The lights were flashing, the music was loud and drunk college kids packed the dance floor. I've never felt so out of place in my life. I never thought that I would step foot into a frat house let alone spend my first weekend at college at a frat PARTY. I can't believe my roommate, Shelly, was able to drag me out of the dorms. I guess I should've seen it coming. Shelly was a typical hot college girl who couldn't wait to party her ass off. She stood 5'3 with long blond hair, she was skinny, had big boobs and a great butt that had garnered much male attention as soon as she stepped on campus. She had been looking forward to this all week and I just didn't have the heart to say no to her.
I was a stark contrast to her. To say that I was a sheltered girl would be an understatement. I was shy to a fault, nerdy, and had never been to a real party before. My stereotypical tiger mom would kill me if she saw me now. Honestly I would have too. Dressed in a revealing green cross top that showed off the inner sides of my C cup breasts and a short pitch black skirt, all borrowed from Shelly of course. She would've said I looked like a harlot and I kind of agreed. I certainly was showing off a lot of skin something that made me feel a bit uncomfortable. Yet also for the first time in my life...I felt sexy.
My whole life had pretty much been dictated by my mom: get good grades, stay away from drugs and alcohol, and absolutely no boyfriends. She said that boys were a distraction and would only get in the way of my goals. As a result I had never even had my first kiss which felt pretty embarrassing for a freshman girl in college if I'm being honest.
I was a typical geeky girl. Skinny, shoulder length black hair, and preferred comfy clothes over fashion. I even had the stereotypical glasses as the bow on top, thin framed I might add. I loved anime, spent countless hours playing animal crossing, and had an affinity for table top games.
That love of games would result in me getting way more drunk than I wanted to that evening. Literally the first time I ever drank. Shelly's friend Mariana had brought brought over several board games which she made drinking games out of. My competitive nature plus drinking rules, I'll let you figure out the equation... I won't lie it was REALLY fun and honestly all of Shelly's party girl friends were really friendly and welcoming. They also clearly had some DIY bartender experience because I could hardly tell there was any liquor in my cup throughout. It wqs only when I stood us to walk over that I felt the tequila hit me all at once. Excellent first stage complete.
Stage 2 however this was a whole different ball game. I was overwhelmed with the loud music, and crowd of bodies, but I tried to keep my cool while dancing with Shelly and the girls. I wasn't the biggest hip hop or r&b fan but I felt comfortable moving my body to the music thanks to years of dance classes my mom made me take.
All of us from the pre game were dancing together and honestly...I was actually having a lot of fun. It was hot and sweaty on this summer night which would've normally bugged me but the alcohol in my body didn't pay any mind.
As I took in my surroundings there was so much to observe. The sea of masses grinding on eachother and sloppy make out sessions in this hot basement would've normally horrified me, I mean a bunch of horny college students sucking face and feeling up on eachother, it was so...primal! Rather than horrified it made me feel...excited and...tingly...like I was watching a hot scene in a movie but somehow stronger...that's when he spotted me.
"Holy shit! Ashley is that you?" I heard over the loud music.
Startled I turned quickly and locked eyes with him. Nico, he was the boy that sat next to me in our calculus lecture. Nico was a year older than me and played for the schools soccer team. He stood 6'2, had wavy brown hair, and was sporting an open short sleeve button down with plaid shorts.
"N-Nico?! I mean hey what's up?" I replied trying to collect my cool.
"Same as everyone else here," he said laughing. "You really changed up your look there Ashley, you look gorgeous," he said with a grin.
I was so nervous as I stared up at his eyes given I was almost a foot shorter than him. "Did he just call me gorgeous...?" I thought to myself.
"You're not so bad yourself," I replied realizing as the words came out that I spoke my thought out loud. "Fuck I mean...I uhh... I'm sorry..."
Nico chuckled as the glow from the booze turned even more red with embarrassment.
"I appreciate it...but you don't need to get all flustered...though it is kinda cute when you are."
"Really?!" I replied getting a little too excited. "I mean thank you," I said with an unconfident grin.
I admit it I had noticed Nico on the first day of calc. Because it was the first day of classes I wanted to be laser focused on my studies...but my eyes couldn't help catching little glimpses of him when he wasn't looking. Could you blame me? I think any girl in my situation would've done the same. And now here he was staring into my eyes, his open button down revealing his strong chest and abs. I could feel the tingles throughout my body becoming stronger at this point as I couldn't stop myself from checking him out.
"Relax Ash, you're all good," he said reassuringly as he broke the silence. "Hey you wanna dance for a bit?"
I could feel my heart palpitating in response to his question. Nico probably could be dancing with any girl he wanted...why choose me? Was this even real life right now?
"S-sure," I replied as we started moving to the beat of the song. I felt a little stiff as I moved my body where as Nico seemed so relaxed. Throughout the song he appeared to tease me as he would come within touching distance of me and then pull back slightly as if it was a part of his seductive dance. Despite being nervous he was certainly keeping my attention.
As I continued dancing with Nico I peered back at Shelly who was now facing her back towards the guy she was dancing with. She was now bent over, leaning her butt against his crotch and shaking her hips. She smiled over at me and motioned her pointer finger in a turn around in a turn around motion. My heart was in my throat as I knew what she wanted me to do. I took a deep breath and obeyed her instructions and danced my body 180 degrees to face her direction. Just a moment later I felt Nico's hands grab my hips and pull me close to him. My ass now making firm contact with his crotch as well. I could feel firmness as I tried to copy Shelly's demonstration by slowly grinding on him.
The tingles I was feeling earlier now turned into a buzzing sensation throughout my body expanding from deep within. I continued to rub my ass on him as I could feel the poking feeling there begin to get harder and harder. I couldn't help but feel excited and a little proud of myself. The hot guy from my calculus class that I thought was so handsome was getting hard...for me. My movements, my body. I was the one doing this to him. I was the one making him aroused. His strong hands on my bare sides were turning me on as well.
I looked over again at Shelly but she was now making out with that guy. My heart started racing, she looked lost in the kiss, as if nothing else mattered. As if she didn't care if anyone saw her. It looked like she was really enjoying herself. My mind started racing and my heart felt like it was pounding out of my chest. Was Nico going to try that on me? Wait...did I want him to do it?
As my head spiraled and my whole body turned to a furnace, I felt Nico's hands start to motion me leftward. Holy shit this is really happening! As I was about to completely face him he pulled me in close, and our lips met. My mind went completely blank, my first kiss was in the books! His lips felt soft against mine like they were meant to be connected. After a while I could feel his mouth open more and I obliged as our tongues met and began to dance in each others' mouths. The buzzing feeling in my body had picked up, the heat now spreading hard and fast to between my thighs. "Ok that's new," I thought to myself as I dug my nails into Nico's arms, my lips and the rest of my body now craving for more.