This is based on true events that happened to me, the names of course have been changed to protect people's identities.
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The last few months and especially weeks had been very hard on me. I had left my wife Susan on January 1st of this year. There were many reasons that I had left, a lack of affection from her, we never seemed to have anything in common any more, and one of the largest issues we never had sex any more. Both of us were far too young to be in a situation where we had to set up a specific night once a month to enjoy each other physically. The fire had just gone out of our marriage.
I had foolishly married the first woman I slept with, never taking any time to try and figure out exactly what I liked. I never explored my sexuality, what I was really into and what I truly enjoyed. Over the last six months I found myself flirting with women again, although not very well. But I began to explore other possibilities in my life, and other lifestyles. Namely polyamory. That is how I happened upon Lisa and her husband Tom.
A week earlier I had answered a personal ad on Craig's list. Lisa was looking for another man to join her in the bedroom, and Tom would watch from the sidelines. I was immediately excited about the thought but I had a few reservations. I wasn't ready to simply jump into the middle of threesome; I don't think I could handle being that close and intimate with another man. Not yet at least.
Lisa and I emailed back and forth a bit and she waylaid all of my fears and trepidations. We set up a date to meet at a bar near her house that she liked to frequent, which was on a Wednesday. I was so excited and overjoyed I couldn't contain myself. It had been a very lonely six months and I was ready to make love to a woman again.
When Friday came around I got an email from Lisa telling me that she had been called into work on Saturday and we would not be able to meet after all. Friday ended up being a really shitty day for me, and I was really looking forward to relaxing.
So on Saturday night, my youngest brother had a party and I hung out there for a while chatting with a few women, but alas nothing came of it. After a couple of frustrating hours I went back to my room and checked my email, and lo and behold there was a note from Lisa. She had gotten out of work for the night and still wanted to meet, but this time at her apartment. I responded with my phone number and told her to call me. A scant few minutes later I was talking to her and getting directions to her apartment.
I suppose that I rather rudely and abruptly left my brother's party, but I didn't know anyone there and besides, I was on my way to a wonderful new experience. As I was driving down to Lisa and Tom's place I began to have second thoughts, what was I doing? Of course I was interested but I had never done anything like this before in all of my years. Then I thought back on some advice that I had gotten from one of my friends who is poly. "Just keep telling yourself that you're the man. You are the man!" So I found myself chanting this one simple mantra as I headed down the road.
Then with no more to do, I arrived at their apartment. Knocking on the door and waiting for this amazing time to begin. Just to be safe I had stuffed three condoms into my pocket, I wanted to be prepared for anything that might happen this evening. I always believe in having safe sex, no matter what.
And that's when a goddess opened the door and let me in, "Hi Bill, nice to meet you!" I was so enthralled I couldn't respond for a moment. Lisa was tall, 5' 9", with long brown hair, beautiful brown eyes with a tint of green in them.
"Nice to meet you too Lisa, sorry it took me so long to get down here. I got a little lost."
"Not to worry, it can be a little winding and difficult to get here the first time, but we're glad you made it." And she flashed a beautiful coy little smile at me. I let my eyes wander a bit more, down to her large full breasts, and her broad hips. She was wearing a brown blouse with a light and airy brown pair of high-water pants that showed off her comely calves.
"Hey there Bill, I have to say we're impressed with you already, you described yourself accurately in your emails." Tom said as he smiled at me genuinely and shook my hand. "Would you like anything to drink? We have beer, wine, soda and I think some vodka."
"Maybe just a little bit of water please, I'm not too thirsty." Lisa swayed seductively into the kitchen where she poured me a large glass of water and then led me over to a very comfortable brown couch where she sat down on the other side. Tom took up a position in a chair on the other side of the room.
"So Lisa told me that you had a few fears about coming down here tonight. Don't worry, I don't have a fetish for fucking guys in the ass as they screw my wife. I just want to watch from the side."
"That's great, I'll be honest that was still kind of crossing my mind on the way down here. Why would you want to do something like this?" I replied.
"Well, Lisa is the most beautiful woman in the world and I always love watching her have a good time. She's even more beautiful when she is having sex with someone else."
"I don't think I'm that beautiful, but thank you Tom." Lisa said this as she shuffled a little bit closer to me on the couch.
We talked for another hour or so, just small talk. Getting to know each other better, we talked about video games, the Simpsons, movies, music and many other things. We talked about what we enjoyed about sex, and what we didn't. All the time, Lisa kept inching her way closer and closer to me on the couch, till she was sitting right next to me.
I could feel her warmth radiating, drawing me closer. I could smell her perfume, her soap, the shampoo she used. And her femininity...that was wonderful. All of the smells cast a spell on me, seducing me, driving me crazy. But still I hesitated; I was a little unsure of myself and didn't know where to begin.
"Make a move Bill." Lisa purred at me from just to my left. She was leaning closer to me, and looked and smelled so intoxicating.
"Sorry, this is a new experience for me...I'm not quite sure where to start." Lisa simply placed her hand out between us on the couch and looked down at it. So I took her hand in mine and we began to explore each other very gently and seductively. Rubbing our palms together, caressing each others fingers, rubbing them up and down, massaging.
This went on for a little while and I moved my caresses up to her forearm and biceps where she had a tattoo. I began to touch it and asked her how long she had it. I don't remember the response; I was being drawn into the moment. That's when I leaned in and began to kiss each of her finger tips, nibbling on them slightly then moving up her forearm.
Lisa placed one hand on either side of my face and drew me up to meet her eyes. I leaned in and began to kiss her, gently at first. Our mouths opened, admitting our tongues into the other's mouth. Hesitantly, then suddenly, my furnace burst into action and my belly filled with fire. I climbed on top of her, placing one knee on either side of her hips and while I held her down I kissed her with feverish need to taste her. As I drank deeply of her lips and tongue her hands began to rub up and down my back and arms. She felt my muscles and moaned deeply as I kissed her harder.
I slipped off of her and to the side again, my hands moving down her arms, then they began to caress her stomach. Slipping up under her blouse, my finger tips moved to her navel and circled it once, then began to slowly move up her sides. As my arms followed, her blouse rose up with them. I found her breasts still encased in her bra and rubbed and caressed her nipples through the thin cloth. Cupping each breast I broke the kiss and buried my face into her voluptuous breasts. Kissing her sternum and smelling her skin.