Posing for naked photos hasn't been my life-long ambition, actually early on, I would have said no way, no how, but things change and attitudes change and well sometimes a person ends up doing things they didn't intend to do.
Let me start off by saying this is a response to a story my husband wrote and posted earlier about how I posed naked for one of his friends. I helped him write it by supplying most of the information, you see he wasn't there and doesn't know the whole story. They say confession is good for the soul, but what they don't say is that the repercussions of the confession could wreck friendships and sometimes marriages.
I guess the best way to start is to give you a bit of background of myself and my husband. My name is Linda Thomas, I am thirty years old. I am 5'6'' and weigh 130 lbs. (most of the time). My measurements are 38-26-38. My breasts are a full C to D cup. I have blue eyes, dark brunet hair that I keep long, ranging from mid-back to nearly to the back of my knees. I have an olive complexion from my French/Gypsy background. I was raised a good Catholic girl from the Midwest, thus I have all the guilt that goes along with a strict Catholic upbringing. People tell me I am beautiful and sexy, their words not mine, but I am satisfied with how I look, I didn't have a choice, I was born this way. I guess if I were asked for a redo I'd be 5'2'', blond, 34-22-34 with smaller breasts. Isn't that what every man wants?
My husband is Jim, he is the love of my life, has been from the very first second I saw him. I will do anything for him, anything. That seems to be my biggest problem; I can't say no to him, I don't want to.
We met in college, my freshman year, his senior. We were at some stupid party that my roommate drug me to, I didn't want to go, but my roommate didn't want to go alone. Jim was there with one of his friends because he had just ended a relationship with a longtime girlfriend. She had transferred to another university to "expand her horizons". I saw him across the room and knew from that moment that he was going to be the man I would give myself to totally. I think I actually had my first orgasm with him at that moment. I walked up to him and introduced myself and grabbed his arm telling him that he was going to be my hero because he was going to protect me from all the drunken guys who were pawing their way through the women there. We hit it off immediately, I knew we would, it was fate, he never had a chance. He took me back to my apartment that I shared with 3 other girls and we shared our first real kiss, a romantic good-night kiss. I would have given him my virginity right then and there had he asked, he was a gentleman and didn't.
We were a couple from the beginning; I adopted his circle of friends or better said, they adopted me. He had a small circle of mostly male friends, some with an occasional girlfriend sprinkled in for good measure. His friends were mostly engineering/computer geek-type, smart, loyal, and after you got to know them amazingly funny. I loved them. They loved me, or I guess you could say they loved looking at me. I guess I asked for it, I became a ruthless tease. They made me feel so much different than I had felt before. I felt desirable.
Jim's attitude on sex was so different from what I had been brought up to believe. I had hang-ups, the sisters at the Catholic schools I had attended brainwashed us to believe that sex with any man (including our husbands) was a dirty sin that a woman had to suffer in order to produce children. Boy, were they wrong! It didn't take Jim long before he not only was in my panties, he was deep inside me, and I loved it! He quickly taught me that my body was not dirty and that being sexy wasn't a sin and God wasn't going to strike me blind or dead if I showed a little skin, or a lot for that matter.
Jim had an exhibitionist streak, or should I say he wanted me to be the exhibitionist. He was always unbuttoning my shirt or dress, lifting my skirt, pushing me to let him see just a little more for a little bit longer. He wanted me to show more skin around his friends, he prompted me to tease. I would do anything for him and when I seemed to get reactions from his friends, I began to like the feeling it gave me deep down inside me. I was a natural born show-off and exhibitionist.
We got married after my junior year. Jim worked as a mechanical engineer for some big government contractor company. I don't know exactly what he does, it is classified to the point that he doesn't talk about it away from "the lab". He enjoys his work and the men he works with. Our circle of friends expanded, but still was still pretty much his circle. I don't care, I like the men around him, they are smart and think out of the box so to speak, plus they loved being around me. I loved their attention and how they looked at me.
During his college years one of his hobbies was photography, the old fashioned black and white type where he took pictures with a film camera. Sure he had a digital camera, but he seemed to love to develop his own film and coax the images on paper in the darkroom. He tinkered around with color film too, but most of those he sent off to be developed. Jim started taking photos of me in the nude not long after we became a couple.
At first I was horrified at the thought of anyone taking naked pictures of me. Only "bad girls" did that, but as I said before, I would do anything for Jim. He absolutely swore that they were only for him, so I gave in and took off my clothes and he took hundreds of pictures of me. Truthfully I began to enjoy it. I got so turned on having him tell me what to do, how to pose, exposing myself to the camera. He began to talk dirty to me saying things that would make me hot and imagine that I was actually posing for a photographer for naked magazines where thousands of men would see me. Little did I know that he began to show some of the pictures to a few of his friends. I would have died of embarrassment had I known then what I know now.
Part of Jim's job entailed documenting various things he worked on. He not only had to keep detailed written records, he had to take pictures of what was being done. A lot of the things he recorded photographically was done with some type of special camera that shot film and needed processing in a darkroom. Jim was a natural doing this because of his hobby. It was there where he became friends with Robert who actually was a professional photographer who did publicity and advertising as well as technical work for the company they both worked for. They became fast friends and Robert soon was a frequent visitor to our home. I enjoyed him and the attention he gave me. He was always teasing me about wanting to photograph me and make me rich and famous so he could steal me away from Jim. I could tell he wanted to see my body; he practically fell over his tongue whenever I would lean over and show a little more cleavage or show more leg than usual. Otherwise what he did was constantly try to see my breasts or look up my skirt. Jim encouraged me to show more and more, it turned both of us on and became a topic of many of our love making fantasies. He would tell me how much Robert would go on about how beautiful he thought I was and how lucky Jim was to have me. He would also tell me how excited he got when he saw Robert looking at my cleavage or up my skirt. He would encourage me to show him a little nipple now and then or let him see my panties. After a while the thought of exposing myself to him became intoxicating, I actually started to want to do it, and I did. The thrill of letting another man see me made me crazy with lust.
I don't know the particulars of how it got started but somehow Jim let it be known to Robert that he had several photos of me that were not for general viewing. Robert practically begged Jim to show them to him. Knowing Jim as I do, he set Robert up with full intentions of showing me off to him. So after much persuasion Jim started showing him a few at a time, always getting more graphic as they were offered up. It wasn't long before Robert knew my body as well as anyone. But at that time he was only seeing pictures and an occasional flash that I furnished. You see I didn't know at first that Robert had seen any of my photos. I can just imagine what Robert was thinking when he stopped by to visit. I know I felt that he was looking at me like I was naked standing in front of him. Actually he probably was seeing me like I was in the photos. His looks seemed to trigger a tingle deep down in my belly. It seemed that I was constantly wet down there.
During Jim and my love making fantasy talk, he started suggesting that he show Robert some of my pictures, Just a few, ones that didn't show much. He said that Robert had caught glimpses of my nipples and had seen up my skirt to my panties already, and that we both knew that Robert was dying to see just a "little bit more". I was appalled at first, but Jim persisted and eventually the thought of him seeing some of my nude pictures began to turn me on. I finally gave my permission to show him some of the milder ones knowing he was actually going to see my whole naked body. The more we talked about it and the more I thought about it, the wetter I got and the more excited I became. I started having daydreams about another man seeing my naked pictures. It seemed that I was in a constant state of arousal.