to go lower, let your husband see your nipples while Joshua holds up your top". I felt pressured, but they had already seen my nipples a bit before... and a little tease where Jason could see Joshua looking at my peeking nipples would be something he'd really enjoy... I felt Joshua cup the bottom of my bra, essentially supporting my breasts with his hands... I let it fall slightly more, knowing my areolas were showing as the camera kept clicking, and Joshua let the top come down more... now exposing my full nipples as he pushed my breasts up toward the camera. I felt a bit betrayed, but Joshua was quick to comment "you have great tits, your husband is a lucky guy" as he stared over my shoulder at my chest. Rodney got closer to take close up pics of my fully exposed breasts as I felt my face get hot from both excitement and embarrassment... but they both seemed to really enjoy looking at me. I said "I'm not sure about this" as Joshua lowered the top even more to where it was no longer supporting my breasts, as he held it against my lower abdomen. I was now completely topless, and Rodney and Joshua looked so happy to see me in a state of undress I never thought I'd be in for anyone other than my husband.

"Your husband is going to be so proud of you, you look incredibly sexy", Brandon said as he continued to take pics of me as Joshua just let my top drop to the floor... I could have covered myself with my hands... but I didn't. Knowing I was going to make Jason happy just encouraged me to trust Brandon, and their words of encouragement made me feel both sexy and kind of proud... even if it wasn't completely voluntary. I thought to myself "I've already gone this far, there's no point covering up now" as I posed completely topless with Joshua standing next to me, staring at my nipples as he held on to my hips. I told them "This is a far as I go though, ok?" as Brandon just smiled while taking pics, and I tried to looking sexy for the camera. Brandon replied "we can do a lot of sexy pics of you with Joshua while your topless... but why limit yourself when you know your husband wants so much more?". I told him "I understand, but I've already went further than I had planned... and I have to set a limit, I can't be posing completely nude, or having sex with anyone, regardless if Jason would like it". Rodney pointed out "you've gone further than expected, and aren't you glad you did? Does it not make you feel good knowing how happy you're going to make your husband?". I was silent for a bit, and finally admitted that it did... Rodney just added "all I'm saying is, let's not set hard limits... let's not be afraid to push things a bit and see how great we can make these pics".

I had to hand it to him, he was great at making a point... I never thought I'd be posing in nothing but a white g string and garter belt while a man poses with me... but I still felt in control, despite being pushed... I knew I wouldn't let things go to far, but was curious how far I could go for the pics... after all we were just acting. It was still a bit of a shock to be standing there as two guys admired my body as they complimented me on having "great tits". I knew Jason loved my body, and always wanted me to show it off, but I always felt like most guys wouldn't find my body that attractive... I've had 2 kids, and my body wasn't as firm as it once was, but these two guys made me feel like I was attractive again... even if they were just saying it to encourage me for the pics, it was nice of them to continue to encourage me. Rodney suggested that Joshua remove his pants so that we were both in our underwear... he said "let's give the impression that you guys are close to being intimate... it doesn't make sense that he isn't undressed more as well". I started to say "that's not necessary, you don't have to do that", but Joshua started to undo his pants as if it was no big deal. Rodney must have noticed my reaction, because he added "It's ok Luna, Joshua has posed nude for me a few times before... he's comfortable with it". I looked at Joshua, who just gave me a reassuring smile, as he now stood next to me in nothing but tight boxer briefs... which was clearly hiding a rather huge erection.