My husband was supposed to get back from his business trip last night but he called to say he was delayed and now won't arrive home until late tonight. That makes me mad. It's a Friday, I'm off work, and it's a sunny day. We were supposed to spend today together, and I was looking forward to a hike and a picnic.
The two of us, outdoors in the sun.
I'm not sure why but naughty thoughts have flooded my mind ever since I woke up today. Maybe it's because I expected to live out one of my fantasies with him last night, but since he never arrived, I couldn't do that, leaving me horny and a bit frustrated.
The fantasy, on a hot night, was that I would go to bed in a short nightgown, with only a sheet over my body. I sleep on my side facing the wall where we have a large mirror.
When I hear my husband get home, I don't stir, feigning sleep.
He steps into the bedroom and seeing me asleep, backs out quietly. I hear him pour himself a stiff drink, which he usually does before bed, and shortly thereafter he comes back into the bedroom.
He doesn't close the door and leaves the lights on in the hallway, creating enough ambient light for me to easily witness everything that's about to occur.
I should describe myself, physically, and I admit this is embarrassing but this whole story is really a diary entry essentially. It also is exciting. Since one of my husband's habits is to publish erotica, I've been very anxious to try it for a while now.
We're both writers professionally, but believe me what we do for a living is as far from this kind of story as ice is from fire.
In order to describe myself, I have pulled out my husband's secret photo file. He thinks I don't know about it but it wasn't hard to find recently when he was away on a two-week overseas trip.
It's a file of photos he's taken of me in various situations, plus a few I've taken of him. In the photos, I am a slim blond woman, naked with smooth skin and tan lines. The tan lines come from our frequent visits to local beaches, lakes and rivers.
We have nature right at hand, even though we live in a big city. There are plenty of options for our naughty adventures, as I've come to think of them - lots of places for our exhibitionist fantasies to turn real.
Yes, one of my main fantasies is to show off my nude body to strangers - men and women.
Normally, I could not imagine that any photo of me would even be remotely exciting to look at for me personally, but then I found one that captured a moment that I have relived several times while masturbating.
I was wearing a small pink bikini that day that barely covered my small breasts but did decently cover my bottom. I'm not into thongs (they're uncomfortable) and I do prefer to be at least somewhat modest in public.
It helps my exhibitionist tendencies to act shy and proper out in the world. As much as I enjoy strange men's eyes on my slight frame, I don't want to be thought of as a slut. I was raised to be a good girl and think I am, most of the time.
In the photo, I am holding a towel in front of myself from the waist down. I have my little top on but am naked below. My bare white bottom is on full display to the cameraman. There are people on the beach in front of me but only (I thought) my husband behind me.
After a swim, I'd wrapped myself in that towel and modestly pulled my bikini bottoms off. As I did so, the towel suddenly started slipping and I realized I was about to expose myself to the whole beach.
I caught it in time and was re-wrapping it around my naked body when my husband snapped that photo.
One reason I like this photo is that he loves it. I can tell that because I read his erotic stories and he wrote about that moment and how it made him feel. Plus, it turns out he knew something that I didn't know and that was that a man and a woman in the dunes right above us had witnessed my display.
They'd both seen me naked, at least from behind.
Back to today. I'd been hoping we could have an adventure together but since that cannot happen, I decide I'm going out on my own.
I choose my clothes carefully. A thin, white cotton dress that reaches down about mid-thigh, a pair of sandals with heals, small silk white panties and no bra. I know from checking myself out in the mirror that I look naked beneath my dress from behind.
From the front, anyone can see my small white tits pressing against the cotton material, because my nipples are erect already.
I debate with myself whether to go to a mall or the beach, either of which presents endless possibilities (I love dressing rooms where the curtain doesn't close completely), but in the end the beach wins out, given the heat.
If I were with my husband, anything could happen, but on my own, I'm probably going to be cautious. Mainly I'm looking for experiences that turn me on enough I can work it all out sexually later, when I'm safely back home.
That's just me. I can take risks but I don't have any violent fantasies, What I really enjoy is the idea that my body makes a man's cock get hard. I remember the first time I discovered that.
I was in college when a cute guy I knew invited me to go on a boat trip in a local lake. We had two boats between us, three boys and three girls. When we anchored out in the middle of the lake, the other two girls decided to go skinny-dipping.
They were with their boyfriends so it was easy for them to do that. But I barely knew the guy I was with and didn't feel comfortable removing my clothes. I had a bikini on under my shirt and shorts, so I look off the outer garments before slipping into the water.
Once there, I watched as all three boys stripped off their clothes and dove into the water. I'd never seen any naked cocks before and the sudden feast of three kind of drove me just a bit crazy with lust.
Under water I took off my bottoms and held them tightly as I floated and swam around the boats. Suddenly the guy who'd invited me was right behind me and I felt his very hard cock pushing against my completely bare bottom.
I felt a little gasp escape my lips. One of his hands came around and cupped my right breast, inside my top. I let him untie my top (everyone else was naked!) and handed him my bottoms. He threw them into the boat and I knew then he was basically a good guy.
Things might have gone a lot further but everyone started climbing back into the boats. I went along with the program and climbed up the ladder with my ass on display for the guys.
Back in the boat we all started getting dressed but before I pulled my suit on I glanced right and left and saw both the other boys were looking at my slim body and getting boners.
This was a first for me, being naked before men, and seeing how their penises reacted.