MY PRIVATE WORLD: My name is MARCA I'm married (more on this in a different story) and at 33, it's nice to know I can still easily find young studs to explore the world of sex with, they find my full figure alluring. βAt 5' 10", 140# with 40DD, big and firm, and my body is 23 X 38 still curvy. To know and learn about a woman I think a man should see how she lives her life in her dressing/bed room. If you were to go into my setting area you would see my world of femininity. If you open the drawers of the dresser's, you will find two are filled with satin and silk underwear - brassieres, panties, slips, half-slips, teddies, and garter belts. Red, white, black, blue, champagne and earth tones -- all colors of the rainbow and all shades of the colors.
One by one, you examine each piece of lingerie, lifting them to your nose and inhaling my scent and the lingering traces of my White Shoulders and Lauren perfumes. Opening another drawer, to find stockings of silk and nylon, seamed and seamless, plain and patterned. Blouses, sweaters, socks and "sensible" clothing fill the remaining seven drawers. The vanity has only four small drawers. These are filled with small, personal items. Nothing of interest, unless your into sex! Dildo's, vibrators, condoms, KY jell, baby oil, and cream for my pussy. But the top of the vanity is covered with perfumes, and lipsticks, and fingernail polishes, and eye shadow -- all the colors and smells that makes a woman into "The Woman." You can imagine the erotic sensations I will experience as I put eye shadow and lipstick upon the unconscious, helpless beauty that I try to be.
You turn to my closet, opening the door and glancing inside to find the typical suits, slacks, jackets, skirts and blouses: what we call sensible attire. Nestled among the "sensible" attire are several pieces of rather suggestive clothing including "After Five and Eight" dress in different colors, all with an extremely low neckline and some with the skirt slit almost to the waist. I have mini and knee length skirts and wrap around that will show leg if I want. Shoes of all kind, my heels are anywhere from 1 Β½" to 6" platform heels. There are also several nightgowns of silk and satin hang here as well. You discover the way my system is setup in my room should amuse any man.
The surface view is one of the deadly efficient of any woman; while beneath the surface an entirely different story of hidden femininity emerges. Apparently, the same passions and forces that drive me to make myself sexy, is the number one priority. Around the house when no one is here I'm in a pair of shorts and a tank top or halter-top. In the winter time its jeans and a pullover. Thong is my underwear of choice 90% of the time and I always have a bra on, got to have something to help hold these love bags up.
When I'm out doing my running around, bank, store, cleaners and just the everyday things that have got to get done, I always have my hair and makeup, as it should be. Got to be from my days of modeling "Always look your best at all times!" I get a lot of looks and a few bold men will even try and have a conversation with me, if I let them. Most of the time I just smile and go on about my business, unless he has a full package and it is showing than I might return some chat but this is once in a blue moon. I don't have a hard time making friends with men, just the women who don't want to be around me. That is OK with me men are my thing anyway. I'm a tease; a flirt and I flaunt my looks whenever I can. I love for men to look at me; I'm an exhibitionist! I have bra's that will let my nipples show though when I get them hard and they become very aroused, the blouse or top I have on will show just enough to keep the men looking at me.