The day had finally arrived. It had been on my mind so much lately that it was borderline obsessive. 20 years old and still living at home is nothing to be proud of. At least I have a job, spend a little, save a little.
There is truly nothing interesting about me at all. I have had one serious relationship, but it fell through. My days just consist of me working or hanging out with friends.
My older sister Karen is 21 but she is out of state at college. We get along, but we haven't kept in touch all that much. She comes home every other month or so. She went to school with a girl named Maura, who I've always had a thing for.
Sadly she moved away after high school, and since I was too shy to ever try anything with her, she was just another opportunity that I let get away. I had the hots for her, but I was also really into her personality.
She was laid back, had dry humor, and had this side about her I really couldn't place. It just seemed like she would be the kind of girl that had a lot of love in her heart.
But don't get me wrong, she had a hot little body. I thought about sex a lot, and watched porn a lot. It's probably the thing that keeps me occupied the most.
Thoughts of Maura used to creep into my mind a lot when I masturbated. I didn't think about her much anymore since she left town.
My stomach immediately dropped when my mother told me that Maura was coming to town to visit old friends. She had asked if she could stay at our house. My mother was super accommodating to all of Karen and my friends, and most of them really liked my mom.
This wasn't the first time we've let a guest stay. I became excited very quickly for the chance to see her again, and to have her stay in my own house. Not that I was really gonna try anything, but definitely some nice eye candy.
And now the day was here. She entered the front dragging her roller luggage behind her. She was just as pretty as I remember her. She had dark shoulder length hair that she usually kept in a messy pony tail bun type thing. Her skin was rather pale and she was very slender.
As a result she didn't have the usual shapely figure that guys like in a girl but something about the way she carried herself drove me crazy.
She was usually very calm never displaying a huge amount of emotion, but always spoke to me with a friendly manner. I did my best to try and be funny around her and joke about the few common interests we had.
Upon entering she greeted me with a simple hello. She wore a stripped tank top and khaki shorts that really showed off her long legs. Needless to say, since I had already built up this day in my mind, my cock was already hardening and I let out an inaudible grunt as she moved out of the front hall into the living room.
She would be staying in my sister's room since she was away at school. I was already expecting to not see her much because I knew the real reason she had come was to visit old friends, so I decided to make the most of all the time I could.
My mom told me to carry her luggage to Karen's room. I secretly was joyous inside. She thanked me as she made the familiar trip into the house. She had been over countless times and new where everything was. I really took this as my only chance so I remained in the doorway and made small talk with her about everything she's done since high school.
She was kind and laughed a few times. I did my best to try and be funny around her and joke about the few common interests we had.
Eventually I ran out of things to talk about and I could tell things were shifting to awkward so I excused myself and retreated to my own room.
Now in privacy I jacked off to the thoughts of Maura and her silky body. I just wanted to hold her and make really tender to love to her. It didn't take long for me to finish as I came all over my stomach.
I laid there and eventually fell asleep.
Now with my head cleared I re-thought about the situation and how pathetic I was. Nothing was going to happen, she would be gone all the time, and she was only staying here out of convenience. I was suddenly unimpressed with all the psyching myself out I was doing. I decided to forget about her and retreat to my normal habits of video games and porn.
*
When I awoke the next day Maura was already gone. I ate and then prepared for work. Throughout the day I occasionally thought of Maura but not so much that I was disappointed in myself. There were girls at work that I would semi-flirt with, or rather just make jokes with. I was good at making them laugh, but never had the nerve to take it to a more sexual level. This earned me the title of being cute or nice by many girls.
After work I met up with some friends. We got some food and I went back to my friend Corey's house and we just sat around watching B-rated horror movies and making fun of them the whole time.
I eventually made my way home. I greeted my Mom; Dad was still away on business. As I went to my room I saw Karen's room with the door shut, Maura must have been home because the light was on. I tried to approach quietly and listen, but couldn't hear anything. I decided to call it a night.
*
The next day was very similar to the last. Maura was gone, but so was my Mom, the house was empty. This wasn't uncommon since I was older now we all had separate schedules and usually only really met for meals. Passing Karen's door I peaked in, nothing had really been moved around but I did see Maura's luggage case.
I couldn't pass up this opportunity since the house was empty. The luggage was closed but unzipped. I opened it. It contained mostly clothes which is what I was after. The whole case itself had the smell of perfume and already it was having an effect on me.
I found some bras which were small, but I still played with them a little and smelled them, I did the same with her underwear. I wasn't a panty fetish guy, but I had tried jacking off with panties before, the thought of using these to get off had my cock at attention.
I really wanted to come in them, the thought of Maura sliding these up her legs and pressing against her warm pussy with my cum all over them was making me dizzy. I knew I couldn't get away with it. If it dried it would be too easy to spot. Instead I decided to use them to jack off with.
They were so soft. I lay on my sister's bed and inhaled the panties again. I was ready to go; I put them around my cock and started pumping furiously. It felt weird being on my sister's bed but I think it heightened the experience as I was in a room I shouldn't have been in, doing something I shouldn't have been doing.