My Introduction to ENF
I think I'm the last person to I'd be writing this more less actually being involved with ENF. This for the most part is real and maybe add a little added, but not much. First of all, I'm Mindy and I have two daughter's I'll call them Jamie and Amy to protect them and at the time they were college students. I had recently gotten divorced and my ex was my High School Sweetheart. Why we ended the marriage doesn't have any impact on any of this. Being my first boyfriend and never cheating he was the only one that really saw me naked. Not counting the gym of course, but he was the only man to see me naked. My ex is very conservation and I was as well. I was always properly dressed in the house as well as everywhere else. My ex didn't think the girls wearing a long tee and panties was acceptable outside their bedrooms.
The summer after the divorce the girls were home for summer break. I really needed them there for moral support. It was great having them home, but as the temperature rose, I noticed the smaller the clothes were on the girls. One day I came home from work and Amy was wearing a tank top and thong. I was surprised to say the least seeing her like that. I made a comment that it wasn't an appropriate outfit in the family room. Jamie is more outspoken than Amy and has always seemed to get her way with me. She said it's just us girls so what's the big deal. We debated it for a bit, but as I said she usually wins and I craved. I agreed and thought it would be the end of it. How wrong I was. A few days later I arrived home from work and both the girls were just wearing panties. I wasn't sure what to say other than I was shocked. As usually Jamie got her way.
I should describe everyone, Jamie is 5'6 brunette with long hair down to her bra strap, 34c toned and a more classic shape. Amy is 5'4 thinner and smaller her on top, 32A brown hair to her shoulders. Myself I'm 5'5, 34B and keep myself in shape, more so once we separated.
I was having a difficult time seeing my girls so open compared to the way they were raised. I was having second guesses letting them go away to school. I was afraid to ask questions fearing I'd hear things, I'd regret wanting to know. Anyway, one day I left work early since it was a nice day and when I got home and found Amy tanning completely naked outside. Now I'm thinking I let this go to far. I went outside and I wasn't happy. I noticed her bikini wasn't even in sight. She was a little surprised at me coming home early. I asked what was going on. I said inside is one thing, but on the deck, really? Only one neighbor can really see in the yard, but the deck is private, but still. I was questioning her on being naked outside and even asked what if I had someone with me. I was shocked at her answer. She said first of all, anyone listening knows I'm tanning nude, second of all if someone was with you, I guess that'd see the real me. I was shocked like it didn't matter if anyone saw her naked. During our discussion Jamie came home, walked out and thought it was humorous. She said maybe everyone should came inside. Amy was still naked and I suggested she put something on. Jamie fought back and said what's the big deal. She stripped there on the spot I'm sure to show solitary. She defended her saying she loves being naked and it no big deal. Maybe I should loosen up on my believes, saying I was letting dad still control my thoughts. I'm sitting here with my head in a whirlwind and I didn't have an answer. I finally agreed to think about it.
Now I'm so confused, I felt like I lost control. I know both girls were old enough to make their own decisions, but still I felt I failed as a mom. Worse was they wanted me to lighten and try this new strange lifestyle. The more I thought about it I'm thinking what harm is there to try. I can experiment when they aren't home. I couldn't bring myself to be nude, but when they were out the next couple of days, I wore a tank with panties. I dressed more when the girls were home. Amy after the tanning incident started going nude more, Jammie was always covered to some degree.
Finally, I found my courage to wear a tank top and panties and join the girls. I stopped to get a glass of wine to help my nerves settle down some. At first, I was embarrassed, but they were really sweet about it and complemented me on it. Again, Amy was nude and Jamie was wearing something similar to me. After sometime Jamie excused herself and came back without her top. I didn't say anything, at this point I didn't know what to say. After maybe 15 minutes she commented maybe I should lose my top, she also said that they never recall seeing my breasts. After going back and forth some I decided to do it. Once I committed, I took it off like ripping off a band aid to get the pain over quickly. After some nice comments which made me embarrassed knowing they were seeing my boobs for the first time like that. I sort of relaxed some. I do have to admit it sort felt nice even though I felt naughty being like that.
I got up to refill my wine. Like I mentioned before I was very conservative as in down to my panties. My underwear drawer had one style and that white panty briefs as my daughter call them granny panties. Jamie started teasing me about them. Both were saying they make me look old and I need to update. I argued the point no one sees them so what's the big deal. Their point was I'd feel better and sexier, feeling more empowered. Out of nowhere Jamie removed her thong and suggest I lose the granny panties. I'm thinking there's no way I'm getting naked, no way, no how. Topless was bad enough. Again, as I mentioned she has some way of getting her way, almost a magical power. I refilled my wine again and sat back down, walking feeling my breasts jiggle felt different then in my bedroom or bathroom. I did feel a tad bit sexier, sitting there I was wondering how it felt to be naked like them, but I wasn't going to say it out loud.
I did ask how this all started, I was shocked to hear many years when my ex and I were working. Amy was more the nudist if indeed she was. I was shocked since Amy is more like me and shy. Jamie said being nude is empowering to a lot of women and I should consider it. I couldn't wrap that around my brain around that, how can being naked be empowering? Amy agreed with her and said I should try it. After a few minutes going back and forth and guzzled the glass of wine. I got up filled my glass and said, ok, I'll try it for a bit and I couldn't believe it. I was behind a counter and removed them and held them up like a trophy I just earned. I walked back naked and yes, I was embarrassed as hell. I couldn't believe they talked me into this. As we talked more, I was feeling a little better, actually secretly I was liking it. I just couldn't understand why.