Almost everything of what happened over that initial 2-3 day period is etched on my brain. For those of you that have just joined the story, I encourage you to look back to the 1
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stage of developments before you read on.
My ex-husband, Jon had to move back home while he sought a new place to live, my neighbour's son Marcus, needed a place to stay, and I was the beneficiary of a long break from work, an incredibly hot summer and a new course of hormone replacement treatment.
Marcus, new, hot, super muscular 22 year old black boy being in and around the house had driven me insane. I was coming off the longest dry spell in my adult life, the summer was the hottest period on record in the UK and my ex was benefiting from my need to fuck at least twice a day. To say I was constantly horny would be an enormous understatement.
I had wanked for Marcus. I'd laid in the sun in the back garden, frigging my clit, knowing he was watching from his bedroom. I had pretended to be unaware. My orgasm had been huge.
While I'd been wanking on the sunbed, I'd been fantasising about teasing Marcus, inviting him to my room and him fucking me with his huge dick. I knew that deep down, I really wanted this to happen.
After I'd finished wanking for Marcus, I'd wandered back to my room ready for a shower before I picked up the boys from school. As soon as the hot water hit my shoulders, I started rubbing my clit, making plans to turn my fantasy into a reality.
Dinner that evening was a really awkward experience. The boys were doing their usual clamouring for more of everything, my ex-husband was feeling me up under the table and all I could think about was my wanking earlier in the afternoon. Marcus was quiet again, but I sensed he was biding his time, waiting for an opportunity.
Jon collected up the twins, taking them to bed. I tried to maintain a sense of composure.
"What kind of day did you have Marcus," I asked.
"Nothing much, I went to the gym, then just came home and studied."
"What're you up to tomorrow?"
"I'll probably study in the morning, but I thought I might just lie out in the garden with you in the afternoon"
Fuck! Once again I wondered if he was telling me he knew what I was doing. Teasing him, tempting him, showing off for him.
Trying to collect myself, I muttered some form of acquiescence that he was very welcome to join me.
Jon came back downstairs.
"Well, that's my job done, kids are sleeping."
I remember smiling at him, all the time wondering how serious Marcus was about lying beside me outside in the garden.
"Well done!" I exclaimed, perhaps a bit too enthusiastically. My cunt was twitching. I felt like I'd been caught fucking someone in the toilet.
Fortunately, Marcus saved the day.
"I've got some studying to do, I'll just head off."
There was the usual round of goodnights and then it was just Jon and me left at the dining table.
Jon moved in immediately. Hand up skirt, trying to access my moist pussy. I knew I should stop him.
He'd want to know what had made my pussy so wet.
"Fuck you're soaking," he grunted. "Why're you so fucking horny?"
"No reason, I'm just fucking horny. You know how I've been."
"You want me to fuck you here?"
That was when I knew I was going to fuck Marcus.
"No let's go upstairs."
I wanted to let Marcus know I was being fucked, that I was super horny and that when I came, it was fucking huge, I wanted to scream for him. I wanted him to wank his cock in bed in the room next door, listening to me fucking and cumming.
"OK let's go," Jon growled.
As we walked up the stairs, all I could think about was Marcus. My cunt was pounding and I knew Jon was about to get the best fuck of his life.
When I woke up in the morning, Jon's cum had leaked out of my pussy and dried on the inside of my thighs and at the entrance to my ass. He was in the shower and I lay wondering if Marcus had heard us. I wanked quickly while Jon was in the shower. Hand over my mouth, not so that Marcus wouldn't hear, more that Jon wouldn't.
Jon left for work. Kids in tow.
I lay in bed wondering how I could get Marcus to fuck me. I was absolutely desperate. I'd no idea whether he would be able to satisfy me, but I'd built up a picture of him fucking me with his big black cock.
I heard him moving about in his room. I was in two minds - should I go into his room, or should I just try and control my hungry pussy and wait for another opportunity.
Before I could make that decision, I heard him closing the door to his room and jumping down the stairs. The front door slammed shut about 10 seconds later.
Disappointment and relief all in the same breath. I'm 37 and he is 22.
"He won't want to fuck someone my age," I thought.
I got up, had a shower and got ready.
I had a hair appointment at 10.00 but the first thing I wanted to do was update my sex diary. What had happened yesterday was filthy. I guessed the fact that I was willing to masturbate, wearing only a pair of bikini bottoms in front of a guy I barely knew, told me just how horny I was. I'd never felt pure lust like this before. All I could think about was Marcus. When we were in the same room I couldn't take my eyes off him. I was dry-mouthed, short of breath and I'm pretty sure I wasn't making much sense at all whenever I tried to strike up a conversation. It was like I was a teenager, instead of a 37 year old woman. Over the last 3 days, I'd come maybe 9 or 10 times thinking about him. I was constantly aroused and if I wasn't with him, I was lying in my bed fantasising about him.
I hadn't told Jon about yesterday's adventure. He was my ex, not my husband and what I did or wanted to do had nothing to do with him. He wanted me to tease Marcus, he wanted me to dress for Marcus, he wanted me to cum thinking of Marcus while he fucked me. I'm pretty sure he thought that it would stop at fantasy. When we'd been married, he had wanted me to flirt with guys, dress provocatively and tease them by flashing my legs, boobs, stockings and panties. Often if we were out in town, especially if we were on holiday somewhere, he'd encourage me to go into a club on my own while he waited outside.
"I'll give you a 30 minute start," he would say.
He'd tell me that by the time he came in, he'd hope I'd be entertaining, maybe having a drink with a guy at the bar or perhaps enjoying a slow dance up on the dancefloor. It turned him on to watch me and to be fair, it turned me on flirting with men, teasing them, letting them touch me, turning casual conversation in the direction of sex, encouraging them to tell me what they wanted to do to me.
A few times things had gone a bit too far for Jon's taste and that had pissed me off. He wanted me to tease, he wanted me to get into a state and soak my knickers, but he didn't want it going much further.
We had a rough cover story that I would be waiting for my colleagues to join me and if Jon felt he needed to intervene, he'd come over.
"Ah there you are, listen we've all gone to a place down the road. They sent me to collect you."
If he could see that I was enjoying being where I was, he would then say something like,
"I'll wait for you over there, can we say 5 minutes?"
I'd then have 5 minutes to wrap things up, but I'd know that playtime was over. Many of the guys asked me to stay or offered to come with me. Quite a few asked for my number and I even gave it to a couple of guys who had got me hot, but the most it had ever led to was a couple of dirty phonecalls. I had no intention of fucking other men, but it annoyed me that everything I did was for Jon's sexual gratification and that he dictated what I could or couldn't do.