I was a fairly ordinary middle aged man, I was married with a child and had been happily so for many years. I was just approaching my middle forties, slightly on the young side among parents of an eighteen year old, but nothing too unusual. Both my wife, Alice, and I tried to keep ourselves in shape and I had thought of myself as a fairly decent catch back before we settled down. These days whatever effort I made was very much just for my own satisfaction, but, as I sometimes checked myself out after a shower, I thought I was still presentable. No real flab and fairly defined but not huge muscles, at least on my stomach and arms. My neatly groomed, if slightly silver tinged dark hair and hazel eyes would still turn the eye of a good looking woman, wouldn't they? Maybe, maybe not, I'd smile to myself after a few moment's serious contemplation. It didn't really matter.
Or did it?
It all started innocently enough. Lily was my daughter Chloe's new best friend and had been since they'd met a few months back at college. She lived in the next village over but it was an easy enough drive or cycle so she'd soon become something of a regular visitor to our house, often spending several evenings a week with us after school before either being picked up or making her own way home.
Despite their great friendship they were not that alike at least in terms of academics. Chloe had decided relatively early that she wanted to become a doctor and so, when it had come time to decide on a university, that meant she was going to a larger town a little way away. Lily, on the other hand, hadn't really decided much about her future life and wasn't that attracted by the suggestion of more pressure and work, and so decided on a hairdressing course in a local college in our village. The girls were a bit sad about it, but they weren't worried about their friendship as they saw each other outside of college so much.
Although Chloe was going to university it was sadly out of the question for her to live away from home, we just couldn't afford it and she had decided to go to somewhere she could travel to daily, rather than try to work long hours during her studies. She would get enough of that as a young doctor. For her first year, however, Lily would still be strolling out of the gates at four o'clock or so and have a good few hours to kill before her parents were heading home. Like Chloe she was also eighteen and a capable young woman so that wasn't a big problem, but her usual plan had been to hang out with Chloe as the buses were extremely infrequent. That often meant being at our house until she got picked up. The request, when it came then, was casual and not that unexpected.
"Er, Dad, could Lily still hang out at ours after her course next year?"
Chloe was hovering at the door to the front room and I could see Lily herself stood almost sheepishly behind her. It was mildly unusual behaviour but mostly consistent with them wanting something they weren't quite sure I'd agree to. I was somewhat nonplussed by it at first, though.
"Yes, of course. Why wouldn't she be?"
"Well, I wouldn't be back when she gets out, so, you know."
"Oh, right. You mean you want to come here anyway?" I addressed Lily who stepped forwards.
"Yeah, if I could." She smiled.
I thought about it briefly, it didn't seem a problem really. "I guess you can, but wouldn't you rather just go home or hang out with another friend?"
"If I miss the five past bus then there isn't one for ninety minutes, so." She shrugged "I wouldn't come every day, it's just I'm not sure when I'd know people there I could hang out with, and sitting in the library or whatever would be boring if I did it every time."
"Yeah, I'm sure it would be." I paused, I couldn't think of any reason to say no but, as the parent of a daughter myself, I still felt a little strange about it.
"Well, it would be fine with me, and I know you're eighteen, but get your parents to ring me so I know they know about it, OK?"
"Great, I'm sure they'll be fine." Lily smiled. "And it definitely won't be every day or anything, I will make some other friends!"
I laughed. "I know, Lily." She blushed slightly at the very mild teasing and then the two of them went off.
I didn't think much more of it until a few days later when Chloe told me Lily's mum would ring later. As I'd anticipated there seemed to be no issue whatsoever and she was obviously glad Lily had somewhere reliable to be.
From that very low key beginning, though, over the next few months my attitude to what was going to happen slowly started to change. There were a few reasons, but the primary one was Lily herself. For most of the previous few months that she'd been a visitor I'd only seen her in college clothes, fairly sober jumpers and trousers that saw her through a somewhat damp and unusually cold spring and early summer. When July got into its step, however, the sun came out and Lily could wear anything she liked.
I didn't expect it, but the first time I saw her on a hot day, wearing a light top and shorts, I couldn't help doing a genuine double take. It came slightly out of nowhere but almost without thinking I found myself trying to get better and longer glances at her body. I hated myself for it almost as soon as I did it and I tried to resist but it was pointless, she was over regularly so if I resisted this one time I would just face exactly the same temptation again three or four days later. I soon settled into a routine of allowing myself the odd lingering glance when I was absolutely certain neither she, my daughter or my wife could notice.
Lily was short, around five foot three and had long-ish, straight auburn hair which she usually wore down or occasionally pulled back into a ponytail. I could now see quite easily that she had a slim waist that filled out nicely into a not that large but very pleasingly round and firm looking bum. In shorts that hugged her body somewhat it was a gorgeous sight. She also had fairly large breasts, around a C cup but which seemed to have gained prominence now I could see her thin waist and gorgeous, complementary curves elsewhere. She had brown eyes, a few freckles around her small and slightly upturned nose and a way of smiling that seemed to brighten up her whole face. I'd always found her slightly cute, if forced to have an opinion, but I realised after a few weeks of this that I was developing a real affection for her.
It seemed somewhat unimportant, though absolutely inappropriate. She was a little young and a friend of my daughters, but it obviously wasn't the first time I'd noticed an attractive woman who wasn't my wife. I would sneak a few glances but that was that, and I wasn't in any danger whatsoever of wanting or trying for more. After a few days of worrying about it, it all became pretty normal. If Lily was around I'd make sure to say hello, note if she was wearing anything particularly appealing, sneak a few looks and then go about my business elsewhere. It ended up seeming like a few pleasant bursts of harmless fun in my life.
As summer progressed, though, that was starting to change. For a start I maybe wasn't such an expert at looking without being seen as I thought. There was more than one occasion where my gaze lingered and it seemed as if Lily had noticed. I wasn't sure, I told myself that it was perfectly normal that I look at her given we were saying a casual hello or making small talk. That it could have been anything that provoked her expressions which seemed at odds with what people around us were saying, and that she surely had no idea what I was thinking about. I told myself that, but I didn't quite believe it.
Then, one day, it became unmistakable. I was walking up our drive and it seemed as if Lily had just arrived on her bike. Probably the girls were going for a ride somewhere, and she was doing something with it in preparation. She was again wearing a pair of shorts, not overly tight or short as shorts go, but given she was now bent over the bike presenting her bottom to me along with acres of slightly tanned leg, she was a vision. I slowed my pace and drank her in, her hair was hanging down and danced around her body as she moved her head. She was turned toward me ever so slightly so I could just see the outline of one of her breasts wobbling slightly with the effort. I suppose I thought I was completely in the clear, I was innocently walking up my own drive and she didn't even know I was there yet anyway. My thoughts drifted as I simply enjoyed the moment.
"Oh, Mr Hill, I didn't know you were there!"
Lily's ever so slightly shocked voice snapped me out of my reverie. Helplessly I looked up from her body and saw she was now looking back over her shoulder. Without quite knowing it I'd stopped and was stood more or less stationary a few yards behind her.