New Update

New Update by Jessica! Emails!

First, it's been a while since my last posting, and my apologies, but I've decided to abandon that 'Kevin' storyline, at least for now!

Both Peter & I have had to put up with more than a few nasty comments on here.

But worse than that are the humiliating comments, remarks, etc, aimed at Peter.

Nasty, snide remarks that he has put up with as a grown man, at work & at home, even cruelty from my m*ther & his own br*ther!

None of which was of Peter's own fault!

I will try to keep this brief, but the bare facts are that early autumn last year, Peter spent a night in hospital in Germany.

As part of the treatment received, he had blood tests done, these led to discovering something that he was born with, a great shame it hadn't been diagnosed earlier.

The results & diagnosis in Germany, passed on the our GP, led to further tests confirming that Peter has something called Hypogonadism.

He started TRT treatment in the new year, just how much improvement to his life it will bring remains to be seen, doctors are hopeful of some function returning 'down there', erections etc, he already has body hair growing back, & he has had to start face-shaving for work more frequently, he also thinks some feeling has returned but no sign of an erection yet, also it's unlikely there will be any improvement to his original 5" max length, & as to possible f*therhood, doctor suggests only time will tell, but this treatment will be ongoing for the rest of his life!

So, Why am I back on here you may well ask, I won't explain why in too much detail, suffice to say, despite trying to be careful about many details in the updates I have put on here, names of people/places etc, something ring a bell somewhere in the US, and that I have been corresponding by email with someone, who is unmarried, has a similar mindset to me, enjoys BBC as I do, and we swop our stories, etc. I wrote to her about a recent, very enjoyable weekend trip to see my older s*ster, Chrissie, in Ireland. My friend Nia, who lives here with us, suggested that some of you may like this as an 'Update by Jessica', so here goes. Let's see if anyone agrees with her?

1st of 3 emails.

Late afternoon Sunday.

Hiya, We are sitting in the lanes at the port waiting to load onto the ferry home, Pete has gone to find the 'Gents', he still can't sit still for very long, so my dear K****- I thought on the way back over I'd make a start!

You may remember nearly 3 weeks ago, dear Peter buggered off on tour for the week? Well, that one turned into 16 long days. Remember also, how it's been several weeks since our last w/end away? And because I'd got a real 'itch', a real need to get properly laid, he took me to a pub as an evening out, a busy place where, after a couple of glasses of white, a dance or two, bit of teasing as Pete watched, & where I met a guy named Abba, who knew how to move, had the chat too, eventually we all went back to his place, Peter followed in our car!

Oh boy, could this guy fuck? Oh yeah!

That 1st time, with Pete left sitting in the front room watching tv, this guy Abba, took me to his bedroom, where he had me blow his beautiful 8"cock, it sure was of perfect length, & thickness, with throbbing veins, that stood out rigid, a perfect black cock to fuck me to orgasm, that then, just carried on screwing me hard to yet another, 2nd orgasm without pause!

Well, after that huge one, and a short rest to catch our breath, he then led me, naked, back into the front room, with both of us still nude, he told Peter to make us all coffee, meanwhile, he & I made out as I sat on his lap on the armchair. When Pete returned with the coffee, he was told to press 9 on the tv remote & then press play, it was on an hd channel showing interracial porn.

15 minutes later, our coffee all gone & another porn film about to start, Abba took his fingers from me, pushed me off his lap saying, "Come on slut, it's time to get busy," & then to Pete, said, "Yeah- you'll enjoy this next one, it's a good one!"

Just as we entered the bedroom, I glanced back to see it was a redhead being tag-teamed by two black guys. Abba left the door open so Pete could hear him tell me, "On your knees slut & get me hard again"

Then, as Pete turned towards us, Abba closed the door.

Oops, that's better, we have loaded on the ferry, got hot drinks & found a table, Peter met a coach driver he knows from somewhere, and gone off to chat! Looks to me like he's settled in, lots of hand & arm gestures, loud voices, laughing, with the occasional glance my way, while putting the world to rights with other coach drivers, there's now five of them sat round a table, so leaving me sipping cold tea, yuck!

