Chapter 1
A funny thing happened to me today.
I was on the metro on the way home from my office in central Paris, and a woman approached me. She was beautiful, fashionable, and she held herself with a confidence I would have loved to have.
"Bonjour," she said softly.
"Bonjour, madame," I replied.
She switched to English, she must have recognised by the way I spoke French that I was American, despite living and working here for nearly a decade. I wasn't surprised because French people seem to have a knack for sniffing out non-native speakers.
"I hope you don't mind," she said, removing her large sunglasses to show me her eyes, and also to allow me to make eye contact, "but I saw you arrive at the Gare, and I thought you were the most beautiful woman I'd seen all day."
I blushed. Was I being propositioned? So forward. I pushed my long dark hair behind my ear, and looked up at her, face red.
"I am sorry," she said, but I could see she wasn't in-fact sorry, she had intended this, "I have made you blush."
"Yes," I laughed, "thank you for the compliment."
The metro jerked as it turned, but even with the additional movement, the woman made an effort to maintain her distance from me. It felt respectful; a male flirt would have had no qualms about gyrating in front of me with the rhythm of the cabin.
"I would very much like to know you more," she said, "are you available for coffee?"
"Oh," my blush deepened, she was certainly convincing, though I wondered why she'd asked me out before even knowing my name. It was new, but not unwelcome.
"Thank you, but I'm afraid I'm not..." I let the words trail off, unsure of how to tactfully express my preferences.
"I understand," she nodded, "but, if you give me one coffee, I could change your mind."
"I'm sure you could, you are very beautiful," I said, giggling like a schoolgirl, "but my sexuality is firm."
She smiled sweetly, there were no hard feelings at the rejection, no manipulation, no guilt. "It's a shame, but I understand. Thank you for your time."
She replaces her sunglasses and returned to whence she came.
It was the first time I'd been openly propositioned by a woman since living in Paris; sure I'd engaged prior in casual flirtation, but I was always able to defuse them before it became an open request.
See, I'm not here in Paris to find love - I know, why come to the city of love if I'm not looking for love? I am here to become financially independent and further my career as a fashion designer, so even if the most gorgeous man in Paris asked me out, I think it would most likely be denied. Fashion takes the entirety of my mental effort, I don't have room for a man, or for that matter, a woman either.
However, I couldn't put into words how much that experience had improved my mood. I had so many stresses of late that I was regularly arriving back at my apartment in a zombie-like daze after the vibes of the day had sucked my energy away. Today was no different, but the French woman had revitalised me. Maybe I did need to date more.
My journey home had vastly improved my mood, and I unlocked my apartment door almost feeling excited for the evening, instead of early sleep, I would curl up with a book. It wasn't a dramatic change to an outsider, but it did feel dramatic to me.
My Kindle was loaded with The Way of Kings by Brandon Sanderson, it was a fantasy epic, that I could throw myself into.
I cooked myself a very simple cut of cod with a creamy garlic sauce, ate it quickly at the small kitchenette, and then poured myself a warm bath ready to get stuck into my new book. Within the water, I witnessed the assassination of King Gavilar and then I got out, dried off, and put on some soft nightclothes. I may be a fashion designer by day, but by night, I was definitely more function over form. The pyjamas were soft, cotton, floral printed and came in a button up shirt, and matching trousers.
My final step of the evening before I turned all my lights off and entered my bedroom, was to concoct a beautifully dense and rich chocolat chaud, and climbed into bed ready for another chapter. It was nearly ten at night, the latest I'd gotten to bed in months and all it took was the affection of a random French woman from the metro.
Climbing into bed, I picked up where I left off in my story, whilst sipping my hot chocolate. The liquid warmed me from the inside out as it travelled into me, triggering a pleasant relaxation feeling to wash over me.
I sank into the bed, fully immersed in the book, and the bedclothes. This night would be remembered as one of my highlights of my sad little workaholic life for some time.
A light caught my attention as it flicked on in the apartment across the way.
The apartment complex featured three separate, identical buildings, with naught but a small alley separating them. There was no car park, but it was within walking distance of the metro. I drew the short straw when I rented this particular space, because all of my windows alongside my apartment had the misfortune of facing the opposite apartment in building two. Building two was close enough that if the occupant of the apartment opposite and I both opened our windows and leaned out, we could touch fingertips. This reduced my natural light intake to miniscule levels; just as well that I work in the centre, really, otherwise I'd likely have some sort of Vitamin D deficiency.
When the light in apartment two-one-four flicked on, I realised, I'd forgotten to close my window blind.
Our bedroom windows faced each other, and whilst the light was dim in my room, hers was lit like a lighthouse, revealing all details of the interior. In this apartment complex, our bedrooms had a single, relatively thin, floor-to-ceiling window that had a blackout blind we could pull down to block out any encroaching sightlines. But with my blind open, and the neighbours, we could both see everything, light willing.
A woman walked in, hung her handbag up on a hook on the wall, and then slowly pulled an armchair across to near the window. If she'd sat in the armchair at that position, she would have been able to look directly into my apartment if she tilted her head a little to the side.
The woman was in her mid-to-late 20's, and wore a skin-tight, grey pencil skirt with plain black heels, complete with a matching grey blazer, and a light-blue shirt that was open at the neck underneath. Her dark brown, almost black hair was tied tightly up in a bun, and she wore black rimmed glasses that matched perfectly with the pink colour she'd chosen for her lips. She was astonishingly beautiful, and that feeling didn't go away when she retrieved something from her bun and let it all shake out. It felt like I was watching a hair-shampoo ad the way it unravelled and fell to just below her shoulders, waves and layers dancing as they unfurled. She ran her hands through her hair, giving it more volume, then removed her glasses.
I felt like I was witnessing something unbelievable, her beauty was a sight to behold, and it felt as though, just for a moment, that she was performing this just for me.
She slid off her plain black heels, then walked over to the chair, sat herself down upon it, and relaxed into its cushions, tucking her legs up to her side. She closed her eyes and stretched her neck whilst rubbing it, after what I can only assume was a tough day at the office.
As she flexed her neck around, she took a deep breath, a sigh, breathing out all the stresses of her day. Then, after a moment of quiet contemplation, she opened her eyes looking right at mine. My blood ran cold, and I sunk down into my bed, snapping my head to my book to pretend I was still reading about The Stormlight Archive.