Need to Be Bad 08

My adventures in being bad began slow with my sharing some of the exciting things that a past boyfriend made me do. After that relationship ended I was left with a hunger for being bad.

My adventures resumed at Literotica with my taking the risk of posting a thread entitled "A Strange Request" in April 2004 in the Literotica Personals, sharing my desire to have people tell me how to be bad.. From there my adventures continued when I began to accept challenges and dares from people and also continued to write about past experiences. I have developed a special obsession at having myself challenged to be bad in outrageous and imaginative ways and then report back to my challenger and have them expose what I had done to others, A number of people have encouraged me to submit the accounts of my adventures here, so that more people could enjoy what I've been up to.

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Erotic Friends,

From the beginning of posting the "A Strange Request" thread, I have had requests to share the ways my ex-boyfriend made me be bad. Since the school year's done and I'm between road trips, I have some time to honor those requests.

These are a few of the ways we played.

My ex-boyfriend's favorite sexual game was something he called "bad girl day". He would think up lists of ways for me to be bad. Then, he would snuggle up next to me and slip his hand down my pants or up my skirt and tease me with his finger. He would always bring me just to the brink of climax and then pull back before I could come. He seemed to be a master at this. His devilish trick at this point was to whisper with heavy breath into my ear, that if I wanted satisfaction, I would need to be bad in the ways he told me.

He seemed to especially like to tell me to go somewhere and get ready to be fucked and then make me wait in anticipation for him. These are some of the ways we played this game.

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He sent me into the dining room to strip completely naked and lay face down upon the wooden floor with my legs spread. After, waiting for my anticipation to build he came in and without a word, fucked me from behind.

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He once sent me out pantiless to a video store to pick out a porn tape for him. He then told me to go into the kitchen, fully strip and bend over the kitchen table and play with myself until he'd watched the video and was ready to fuck me.

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Several time he sent me naked out of the house we were housesitting at once, to wait to be fucked in the backyard at night. And once he even sent over to hide bare ass behind the neighbors bushes in the evening and came over and made me kneel and suck his cock.

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This was one of the most outrageous things he asked me to do. He once took me on a motorcycle ride and drove to a park with an observation outlook with a staircase. He told me to go and hide behind the bottom set of stairs. I went and crouched behind the steps. In a few minutes he came to me and told me take off my blouse and give it to him. I hesitated and he just commanded me to obey him. I took a deep breath and surrendered to submit myself to him. I unbuttoned my top and handed it to him. He walked away and returned in a short while. He told me take off my boots and jeans. I complied and handed them to him and he again walked away.

He waited longer and came back and demanded my bra and panties. My resistance was gone at that point and I slipped them off and gave them to him. He left me there crouching naked behind the stairs for the longest time. I couldn't imagine what he had in mind next. Then, I heard the sound of footsteps coming down the stairs above me. I shivered with the fear of being discovered. The next thing I heard was my boyfriend's voice. He had stopped whoever was coming down on the steps right above me. He made small talk about the weather and how they were enjoying the park. As, I heard the voice of a man and woman reply, I nearly wet myself from the fright. But, there wasn't anything I could do except kneel naked on all four beneath the stairs with my eyes closed, praying my boyfriend wouldn't let this couple discover me. After, what seemed like an eternity, I heard them walk off and I breathed a sigh of relief.

The next thing I saw when I looked up was my boyfriend standing before me with his jeans unzipped and his cock inches from my face. I didn't have to be told what to do. I just began sucking as hard and fast and I could. I thought if I could make him come then I could get out of this risky situation. I actually came while I was sucking him which is something I rarely do during just oral sex. He came hard and full into my mouth. He pulled away, walked off and left me there swallowing all his come.

After a long while, he came back and handed me a set of rain gear, jacket and pants. I didn't ask any questions but put them on quickly. We walked out to the motorcycle and it felt strange with the rubbery fabric of the rain suit rubbing against my bare skin. We drove off and every time we came to a stop in traffic, my boyfriend reached behind himself and down into the rain pants and fingered me. We drove through the back roads of the park and he kept driving me wild with his finger. I could feel my wetness running down my leg.

He stopped after a while and parked the bike at a trail head. I got off the bike and he took my hand and we walked up the trail into the forest. When, we had walked a ways into the woods, my boyfriend turned to me and told me to take off the rain jacket and pants. I obeyed and as I stood there bare ass naked in plain view for anyone who happened along to see, he told me to run ahead down the trail and find a tree to hide behind and wait for him to come and fuck me. I ran off down the trail for all I was worth, hoping to find a tree big enough to hide behind before someone saw me and hoping to God, that I didn't run into any hikers up ahead of us. I found a tree and jumped behind it and once again I was standing naked waiting to be fucked. It didn't take long before he found me and was fucking me hard with my sensitive nipples pressed up against the bark of the tree. We moaned loudly as each of us climaxed Afterwards, we drove home with me feeling very satisfied.

Well, I hope this satisfies some of the curiosity of how I've been bad in the past. There were many other "bad girl days". My ex-boyfriend was pretty obsessive and addicted to having me behave in these ways for him.

I enjoy hearing feedback if this brings you pleasure. I'm still open to suggestions. As you can see I love having men telling me to do bad things. But, I was surprised how it was an extra thrill when UnseenChagrin told me how she wanted me to be bad and I took the challenge. I would love to have more women tell me how to be bad. I would also love to hear the ways other women have explored being bad.

Warm smiles,

need to be bad

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I hope you find some of the pleasure that I have in fulfilling my need to be bad. If this turns you on, please check out the thread in the Literotica Personals - A Strange Request,(you may need to search through the pages because it moves) and read what is currently happening or participate by offering a challenge.