Anyway, that Tuesday night & 3 orgasms later for both of us, (I swallowed one & the other two he left deep in me). We left there about 11.30, and Peter seemed happy that I'd found a good lover & that I'd obviously enjoyed the time spent with him!

We got home just after 20 past midnight, I showered as Pete made a drink and bought it up to bed, we drank maybe half the mug, then lights off, cuddled for a short while, Pete did try to go down on me, & I was pretty sure that there was still some remnants of cum left by Abba, but this time I had to stop him, I was simply too tired!

On Thursday, at home having dinner, Nia asked if we were going out that evening, seeing as Pete was leaving the next day, whilst I was at school, so he asked me,

"Did I want to go out again?"

I said, "Yes, let's go back to that pub & show Nia where the place is, plus I can have a dance again, it'll be fun!"

But Nia refused to come & play gooseberry.

So, I dressed to dance & to tease!

Soon after our arrival, me out on the floor & Peter sat at the table watching, when Abba turns up & seeing Pete first, and then me, he drops a tenner (that's just over $13) on the table, told Peter, "Whisky straight +1 ice cube, whatever she wants, & get yourself one as well,"

then he carried right on up to me, I smiled at him as he whispered something to the guy I was dancing with at the time-  I only caught the last couple of words that was spoken to the guy, but heard, "My slut", then Abba, turning back to me, kissed me hard on the mouth, both his hands cupping my bum, then, noticing Peter returning to the table, he's pulled me back there to sit on his knee, while he drank his scotch, I had a large white wine, Pete his usual Fanta Zero.

Abba ran his hands up under my short skirt, touching me, fingers moving my thong aside, began to stroke, teasing my lips- making them part slightly, I had started to dampen, he said to me but, so that Pete would clearly hear him say, "Good girl, you shaved for me"

And looking at Peter as he said it, he continued by pointing out to him that my pussy is wet already, "She can't wait for my cock fucking her good, can you slut?"

Poor Peter didn't know where to look, so he got up, muttered about taking a leak & went off to the gents!   When he came back & sat down, I stood up between them both, but facing Peter & did exactly what Abba had told me to do, that was to take off my damp thong & hand them to Peter, I had to tell him to, "Keep hold of these till you come to pick me up at Abba's, we should be be done by about 1130, ok love?" He just nodded & I left with Abba.

When, at 1130 prompt, he rang the doorbell, Abba answered the door naked & hard, so Pete got to see what had been fucking me for during the two hours! I was still on the bed & took a pee while I had the chance, Peter was made to wait, "While she takes care of this".

35mins later, I came out the bedroom, trying to hold my skirt in place around my hips, my blouse hanging open, cum over my face, & quickly slipped on my shoes, Pete looking concerned asked was I ok?

Abba shouts, "Hurry up & go, Slam the fucking door, will yer! "

"Come on, let's go home now, I'm tired!"

Out at the car, he gave me his spare coat to put on, I took off the torn blouse & used it to wipe my face, he kissed me, licking my lips as well, I put the jacket on, stuffing the blouse between my legs to stem the flow leaking from me, sitting on it going home, (later it was dumped it the waste bin!) In the car, Pete asked me "What the fuck happened?"

So on the 40-minute drive back home, I told him, "Nothing happened, I was fucked twice, & it was so good."

"But the blouse, and your skirt?" "Ok, listen & don't interrupt me--

"Ok, so, as we got into his flat, he asked me, 'drink'? He then surprised me by opening the fridge, getting out a bottle of white wine, and saying, "I fucking knew you'd be back for more- you're a slut for this big cock aren't you Jessica, that's why you're here now- you've left him sitting there in the pub, alone, and holding your knickers, just so I can fuck you, & we can fuck without restrictions this time, that's right yeah, Slut?" He poured me a huge glass of wine & more whisky for himself, when he handed me my wine, I asked him if he, "Planning on getting me dr**k?, There's no need as I'm very willing to fuck,"

He then, came around behind me & whispered, beside my ear,  "I want all of you tonight bitch, I'm gonna fuck all your holes- you're gonna swallow my batter, you is gonna ride me just like last time, then I'm going to fuck your arse hard, & I want to hear you beg me nicely, beg me for it all, right slut?" licking my neck, then biting my earlobe!

