After I read it for the sake of passion's last time, and sent it back into the ethers of my inbox with a cyber kiss and I did what any self-loving and self-appreciating woman would do - I went to my room, locked my door, turned on Madonna's "Erotica", so as to set up the mood of my room so I could masturbate myself deep into my primitive thoughts of how you could sexually gratify me to the deepest of my own erotica's end.
So I slowly removed my top, as if it were you taking it off. Then I took my pants off like I thought you would. I had no underwear on to remove, as I rarely wear them except for with dresses, long or short. Then I started caressing my nipples until they were arousingly hard and completely off guard, then I trailed over the valley of my Hara and proceeded to procure pleasure from my right hand of Tara.
Ooooh, still me thinking of you, slowly I stroked my clit, and immediately felt passion arising in me from a deeper source than any self made hand job ever before. I started to stroke it at a little faster of a pace so as to clearer see your erotic face. Then I put my mind into it wholly so I could trip totally into desires realm of existence. Finally my first sweet drop of pot's honey rolled onto the tip of my finger. If you were here, I would have placed it deep inside your mouth so that you could savor the flavor on your tasty tongues palate. I began rubbing my pink faster and faster, which ignited a orgasmic fire within.
Then I went to my clit tapping technique that I accidentally discovered when I was playing in my pink, and noticed how it seemed to reach the innermost sexual corporeal realms of my being. I finally found the right steady pace to keep tapping in clit time with so that my breathing imbued my thoughts with the right hue of red that colored my imagination with orgasmic shades of you. When I finally came to the edge of my big "O", my thoughts went all to you - the whole sensual, sexual, corporeal you - wishing that you were here and that this hand that was deep inside my wanton sex that was dripping with moist was yours, and not mine. Continuing on I went full on for the big bang and exploded deep right into ecstasies thoughts of you. Afterwards, I lingered inside my fantastical realm of my clit's castle in the realm of erotica's sky above.
Of course I had to respond with a no because in my reasoning you were not fully available enough for what I had in mind for me and you. Though I surely wanted to say yes 1000 times more than I wanted to say no. I most sincerely wanted to say yes, so that you could take me deep into the promised land where the sensual is as much as a part of you as your right hand. I wanted you to explore my most secret garden down below and between my thighs all the way until you procured from me deep within my erotic flower the sensual sighs that would tear my sweet nectars cries. I wanted you to procure from deep within me my joy juices so that they could flow freely with pleasure's delight for you to drink with all your wanton mouths might.