Posing for naked photos hasn't been my life-long ambition, actually early on, I would have said no way, no how, but things change and attitudes change and well sometimes a person ends up doing things they didn't intend to do.
Let me start off by saying this is a response to a story my husband wrote and posted earlier about how I posed naked for one of his friends. I helped him write it by supplying most of the information, you see he wasn't there and doesn't know the whole story. They say confession is good for the soul, but what they don't say is that the repercussions of the confession could wreck friendships and sometimes marriages.
I guess the best way to start is to give you a bit of background of myself and my husband. My name is Linda Thomas, I am thirty years old. I am 5'6'' and weigh 130 lbs. (most of the time). My measurements are 38-26-38. My breasts are a full C to D cup. I have blue eyes, dark brunet hair that I keep long, ranging from mid-back to nearly to the back of my knees. I have an olive complexion from my French/Gypsy background. I was raised a good Catholic girl from the Midwest, thus I have all the guilt that goes along with a strict Catholic upbringing. People tell me I am beautiful and sexy, their words not mine, but I am satisfied with how I look, I didn't have a choice, I was born this way. I guess if I were asked for a redo I'd be 5'2'', blond, 34-22-34 with smaller breasts. Isn't that what every man wants?
My husband is Jim, he is the love of my life, has been from the very first second I saw him. I will do anything for him, anything. That seems to be my biggest problem; I can't say no to him, I don't want to.
We met in college, my freshman year, his senior. We were at some stupid party that my roommate drug me to, I didn't want to go, but my roommate didn't want to go alone. Jim was there with one of his friends because he had just ended a relationship with a longtime girlfriend. She had transferred to another university to "expand her horizons". I saw him across the room and knew from that moment that he was going to be the man I would give myself to totally. I think I actually had my first orgasm with him at that moment. I walked up to him and introduced myself and grabbed his arm telling him that he was going to be my hero because he was going to protect me from all the drunken guys who were pawing their way through the women there. We hit it off immediately, I knew we would, it was fate, he never had a chance. He took me back to my apartment that I shared with 3 other girls and we shared our first real kiss, a romantic good-night kiss. I would have given him my virginity right then and there had he asked, he was a gentleman and didn't.
We were a couple from the beginning; I adopted his circle of friends or better said, they adopted me. He had a small circle of mostly male friends, some with an occasional girlfriend sprinkled in for good measure. His friends were mostly engineering/computer geek-type, smart, loyal, and after you got to know them amazingly funny. I loved them. They loved me, or I guess you could say they loved looking at me. I guess I asked for it, I became a ruthless tease. They made me feel so much different than I had felt before. I felt desirable.
Jim's attitude on sex was so different from what I had been brought up to believe. I had hang-ups, the sisters at the Catholic schools I had attended brainwashed us to believe that sex with any man (including our husbands) was a dirty sin that a woman had to suffer in order to produce children. Boy, were they wrong! It didn't take Jim long before he not only was in my panties, he was deep inside me, and I loved it! He quickly taught me that my body was not dirty and that being sexy wasn't a sin and God wasn't going to strike me blind or dead if I showed a little skin, or a lot for that matter.
Jim had an exhibitionist streak, or should I say he wanted me to be the exhibitionist. He was always unbuttoning my shirt or dress, lifting my skirt, pushing me to let him see just a little more for a little bit longer. He wanted me to show more skin around his friends, he prompted me to tease. I would do anything for him and when I seemed to get reactions from his friends, I began to like the feeling it gave me deep down inside me. I was a natural born show-off and exhibitionist.
We got married after my junior year. Jim worked as a mechanical engineer for some big government contractor company. I don't know exactly what he does, it is classified to the point that he doesn't talk about it away from "the lab". He enjoys his work and the men he works with. Our circle of friends expanded, but still was still pretty much his circle. I don't care, I like the men around him, they are smart and think out of the box so to speak, plus they loved being around me. I loved their attention and how they looked at me.