"Fuck it, you know what?  We should have bought him here with us, so he could hear you begging me for my cock, begging me to fuck you & your arse!"

I told him love, "You aren't shoving that thing in my bum," (but I didn't tell Pete the next bit)

"Not tonight at least, I need to be fully relaxed for that to happen, so you'll have to wait, until I get a chance to spend the whole night, or even the whole w/end here!"

"Whoa bitch, week nights are fine, but weekends I often have people here!"

"Who cares--not me-don't care who is here, just fuck me already!"

He then pushed me over the back of the armchair, rammed his cock in me- I told him,  "Yes- yes fuck me, use my cunt, fucking r*pe me", he reached round to my boobs, ripping my blouse buttons off, pulling out, he jerked the blouse off, ripping a sleeve doing so, & then, grabbing the waistband of my skirt- two tugs & both the tiny hook & zip broke, the skirt just dropped to floor leaving me in my heels only, pushing my head down again, his dick & my pussy in perfect alignment, he slid straight in full depth, half a dozen full strokes had me screaming that I was coming, he fucked me right through my orgasm, suddenly pulls out- shooting his stuff all over my ass, smearing it with his thumb then pushes it into my bum, then his cock back in my pussy.

My head pounds with it being down low so long, so I lift upright, muttering,

"Yes, fuck me again, make me cum just like that",

His cock is pounding me hard at full depth again, his thumb still in my ass I notice, and as my bum moves, his thumb goes full depth too! I'd gotten weak at the knees, I'd been cupping my boobs, pinching my hard nipples, & as my orgasm builds up yet again, I tilt my head back to kiss him, he tried kissing me but it was awkward, instead, he bit & sucked my shoulder, marking me as I came again, slowly sinking to my knees!

Into the bedroom, he had me clean him up by sucking his semi-hard cock & tasting myself on him, then he had me ride him to my next little one, then I continue right onto the next big orgasm, which, he turned into a fucking huge one by shooting loads deep into me!

When you came to collect me, Abba made you wait again, just to wind you up!

In the bedroom, he started by pounding, my now sore pussy, but at the last moment he pulled out & moved up to fire his load at my face, covering me til I clamped my lips around the tip. I lay there to catch my breath & waited for him to get off my chest, when he finally did & flopped down beside me, I got up to head into the bathroom to wash my face, but he stopped me, saying, "Leave it, just go now, I'm beat, tired,- let him see you as the slut he married!"

Just as I told Pete that last bit, what he'd said, we had arrived home, going in, I went up to have a quick shower & brush my teeth, put on my kimono & then I joined Pete for coffee downstairs!

We had sat facing each other across the corner of the table, taking a sip of my coffee, I looked at Pete, he looked about to say something- I said, "What, go on, say it, what's on your mind?"

"You look tired & it's gone 1 o'clock & my love, you have work in under 8 hrs!" I replied by saying, "I am tired, sweetheart, & I have you to thank for that Peter, firstly, for taking me out, back there! And then, then letting-- omg, Abba fucks me so, so good, on both nights too- you know that, don't you?"

"Yeah- well, I am happy for you Jessica, & the fact that it was a first as well, he was the first bloke you've met up with more than once, and I'm glad you enjoyed his talents for the 2nd time too, but that's it you know? We won't be going there again for a long while, and as to your Abba fuck buddy, never again, eh?"

"Why? Why would you think that, Pete?  I mean, what if I want to see him again?"

Glaring at him, I spat out, "In fact, I do want to see him again, I want to see a lot more of him,  and what's more, I'd love to spend the whole night with him. There, I've said it now, Yes, I want to spend to night, or even a w/end, and let him fuck me all night!"

That was it, tears start to well up in his eyes, he left the table heading towards the utility room, he goes there rather than argue, so he went into a right funk. I left him & went off to bed!

Later, thinking about things said, about some things I'd said, which were true & honestly how I felt, why should I have to keep waiting for him to be home? I need to talk to him, & when he gets back next week I going to for sure. -Sod's law & that turned into two weeks!

Nearly back into port, so will close this here, will write again in a couple of days, tell you further news, okay? take care, Jess. Xx